69FREAKATL Nothing will work unless you do. You must put effort and action behind the thought. - December 02, 2009 add/view comments (0)

Just because I'm drowning doesn't mean I'll drown. One day I will be buoyant and walk on steadier ground. Teetering from rocky shore to rocky shore. Gasping for air, reaching for lifelines imagined and not there. It is not my last breathe. One day I will propel myself Up and out of this watery haze And stride back into the world. Complete, whole, connected. It doesn't mean you can count me out Or consider me down and out. I have been here before. Down Feeling poorly Spirit broken Heart weary... (continue reading)

I try not to complain about my life. It is easy to sit around and comply a list of all things one does not have or all the things one assumes would make one's life better. All in all, I know I am very blessed. Contrary to popular belief, things do not equate happiness. There are plenty of miserable rich people with lots of things. I have I all the basic components for a good life reasonably good health, a decent job making decent money, a nice house, and people who love me. Why do I feel... (continue reading)