1-305-33157 No Justice No Peace. RIP Trayvon Martin. Justice will be served. - March 24 add/view comments (0)

I'm me, and thats how it has to be.

But when you look at me, what do you see?

A tall, beautiful, strong and independent lady?

Yea, maybe i'll see myself as all of that one day.

But right now i dont see shyt.

Just another person in the world trying to make it.

Yea i may look strong, but anything and everything, in my life that can, has gone wrong.

From focusing on family and friends.

Yea sometimes even a dumb a</>ss man.

And to this day.

Shyt still seems to be going the same way.

But i think i can handle it better now.

Because i refuse to walk around and let anyone see me with a frown.

It's the times when i'm at home alone.

And the things that distract me are now gone.

And i sit and wonder why, at times i find myself wanting to cry.

But i've learned to accept all of this shyt, Cause thats just the way life is.

So now who am i?

I'm just me and thats how it HAS to be.

She a had problem and you ran away.

Now your realizing the mistakes you've made.

She was good and never did you wrong.

Where you were weak she was strong.

When you were sad she made you smile.

But you had something up your sleeve the whole while.

You made her think she was the one.

Not Giving her your all cause game you were trying to run.

In the end you see what you did,

Now your trying to ease back in.

She looks are you but nothing she says,

She's laughin inside and then turns her head.

You even tried to change her, wanting her to act all sweet.

Man a chick that 26 with no kids and a Degree, you just can't beat.

But shes seen your kind before afraid to give,

So trust she wants nothing more

. Not going to try to prove herself to anyone,

You had what she wanted, but now she done.

So you might as well cross her off your list, cause now her state of mind is,

NIGGA AINT SHYT!

Now this is real sad?

Please don't tell me you trying to mad.

I know this wasn't part of your plan.

But yea, babes I have a man.

Did you really think you had me on lock?

Nigga I tried to tell you, you're the NEW KID on my block.

WHAT? Nigga is that a Tear?

Just shut the f</>uck up, and get outta here.

You hard as f</>uck around your boys.

When dey aint around do you play with toys?

Damn I should have known what was up.

When you bought the rims for my truck.

Don't get me wrong, I'm greatful in all.

But I told you in the Beinning in love I would never fall.

You come at me talking about all that cash.

So break bread, and kiss my a</>ss.

I aint used to be like this.

Lets just say i saw a genie and made a wish.

You don't even have to get me the shyt on my Christmas list.

But knowing you, you still gonna buy me that jewelry and shyt.

I'm sorry things turned out this way.

It's still just a game I CHOOSE to play.

No love lost.

But ya you guessed it I'm DA BOSS!!

Why do you hate me?

Huh what did i do?

Hoe stop lying i still see you in my Rearview.

In a world where you can be anything you wanna be?

Why the fuk you wanna sit aroud and hatin on me?

I know i'm getting all the attention.

So going around saying shyt, trust my name you dont have to mention.

One would think by now i'm used to this shyt.

But 10 times outta 10 dem hoes hating over some dick.

But lil do they know Bytch yo man was, is and always going to be a hoe.

Cause i think like these niggaz Keep getting hoes a</>ss niggaz and making big figures.

I mean one day maybe you'll stop.

But if you like these other hoes out here, PROBABLY NOT! I mean i'm just doing the best i can.

And sometimes that comes along with TAKING YA MAN.

But dont worry it's just your luck.

All he really is good for is just a quick f</>uck

Cause the nigga simple minded as can be.

I tell em to get the f</>uck on and he still wants me.

So Why do you hate?

Hoe Go get you a chick, cause thats one thing i WILL NOT date....

I think he tried to ask me, "Whos is it"

Knowning damn well i aint Feelin it.

I'm not even talking about the size.

But that might not be right either by the look in my eyes.

I'm like, "What the f</>uck is this" And i'm thinking to myself if i get it, "Yea imma fake it" I mean i haven't seen you in over a month. So i know there is no need for me to front.

I dont even think we Cool, You just something to do.

i hope it's another month again before i see you.

I sit and think to myself i hope he dont think i'm a fool.

Cause in my box your just another tool.

I mean you bring me it if i want.

But i guess you can't realize it's all a front.

You think you have it on lock cause you think i put up wit dat shyt.

i mean that fake a</>ss relationship between you and that chick

. You know she got a man, but she still doing you.

Then you think you can come to me and run that game too... LOL, i'm the one in charge.

Cause dont nan nigga have my heart.

i mean at one point i thought i'd care.

But i know deep down inside, i dont like to share.

So keep doing ya thing, if ya want.

Then i really wont have to front.

Good thing you aint giving me the d</>ick. C

ause i'd really hate to have to fake it....

L- Lost

O-Over

V-Various

E-Emotions....

He says: When your alone he says he loves you.

It has you thinking that his love is true.

He told me he has a girl.

And the shyt he does, make her seems like shes his world.

But the shyt i talk about has him at the edge of his seat.

But the real me i will NEVER let him meet.

I"m not scared for me, but i'm scared for you.

Because if i really put down, he would know what to do.

He'll say yes i have a girl.

But DAMN princess your the one i need in my world.

But there is something about me.

Something he just can't see.

I dont call or text anymore.

But, i know at the drop of the dime he can be my w</>hore.

I dont do it because I care.

I do it because SHE thinks he aint going no where.

Not knowing that when tells her good night.

He calls and tell me how he wants to hold me tyght.

Now that i think about it is funny as hell.

But then i think about that other chick, i'm like OH WELL!

But it's just a lil game I play.

Cause he doesn't love her anyways.

I mean it's easy to say, No.

But i wonder how fall will he let this go.

And what fun would it be.

I told them bytches in 2006 it's all about me.

From the Beginning to the End. Put all them niggaz on my team and call them my "FRIENDS".

So f</>uck what you think or how you feel.

Me and your dude knows the real Deal.

For all the shyt you just want a title.

But the pain he causes makes you want to grab the Midol.

I know i can deal with all of it.

Cause deep down inside i dont give a shyt.

Cause i'm living this life for me.

and the shyt just gotta be how it be.

But he came to the crib again.

and then called Maury and said he had a confession.

But ya know it's outta sight outta mind.

So dont even think about replying and wasting my time...