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  • Member Since:

    November 18, 2005

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    Male

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    Female

  • Age:

    29

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    Single

  • Education:

    Bachelor's Degree

  • Income:

    $75-100,000

  • Location:

    Arlington, TX

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    Black/African American

  • Zodiac:

    Gemini


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"THE KEY TO SOMEONE'S HEART"



YOUR STRUGGLE IS LIMITED BY THE CHOICES YOU MAKE IN LIFE. YOU FIND
YOURSELF TRAPPED IN A TRIANGLE THAT NEVER OPENS. LIVING EACH DAY
REMINDING YOU OF THE REGRETS THAT TRIAL BEHIND LIKE A SHADOW THAT
NEVER GOES AWAY. NO MATTER WHERE YOU GO, BAD LUCK CONTINUES TO SNEAK UP LIKE A THEIF IN THE NIGHT. DIDN'T THINK THAT STRESS WOULD LEAD YOU INTO HAVING A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN, YOU CONTINUE TO PLAY WITH FIRE. KNOWING THAT THE GAMES YOU PLAY WILL CIRCLE THE WORLD AND COME BACK YOUR WAY. BUT THE STRONG EGO THAT YOU HAVE KEEPS A SMILE ON YOUR FACE, YOUR DAILY OUTFIT FIT TO PERFECTION. LABELING YOU AS BEING "ONE OF A KIND". YOU THEN VENTURE OFF INTO THIS LOST WORLD HOPING TO FIND "LOVE", BUT CONTINUE TO FIND "LUST". HAVING A JOB, A CAR, YOUR OWN HOUSE, AND A CELL TO KEEP TRACK OF ALL YOUR FRIENDS BY GIVING THEM NAMES SUCH AS EACH MONTH IN A YEAR. THAT'S SOUND VERY INTERESTING. YOU DROP A FRIEND LIKE A DROP OF A PENNY THAT YOU WOULDN'T THINK TWICE ABOUT PICKING BACK UP. YOU WALK THROUGH YOUR HOME MAKING SURE THAT EVERYTHING IS PRESENTABLE, AS IF YOU WERE A HOUSE INSPECTOR. YOU OBSERVE PEOPLE DAILY, PICKING OUT THE QUIET, BUT YET FREAKY ONES BEHIND CLOSE DOORS. YOU TEND
TO HAVE A SOFT HEART TOWARDS PEOPLE WITH HIGH STANDARDS, PEOPLE WHO ARE VERY INDEPENDENT AND THAT RESPECT THEIR MIND, BODY, AND SOUL. PEOPLE THAT WAS ONCE LOOKED AT AS TRASH, BUT TREASURE IN YOUR EYESIGHT. YOU ARE SO RELAXING IN THE GAME YOU PLAY, YOU ARE NOT AFRAID TO LOSE. YOU WOULD CHEAT ON THE ONE YOU SAY YOU LOVE AND TURN AROUND AND SACRIFICE AND BEG THEM NOT TO LEAVE. FILL THEIR HEAD UP WITH WORDS THAT ARE LIKE MUSIC IN THEIR EARS. YOU WOULD RATHER TAKE A RISK CATCHING A DISEASE THAT MAY OR MAY NOT BE CURED BY SLEEPING AROUND, THEN CONCENTRATE ON BUILDING A FOUNDATION AROUND ONE PERSON. YOU MAKE PLANS A WEEK AHEAD
TO INSURE YOURSELF OF A GOOD TIME EVERY NIGHT. YOU ARE INNOCENT IN
OTHERS EYESIGHT, ALLOWING THEM TO OPEN THEIR HEARTS TO MEET YOU EVERY NEED. BUT ONE DAY THE TABLES WILL TURN. THERE IS A DEADLY WORD CALLED "REALITY", AND ONCE REALITY TAKES IT TOLL, A LIFE CHANGE IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN. EVERYTHING THAT WAS GOING YOUR WAY IS NOW ACTING AGAINST YOU. TRYING TO MAKE THE GAME GO INTO OVERTIME, YOU FINALLY LOSE. NOW YOU FIND YOURSELF REACHING OUT FOR HELP. FEELING LIKE YOU ARE ABOUT TO HAVE A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN. YOU THEN FALL TO YOUR KNEES ASKING FOR FORGIVENESS. ONCE YOU OPEN YOUR EYES, YOU KNOW LOOK AT LIFE IN A FAITHFUL MANNER AND A COMMITMENT TO LOVE YOURSELF BEFORE YOU LOVE ANYONE ELSE. AS YOU REMINISCE ABOUT YOUR PAST, YOU BEGIN TO THINK DAY AFTER DAY ABOUT YOUR LIFE EXPERIENCES. ALL THE RISK THAT YOU TOOK AND ALL THE PEOPLE THAT TRUSTED YOU WITH THEIR HEART AND SHOWED YOU THAT THEY WERE READY TO MAKE A FAITHFUL COMMITMENT TO YOU. BUT WHY DO YOU HURT THE ONES YOU SAY YOU LOVE. YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND THAT ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO LOVE TWO DEALING WITH A RELATIONSHIP. YOU LOVE ONE AND LUST OVER THE OTHER. AS EACH DAY GOES BY YOU CONTINUE TO PLAY MIND GAMES, TELLING YOUR SOULMATE "I LOVE YOU" AND TELLING SOMEONE ELSE YOU LOVE THEM. WHAT KIND OF LOVE IS IT? DO YOU LOVE A FRIEND JUST FOR A FRIEND, OR ARE YOU BLINDED BY WHAT THEY ARE OFFERING YOU THAT YOUR SOULMATE IS
