205bigred Having s sad and boring Christmas - December 25, 2010 add/view comments (0)

Staring at the thousands of stars
Feeling the crisp night %#&@$!le my spine
Feeling my heart beat so close to mine
And repeatedly saying the same three words

"I love you" is what you told me
Before we promised we would be together
Forever and ever, you have my heart
And I could feel your warm embrace

And now I'm here, all alone
Wondering what I've done so wrong
Watching my whole life before my eyes
And feeling the cruel world crash down on me

Can't you see what pain you've caused?
Can't you... (continue reading)

I wish it was like it use to be,
You always wanting to hold me,
I know that it is just a wish,
And that it will never be.

Now I hope you finally realize,
What it almost came down too,
I didn't want to do it,
But I was close to saying...Good Bye.

The anger inside me Anger is deep within me Anger is what I want to hear Anger drives me crazy but is Anger what turns me on Anger wants to kill me Anger is what makes me mad Anger inside me Needs to stop Where did it come from Will it ever stop My anger is uncontrollable Anger lashes out at innocent victums But, why, where, who, what Brought me so much anger? Everything makes more anger in me Life full of pain Is there ever gunna be an ending?