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  • Member Since:

    September 21, 2005

  • Sex:

    Female

  • Dating Preference:

    Male

  • Relationship Status:

    Involved/Partner

  • Education:

    High School or Equivalent

  • Location:

    Raleigh, NC

  • Race:

    Black/African American, Native American

  • Zodiac:

    Capricorn


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SO WHY IS SHE FEELING THIS WAY


SHE's BEGINING TO FEEL SRTONGER AND STRONGER FOR HIM. BUT SHE DOES'NT KNOW HOW TO SUPRESS HER MIXED EMOTIONS .
YOU KNOW SHE's BEEN THROUGH SOME THINGS AND SHE's NOT YET READY TO LET HIM COMPLETELY IN HER HEART.
SHE's CALLING OUT TO HIM, IF HE COULD JUST HEAR HER SILENT CRIES. SHE's SHEILDS HER FEELINGS BUT YET POURS OUT HER EMOTIONS ALL TO HIM.
KNOWING THAT YET SHE STILL IS BEING HAUNTED BY A PAST LOVE THAT SHE HAS YET TO END!!
SHE UNDERSTANDS THAT IS NOT FARE TO HIM TO HAVE TO SUFFER FROM& DEAL WITH THE MISTAKES MADE BY OTHER RELATIONSHIPS IN HER PAST.
BUT HOW CAN BE SURE THAT HE's NOT THE SAME AS ALL THE OTHERS. SHE WANTS TO BELEIVE THAT HE's DIFFERENT BUT THE MENTAL WOUNDS HAVE YET TO HEAL FROM HER SOUL AND SHE SOMETIME SEE's THE MISCHEIVOUS CHARACTERISTICS IN HIM THAT SHE ONCE HAS SEEN BEFORE.
OR HAS SHE BECOME SO BLIND AND TAINTED WITH THE PAIN THAT HER EYE's AND HEART ARE DECEIVING HER.
BUT JUST AS SHE's STARTING TO COME AROUND SHE FACES A SITUATION WITH HIM THAT SHE HAS DEALT WITH BEFORE.
HE HAS TO LEAVE HER FOR AWHILE, BUT PROMISES TO VISIT AND CALL.
SHE REMEMBERS HEARRING THOSE WORDS ONCE BEFORE AND THATS NOT HOW IT WENT AT ALL. SURE HE MAY CALL AND HE MY VISIT BUT WHEN HE RETURNS FOR GOOD WILL HE BE THE SAME?
OR WILL SHE HAVE WHAT WAS ONCE DONE TO HER DONE ALL OVER AGAIN???
SHE COMES OFF SLIGHTY AGGRESSIVE TO HIM BUT SHE DOESN'T MEAN ANY HARM BY IT.
SHE's SORRY IF SHE HAS IN ANY WAY OFFENDED HIM. EVERYONE KNOWS SHE's VERY CONSCIENCEOUS WHEN IT COMES TO HURTING THOSE SHE HAS FEELINGS FOR!!!
WHILE YET HER BODY LONGS FOR LOVE PASSIONATE BREATHE TAKING LOVE, AND WHEN SHE's NOT ON THE PHONE WITH HIM SHE 's THINKING ABOUT HIS EVERY MOVE.
THINKING ABOUT IF HE's THINKING ABOUT HER TO. IS THE THE COMING OF LOVE OR IS JUST THE LURKING OF LUST????
KNOWING THAT IF SHE DOESN'T BE EASY AND REALIZE THAT HER CAUTIOUSNESS IS DRIVING HIM AWAY.....
SHE ASK HERSELF TO LEARN HOW TO TRUST HIM EVEN IF DOESN'T AT ALL KNOW HOW.
SHE PRAYS THAT HER HEART IS RIGHT AND HE IS EVERYTHING HE SAYS HE IS..
BECAUSE SHE DOES INDEED WANT TO BE WITH HIM.......
HOPING HE AND SHE CAN GET MARRIED MAKE BABIES AND GROW OLD TOGETHER.
SHE TURNS HER BACK TO HIM AND FALLS BACK TRUSTING THAT HE WILL CATCH HER WITH HIS ARMS AND EMBRASS EVERYTHING SHE HAS TO GIVE TO HIM



SO WILL HE CATCH HER SO SHE CAN COMPLETE THE STORY OF HER LOVE LIFE IN HAPPINESS AND AMAZEMENT...
ONLY TIME WILL TELL BECAUSE THE FIRST CHAPTER OF He AND sHe hAS JUST BEGAN!!!!



*Sumthin To Think About*

IF YOU FIND THAT YOU ARE DOING THE MOST COMPRIMISING IN THE RELATIONSHIP, THEN U KNO WHOS RUN`N %#&@$! IN the relationship!!!!!!!!
AND IF U FIND YOURSELF CRYING CONSTANTLY OVER THIS NI99A THEN U MIGHT WANT TO FIND YA-SELF A NEW PARTNER.
BUT OVER ALL IF U FIND THAT U DNT KNO HOW TO LOVE YA-SELF, THEN ALL THESE THINGS ABOVE DNT MATTER. YOU SHOULD TRY MEND THE RELATIONSHIP WITH YOURSELF FIRST. (!!!!!!!!!!!to all my LADIES that are crying, and are depressed over a guy just remember if he was really worth it--then u wouldnt be CRYING in THE FIRST-PLACE.!!!!!!!!!!!!)
-keep-it-100-wit-ya-self----FI RST-then keep-it-100-wit-everyone-else! !!!! PEACE!!!!!!!!!!!!
p.s( NOT KNOCK`N nigga`s,,,, I LUV YA`LL 2 LIFE, u fellaz need to take the time to see the damage and effect u can have on a girl............
REMEMBER IT goes BOTH WAYS 2 LADIES!!!

YO WHUTS GOOD EVERYBODY ON BLACKPLANET THNKS 4 CHECK`N OUT MY PAGE!!!!
(MAKE SURE U SIGN MY GUESTBOOK)
bigups 2..........................
TO ALL MY PEOPLES IN NC-NY-CT AND NJ
TO .........
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JESSCMACK
D-DOZIER
TOYNAbOTTOMZ
PRETTYGURL_8
JUST-ice!!!!!
WHIT-WHIT
rAyrAY
AND MY HOME GURL
BROOKLYN

TO ALL MY FELLAS that are rican I- Luv2Luv ya

TO my duece`OH`-ThirdSET (203).........
(JSSCMACK)
TWHY?
DREW
C-STEEL
MiCkey-B
Jhu-leon(aka) JHU-JHU
Swizie
China-Wall
YA`LL Hold IT Down

JAI
RENZO
LONNIE-LOVE
ALL MY NIGGAS WHUTS UP


WHATS GOOD LO /NYS/#1RICAN

MY LOVE
CAS

SORRY I DoNT HAVE any newPICS RIGHT KNOW BUT
ILL HAVE SOME ASAP
SO KEEP IT 100 ALL DAY EVERY DAY

PEACE
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