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I have always been into a certain level of experimentation. This day was no different. I was in a down and out place But that is another blog and another time. I was finally FREE and I made these great new girlfriends. We'd become instant friends in this struggle we were in. Three Divas. One smoked weed, that's me always on the fringes but never plunging in. J was a dancer and I always marveled at how she had no problem in using her body to get what she wanted. I also learned that the... (continue reading)

I spent much of my teen years thinking about suicide. I don't really recall for what reason each time. I do know that each time it was because I felt that I had come against some peak that I could not overcome. Rather than rallying against it I felt better off dead. It was always because I felt there was something in this world that I deserved that I was being denied. And for all intents and purposes was never going to get. There was either something I fucked up, something someone else fucked... (continue reading)

It's time for America to pay attention to the impact its laws are making on its citizens and its wallet. Currently the United States has inadvertently created a new welfare state. Not the usual suspects which include poor women and children clinging to government welfare rosters in lieu of earning an honest wage, but able bodied men and women who perpetrate non-violent crimes. Mandatory minimums and the end of Federal parole have left America with a $40k per person bill and many of these low... (continue reading)