AMELIA_O1 WHEN MY MIND IS CLOUDY....I AM UNABLE TO FOCUS ON WHAT'S BRIGHT..... - January 10, 2010 add/view comments (0)

"Take My Hand Lord" Each day, in the dirty, filthy, large shoes of sin, I stand Being disobedient to the lord's commands Existing in the sin filled frame of human Where the wrong of me against the righteous, stand greater than So tired of being beaten and broken down by this life that I live Aware I've become, that it's way overdue for me to give My SOUL, My ALL, My EVERYTHING, to The LORD, my FATHER and SAVIOR Who has been my lifeline... (continue reading)

"Why did I begin" Why did I begin To dress in the attire of a man For a male I didn't desire to be Did I envision to look like one, would bring me No longer to be viewed in the eyes of a dude as attractive or sexy Did I believe my clothing that were too large and baggy Would protect and shield the wounded Lil girl within Who didn't want to be appealing to any men For by them violated she had been Time and time again Did I think to model... (continue reading)

"No More Will I Whine" Yahweh, who am I, who am I, to sit and complain about not having money in my hand To go out and shop for more clothing and shoes of a name brand When in Haiti my people are living in a catastrophe Oh, I say, oh, Yahweh, please, please forgive me For my selfishness, and my craving for greed When there are others in a country of a far greater need The accouterments that I desire, are of an insignificant worth Their wants are of the necessities required to... (continue reading)

"Words of a Servant Owner to His Slave" Colored boy git hyeah an' shine my shoes I wanna shine lak brand new Hurry up! boy, Whut's takin' so long Don' ya know I got business to carry on I hyeah dey massacred one of yo' kind Yall know dat happens w'en you %#&@$!s don't mind You see boy youse a nobody I bought ya to serve me Don' ya be a-sassing me boy, yer hyeah me liddle %#&@$! Or I'll have ya lynched and yo' hyeah face boy disfigured I'se the mastah of you Yer do as I order ya ter... (continue reading)

"A PAINTED SMILE"


Sadden from the tragic loss of you
Of this immeasurable hurt, no one holds a clue
As it recklessly drive through my physique, desist at my heart and park
I hold my tears immersed within, awaiting for the dark
Too ashamed to be looked upon as someone who's become weak
So I hide in the night, where no eyes could peep
Determined to keep to myself ,the depthless sorrow within
Devastated and alone, desperately needing my brother and best friend
In the midst of the frigid night... (continue reading)

"AN ABANDONED SOLDIER" SITTING IN THIS CORNERED CELL CALCULATING THE SO CALLED FRIENDS, WHO ONCE KNEW ME WELL I WAS THE HOMIE, FROM YEARS AGO NOW, I AM THE HOMIE THAT NO ONE KNOWS IT TAKES A MOMENT TO BE GONE TO NO LONGER HAVE FRIENDS, FAMILY, OR A PLACE TO CALL HOME NO VISITS, NO LETTERS, NO LOVE AT ALL I DON'T EXIST BEHIND THESE PRISON WALLS TO THE OUTSIDE WORLD I AM A FADED MEMORY I'VE BEEN FORGOTTEN AND THAT'S REALITY I FACE THESE LONELY DAYS ALONE LEFT BEING MY SUPPORT AND... (continue reading)