BULL%#&@$! AINT NOTHIN AT ALL.IM REAL ENOUGH TO ADMIT THAT IM A
WALKING MIRACLE.I COME FROM VERY HUMBLE BEGINNINGS,GARY INDIANA
RAISED,BRED,AND TOUGHT THE GAME BY LIFE EXPERIENCES.IVE ALWAYS BEEN
A RIDER,EVEN IN MY YOUNGER DAYS.IVE ALWAYS BEEN INTELLIGENT,OR
RATHER EXTREMLY INTELLIGENT,I WAS GIFTED AND TALENTED AND EVEN WON
A CITYWIDE SPELLING BEE IN THIRD GRADE,SO WINNING IS IN MY DNA.I
HAD A LOVING HOME AND A BEAUTIFUL MOTHER,BUT MY INABILITY TO
RESPECT ANYBODY BUT HER CHANGED MY FORTUNES BY MY TEENAGE YEARS.I
STARTED RUNNING WITH THE WOLVES,THEY TOOK A LIKING TO ME DUE TO MY
TEMPER AND MY SENSE OF HUMOR.IVE ALWAYS BEEN ABLE TO MAKE PEOPLE
LAUGH AND ENJOY MY COMPANY,AND IVE ALWAYS BEEN THE LIFE OF THE
PARTY.I MATURED FAST,SO WITH THAT CAME FAST CARS,FAST WOMEN AND
FASTER GANGBANGIN.WHENEVER A HOMIE GOT DISRESPECTED I WAS
THERE,EVEN AT MY YOUNG AGE,THE VIOLENCE WAS VERY ADULT LIKE.BEFORE
I STARTED HIGH SCHOOL,ID ALREADY BUSTED A DUDE EARDRUM,BLURRED
ANOTHER CATS VISION AND KNOCKED OUT COUNTLESS OTHERS.HIGH SCHOOL
WAS A SOCIAL NETWORKING CENTER FOR SOMEONE AS CONNIVING AS MYSELF
CAUSE I KNEW MOST OF THE BULL%#&@$! THE TEACHERS WAS
TEACHIN,AFTER GETTING KICKED OUT OF GIFTED AND TALENTED OF
COURSE.THEN THE HAMMER CAME DOWN.TWO WEEKS AFTER MY 18TH BIRTHDAY,I
GOT ARRESTED FOR 13 FELONIES INCLUDING MURDER,FELONY MURDER,ARMED
ROBBEREY,AGGREVATED ASSAULT,AND A FEW OTHERS.MY BROTHER BUTCHIE WAS
THE BEST BASKETBALL PLAYER IN INDIANA AND TOP TEN IN THE NATION,AND
HE WAS SAVAGELY MURDERED AT 18 DUE TO JEALOUSY,SO MY MAMA HAS BEEN
THRU IT,BUT YOU DONT LEARN UNTIL YOU HAVE TO.MY TRAGEDY HAPPENED AT
THE EXACT SAME AGE 16 YEARS LATER.IT WAS HARD DOG,THEY TELLING ME I
WAS FACING THE DEATH PENALTY,I CRIED DOG CAUSE IT HURT.I AINT NEVER
BEEN A %#&@$!,BUT ANY 18 YEAR OLD FACING LIFE IN JAIL THAT
DOEST EVEN SHED A TEAR IS OFF KILTER.BOUT 3 MONTHS IN THO I STARTED
DEALIN WITH REALITY,KNOWING I WAS GON BE POSTED ANYWHERE FROM 10-15
YEARS,SO I DUG IN AND DID WHAT I HAD TO DO AND LET NIGGAZ KNOW WHAT
THIS INDIANA LIFE IS REALLY ABOUT.I WAS MISSING MY MOTHER THO,CAUSE
THATS MY BEST FRIEND,AND ME BEING IN JAIL WAS 10 TIMES HARDER ON
HER THAN ME,UNTIL SHE DIED IN NOVEMBER 2000.ALL PARRALLES OF MY
WORLD HAVE BEEN BENT OUT OF SHAPE SINCE.I MISS HER SO MUCH I CANT