NOT. WHATS IT'S LIKE TO BE IN LOVE. DOES THE PERSON YOU LOVE STAYS ON YOUR MIND EVEN WHEN YOU ARE NOT AROUND? DO YOU GIVE THEM ALL OF YOUR LOVE, OR JUST 50% AND SPLIT THE REST PLEASING SOMEONE ELSE. LIFE IS GETTING OLDER, BUT SOME HAVE THE MINDSET THAT THEY ARE GETTING YOUNGER. PRESENTING TO OTHERS AS IF THEY COULD CARE LESS. YOU OFTEN CRY OUT TO YOUR FRIENDS FOR HELP BECAUSE YOU ARE LIVING INSIDE A TRIANGLE THAT NEVER OPENS. IT'S YOUR CHOICE TO PUT YOURSELF IN A BAD POSITION IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP, HOLDING ON TO A PERSON THAT DOESN'T HAVE THE DESIRE TO CHANGE BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT HAPPY. YOU OFTEN FALL SHORT SETTLING FOR LESS WHEN YOU SAY "THEY CHEATED ON ME, BUT I STAYED WITH THEM BECAUSE I LOVE THEM. YOU MAY AS WELL BE IN LOVE WITH A STRIPPER, BUT THE STRIPPER DOESN'T LOVE YOU BECAUSE THEY ARE SHARING THEIR LOVE WITH EVERYONE ELSE. WHY SIT AT THE BACK OF THE BUS, WHEN YOU COULD MAKE A DIFFERENCE BY NOT GIVING YOUR SEAT UP AT THE FRONT. BY STANDING ON YOUR TWO FEET
AND KEEPING YOUR GUARDS UP AND NOT LETTING SOMEONE COME INTO YOUR LIFE AND MAKING YOU FALL. LADIES, WHY DO YOU SETTLE FOR THIS MAN THAT LEAVES YOU IN THE ROOM CRYING, THAT HAS THE NERVES TO COME HOME TWO OR THREE IN THE MORNING AND LAY BESIDE YOU AS IF THEY NEVER LEFT? WHY DO YOU SETTLE FOR THIS MAN THAT GOES UPSIDE YOUR HEAD, AND STILL OPEN YOUR LEGS TO HIM FIVE MINUTES LATER? WHY DO YOU SETTLE FOR THIS MAN WHEN HE KEEPS YOU STRESSOUT 24/7? TELL ME WHY BECAUSE I WANT TO KNOW WHEN GOD MADE ONE MAN ON THIS EARTH, AND WOULDN'T ALLOW YOU TO LOOK ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE DOOR AND SEE THAT A FEW GOOD MEN ARE WAITING FOR THE OPPORTUNITY TO TREAT YOU LIKE A WOMAN SHOULD BE TREAT. MEN, WHY DO YOU SETTLE FOR THIS WOMAN THAT IS GORGEOUS ON THE OUTSIDE, BUT THEIR HEART IS DEAD ON THE INSIDE? WHY DO YOU SETTLE FOR THIS WOMAN THAT BRING TYRONE OR JODEI INTO YOUR HOME WHILE YOU ARE OUT MAKING MONEY TO PUT FOOD ON THE TABLE? WHY DO YOU SETTLE FOR A WOMAN THAT DOESN'T RESPECT
HER MIND, BODY, AND SOUL? WHY DO YOU SETTLE FOR THIS WOMAN THAT KEEPS YOU FROM GOING FORWARD IN LIFE? TELL ME WHY BECAUSE I WANT TO KNOW WHEN GOD MADE ONE WOMAN ON THIS EARTH FOR YOU NOT TO SEE THAT BEHIND THE DOOR THERE ARE A FEW GOOD WOMEN WAITING TO SHOW YOU THAT THEY ARE WORTH MORE THAN GOLD. AS HUMAN BEING WE HAVE TO OPEN OVER EYES AND NOT FALL ASLEEP INTO THIS FANTASY WORLD. IF YOU DECIDE THAT YOU WANT TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP YOU HAVE TO BE READY TO SACRIFICE, HAVE COMMUNICATION AND TRUST, AND LET NO ONE COME BETWEEN THE ONE YOU LOVE. HAVE THE DESIRE TO KEEP EACH OTHER HAPPY AND MEET EACH OTHER HALFWAY. SOMETIMES THINGS ARE NOT GOING TO SEEM RIGHT, AND THAT'S NORMAL. SO IF YOU FEEL THAT THINGS ARE GOING DOWNHILL, DON'T RUN AWAY. WORK TOGETHER TO SOLVE THE ISSUE/SITUATION. SPEND MORE TIME TOGETHER TO LEARN ABOUT EACH OTHER. AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST FIND THE KEY TO OPEN THE DOOR TO SOMEONE'S HEART AND LOCK IT BEHIND YOU. THROW THE KEY FAR INTO A FIELD TO SECURE A COMMITTED RELATIONSHIP. "IT IS EASY TO LOSE SOMEONE'S HEART IF YOU ARE STILL HOLDING ON TO THE KEY". BUT YOU ARE
SECURED IN SOMEONE'S HEART, WHEN YOU NEVER LOOK TO SEE WHERE THE KEY LANDS".


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