AmazingJackson i need some new friends - July 21, 2010 add/view comments (0)

It's 4am and I'm up, another sleepless night, another night with me thinking what if and things are changing in my favor when they are clearly not but it's all good. I have to block this out my head but I can't stop thinking about "it" (not sex something else). The last few night I prayed to GOD to take my burden because mine was too much for me to carry on this dirt road alone. When I got up I felt good the void inside wasn't as big as before and I smiled my first real smile, I haven't smiled... (continue reading)

I saw your picture while going through some things and my heart feels like it stopped then started beating really fast. Now my head is pounding and I can feel tears in the back of my eyes...
It has been too long and I should be past this but I guess I'm not. It's your fault that I can't give my all to anyone, because of you I seen my all means nothing and not worthly of love or being loved. I can feel my tears coming, I can feel them trying to come out. I really do pray this is one of the... (continue reading)

Time and again, I ask myself: WTF is wrong with people! I mean it seems like there is a line for people to get on my %#&@$! list. I really don't understand why would anyone in there right mind would want that, but I have been told that the people I talk to think that I'm slow anyway, so maybe that is the reason I don't understand. It seems like everyday someone is pissed at me for some retarded reason or talking about me behind my back. The old saying goes " if you think you are big enough to talk... (continue reading)