Toomp, I know you hate the word NEGLECT! I wont go to Spondivits without you! LOL miss you man!

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When I am angry, my soul can reach sunlike degrees, enough to boil any sea. I become furious at the thought of any one person trying to manipulated my mind into believing any foolishness. Even the Bible does not say anything positive about being a fool. I have compassion for lost minds and for those that long to be loved in this life by someone picked special from Gods garden but instead get disgraced by the bogus, idiotic, liars, cheaters and the woman beaters that only live to breaks us, the female species down to a type of enslavement that slowly kills our spirit...if we allow them to. I have a powerful mind, one that God has granted special gifts, outlets and inlets. I crave love like anyone else, I sense when a person isnt for me and I call him out everytime on bs he may be trying to feed me or when he trys to pull the wool over my head. My lights are always on, I dont slip on bull%#&@$!, I step over it and keep it moving. I am not stimulated by someone approaching me about sex, thats not important to me either. New love is the scent of gardenia, the feel of silk on your finger tips. There is nothing I wouldnt do to keep the newness of finding and falling in love. Every single day has a different meaning, when you have a special someone to share your every thought with. I was told by an ex boyfriend that I think too highly of myself, I think too much like a man, I have too much independence, I was also told by that man that cancer was going to come back and kill me. Yes, he said that! I have never dated or been with such a loser in my life. My homegirls asked me over the years not to date a rich man, or an athelete, or entertainer. I dated an ordinary liar, but I didnt get ordinary lies. I dated a regular ordinary JOE who treated me like crap. I have to date who I want to date, I still think jealous men SUCK! I want a man that is not going to hold my beauty against me when other guys, stop and look at me. BE FLATTERED! I am... The last brother I was with couldnt handle that part of the relationship. I am still a GOOD WOMAN AND YOU COULDNT BREAK ME DOWN OR TAKE MY SELF ESTEEM! I AM STILL BEAUTIFUL, I AM BLESSED AND HIGHLY FAVORED. I SURVIVED SO MUCH IN MY LIFE THAT NO MAN CAN TOUCH MY EMOTIONS IN A NEGATIVE MANNER. Where is Destan Butler...LOL mfl.