EVEN PUT IT IN TO APPROPRIATE WORDS.I DROPPED TO MY KNEES DOG,THAT
WAS MY BEST FRIEND NO QUESTION,AND I CHEATED MYSELF OUT OF THE LAST
9 YEARS OF HER LIFE.I GOT RELEASED ON AUGUST 15,2002 TO A WORLD SO
COLD,BUT I WAS READY.AFTER BASICALLY BOUNCIN BETWEEN PARTYING 24/7
OR MOURNING MY MOTHER ALL OVER AGAIN,LIFE WENT BY FAST.I HAD TO
LEARN HOW TO BE OUT HERE WITHOUT HER ALL OVER AGAIN,SO I HAD TO
MOURN TWICE.I DECIDED TO RAP IN 2006 BY EXPERESSING MY SELF AND MY
EMOTIONS,AND HONESTLY I CREDIT GOD AND HIP-HOP FOR SAVING ME FROM
DEPRESSION,THATS REAL TALK.IVE ALSO BEEN BLESSED TO HAVE MADE TWO
BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN,AMARRI AND JOHN JR.,SO GOD HAS BEEN GOOD TO
ME.MYSTYLE AINT LIKE NOBODIES CAUSE MOST NIGGAZ EVEN CLOSE TO MY
REALNESS IS EITHER DEAD OR DOIN FOREVER,SO ALOT OF CATS AINT
DISCIPLINE ENOUGH FOR MY REALNESS.IT TAKES A SOILDER TO BE IN MY
COMPANY CAUSE THATS WHAT I AM TO THE FULLEST.ONE THING PRISON
TEACHES YOU IS LIFE GOES ON,AND PEOPLE GO ON,SO IF SOMEBODY HAS
DONE YOU WRONG,%#&@$! EM AND MOVE ON.INTELLIGENCE IS NOT DOIN
AT 25 WHAT YOU WERE DOIN AT 15,AND BY 35 DOIN AND EXERCISING YOUR
MIND IN A DIFFERENT WAY.I LOVE LEARNING NEW %#&@$!,GETTING
MENTALLY STRONGER IN MY JOURNEY AS A BLACK MAN.IM GOING TO MAKE IT
CAUSE RAP NEEDS ME BAD,I AINT NEVER SOLD A %#&@$!IN KILO,BEEN A
KINGPEN OR LOOKED UP TO SCARFACE,SO I RAP FOR THE REAL NIGGAZ
COPPIN 8 BALLS,ZONES AND HALVES.CATS WHO GET UP AND GO TO WORK
EVERYDAY TO TAKE CARE OF THEIR KIDS,YOUNG NIGGAZ WHO WANNA LISTEN
TO A REAL O.G.,NOT ONE OF THESE NERDS WITH BIG DUMB SHADES ON THEY
FACE AND THE HEART OF A RABBIT.ITS A NEW ERA COMIN PEOPLE,IF YOU
AINT SEEN ME PERFORM,YOU ARE WITNESSING HISTORY.PEACE TO ALL THE
HOODS IN INDIANA,ALL THE DISCIPLES,VICELORDS,LATIN KINGS AND
RENEGADES.ALL THE INDIANA CITIES,GARY,NAP,FORT. WAYNE(STOP THE
KILLIN PLEASE!!)EVANSVILLE,ELKHART,VINCENNES,ANDERSON,MUNCIE,SOUTH
BEND AND RICHMOND.IF YOU CAN EDUCATE YOURSELF OUTTA THIS
%#&@$!,THEN PLEASE DO SO,IF YOU GOT ATHLETIC TALENT PURSUE
IT,THIS BULL%#&@$! WILL STILL BE HERE IF YOU DONT MAKE IT.I
LOVE ALL YALL RAP NIGGAZ AND THIS ARTFORM,ALL MY DJS GET THAT
MONEY.FOR MORE BOOKIN INFO HIT ME
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