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Now is the time and here you are ,looking for that good man you have dreamed about, you have seen many, but something just not right, what could it be at this defining moment. Maybe he is not tall enough, or sexy enough or maybe he does not know what to say to you when you need to hear what it is you want to hear or may be he lied, cheated, called you out of your name or just forgot about you we meet at one of those defining moments,a moment,where I am sorry for that, he not only hurt you, but now he has hurt me, now I am to hard for you to see, because I remind you of him, but I am not him. If I was him you would not be here, it?s many men who are fools, they have you and don?t know what to do, with you But I do,we are the hope of our future I will kiss you, just to kiss you, I will hold you, just to hold you, I will talk to you about what ever it is you want to talk about, just to hear your voice, and your heart. I will find out what makes you smile and give that to you, I will be your friend and your man. I will take your heart and put it with mine, and keep them both safe we rise and fall as one. I understand you have heard it all before, so you know when you are being lied to ,do I sound like I am lying to you. If so leave and continue your journey. But to you that have stayed, I want to start by empting your heart, taking all the pain and hurt and confusion and set it free, it?s not needed here. You can?t smile, if you steady crying, if you holding on to the pain. Right now, you have the chance to start over,BE HAPPY WITH ME the way you want things to be, they can be. You can love and be loved, you can be happy even though, you heard that it?s to late, no matter how many kids or baby fathers that you have, no matter how many mistakes you have made.You can still have what it is you want, just remember you also have to be right too, its time for new energy and new ideas you have to be a woman to a man. You have done what you have done to get your home, car, what ever it is, you must also do what you got to do to get your man or keep him. Family, it?s all about family. Wanting a man by your side to understand and respect you, to show he care, to show you he really love you is normal. You are not crazy, because you want to be love, you are crazy for not letting him love you, that want to love you, because of the things he do not have, as long as one of you have it ya?ll have it, my fault it?s not like that not more, it?s new rules. He who has nothing is nothing, right! Wrong, the table has been set, so why must something be brought. What would you do, when you are in love, anything. Well, why want you do anything, to get that love and keep it,i know we could have put some of the most realest things together,only if you handle business,i mean real business,your problem is not you but the man you deal with,many of them dont know nothing,so all that you are and have goes to the only thing they know,nothing,thats why i am trying to talk to you about trying to take you out of that nothing and put you in this good something,and do you want to know the most craziest part of it all,this is change you can believe in,you belong over here,the thing i talk to you about is the things you work for everyday,but have not made it because of your partner,team work makes the dream work,you fill the glass up with water,but only he is drinking it,when will he fill the glass up for you,maybe never,not because he is messed up,but because he dont know how..the life that you want,the freedom,the peace,the love, the fun,the time,and without the struggle,i can give that to you,me and you will fit perfect the things you worry about you will no longer worry about,the things you fear,you will no longer fear...the passion all of it will be there,thats why i am on blackplanet......funny how my grandmother and grandfather came together the way she said it was Like first, as she looks at the guy, and starts to REALLY PAY ATTENTION, she just becomes aware of certain things?like the rhythm of her breathing, and the beating of her heart, and the out line of his face?so as she becomes aware of all these things, one particular feature of his face just starts to keep her attention, so she becomes totally absorbed in the connection taking place?and as that?s all happening, its like the warmth of his voice, the deep rich warmth of it, just start to penetrate her consciousness, and spread all through her body, and as her heart beats faster and her breathing increases, that warmth just heats up into a fire, a fire spreading through her chest and down through her belly, a fire pounding and pulsating all through her, down to where she really want it to go, until that desire for him just BECOMES SO STRONG and she just SURRENDERS to it completely
  Do you think im a character, you know, I think im a character too, but I don?t think im a mean character, I think im a character with heart, a lot of people who are characters or who think of themselves as characters just do it as an excuse to be rude or mean, but I will tell you something, even though ive been through a lot of humiliation in my life, its never made me mean, and I think humiliation can make people mean, I mean don?t get me wrong, I can be mean if I have to protect myself, but even when I was a small child, I always had that part in me that would think, what can I do to make this person treat me better, and if I cant do that, what can I do in myself so it doesn?t hurt so bad, and the thing is, I think that?s something a person can REALLY LOVE THAT ABOUT ME, but sometimes it takes a long time for a woman to SEE THAT IN ME and REALLY CONNECT TO IT cause I know I don?t have a lot of the things that other guys do, I don?t have a great body and im not really handsome, but when they do SEE IT and REALLY CONNECT TO IT, then all these other things I don?t have just fade into insignificance, as they just CONNECT IN TO THIS, I just wish it didn?t take so long, that a special girl could SEE IT RIGHT AWAY |
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