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What Happened

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to the days of a man asking a woman out on a DATE? Movies, dinner, bowling, shoot some pool..or something. You have to get out and get to know a person in a one on one setting outside of the "telephone" or computer....I mean up close and comfortable. It doesn't mean that you have to fall in love..or fall in like...it's just a means to two people that found a mutual attraction to hold a conversation getting to know each other on another level. Me myself I like to have fun...if I am using... (continue reading)

Thoughts of the Day ...a Simple Crush

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Have you every felt attracted to someone and just wanted to keep your attaction to them as simple as a secret that only you know? Then to find out that same person has an attraction for you as well...yet...you want to keep it at that. So you are crushing on one another and not going past that mutual attraction. Only for fear that if you cross the lines of attraction you may be disappointed, and you want to keep the feelings that you have for that person at the place they are currently in.... (continue reading)

Good Morning

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I just thought I would let you know if you didn't already know. That God is good and is going to make a way out of NO way when you least expect it. We need not lean on our own understanding..just trust that what ever you are going through...that you will do just that GO THROUGH IT.. and not stay in that same posiiton. You have to go to some things to get the things that God has for you. Have a blessed day.

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  • Member Since:

    February 15, 2003

  • Sex:

    Female

  • Dating Preference:

    Male

  • Age:

    42

  • Last Login:

    23 hours ago

  • Education:

    Certification

  • Location:

    Oakland, CA

  • Race:

    Black/African American

  • Zodiac:

    Cancer


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I have added some new poetry to my page for your enjoyment.  Please feel free to leave me your thoughts

I have been asked...why am I single?  The answer is simple.... I expect a man to know his role and allow me to play mine. A relationship is 100% of both parties giving of themselves.  If you are confused as to where you are in life...you will only add to the confusion by bringing others in to your confused world,  KEEP IT REAL OR KEEP IT MOVING!

 

Things He Said to Me

I just keep imagining touching u again...

And smelling u all this is on my mind it sounds like an addiction.....It is...

When I can't have u when I want u Like now

I still want u I jus wanna touch u and smell ur body as for now...

I wanna be so close to u And rub all over u

If they could only put you in a bottle I'm layin down wishin u were under me I'm lonely!

I wish you were here so I could just hold you!

  

Passion

With no words spoken Just a slight look from you to me

Makes my heart jump a beat Faster and faster….I have to look away

You make me melt….I’m weak

From your smooth swagger to your I’m just here stance

Everything you do is matter-of- factly Not scripted…just you.

Power between your legs as you ride

Waiting to get behind you and hold you tight

Deep unanticipated kisses filled with both Lust and passion

Make the hairs on the back of my neck stand to Attention

Anticipating your next move….eye contact once again

Lips kissing….probing&hellip ;.licking…flicking

As my clothes somehow seem to mysteriously disappear

You never let loose of my hair that you slightly pull as you kiss Me even deeper…damn…

I’m melting You find that sensitive spot and work it over

I bite my tongue …as your hands find their way To my love nest…..you don’t hesitate to release The power hidden beneath…… Teasing…taunting&hellip ;..kissing….I’m weak

Eyes closed….tongues wrestling Control...reaching… arching….awaiting&helli p; Our bodies in a passionate match….never stop

Going and going and going…..this feeling Is electrifying…Submerged into the passion Enjoying the want….

 

 

Answers

I lay awake at night and look at the spot next to me…it’s empty,

Wondering who, if anyone the Lord will send my way to complete me.

Could this be you?

Someone that will love my inner soul as well as my outer being,

Who can read my mind…without me saying a thing

Could this be you?

Embrace my mind and caress my soul,

Stroking each one until I loose control

Could this be you?

No doubts, no lies, no insecurities, no fakeness

Always keeping it real as can be.

Could this be you?

Hold my hand…as I brush your brow

Have you close to my bosom…as I would a child

Could this be you?

 

 

Restless

Restless I am

Awaiting that sense of peace

Imagination pulls me

Keeps me going for weeks

Trusting that I will get that inner joy

The feelings of 1st love, infatuation

Too late..too drawn out Too narrow to see

The path and stretch of space that is before me

My mind races

Thinking of time and places were love once lived

And kept me warm…tingling inside

Hollow space, unsure thoughts are what now reside

Holed up in corners trying to fight its way to the surface..hope.

Hope for prosperity, love, trust and compatibility

Reaching out to be pulled to the surface

To appreciate the sun, smiles, and laughter

Restless I am

Trying to save face

Keeping my head above water In this wretched place

Restless I am

Seeking…seeking… Seeking

Yet, what am I to find?

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