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"I'M SUCH A PHUCKIN LADY" Samantha 12th grade Writing since the fourth grade  A young female on her journey to prosper in this world and of course make a difference. The most serious person that you could come across, but incredibly humble. No ego trip but I feel as though I am one in a million...cuz therez only so many real women out there...itz like nowadays women are ONLY evolved around SELF as in UNION . I am an ambitious and committed individual, and I believe in the prophecy that I WILL BE SUCCESSFUL. I'm not gonna be anyonez meal ticket, I'm just looking for a companion that is interested in a FUTURE, A Hard worker and someone in the position of power ( with some sort of leadership qualities). Writing is my lyfe, it's like a marriage that I commit to. I spend my time pleasing it, and I recieve pleasure back. Some find me quiet, distant, and loss in the depth of contemplation. ( I'm always thinking-I'm always watching) people entertain me, and inspire most of the stuff I write about. I look forward to meeting someone that does not consist of the following: stupidity,dishonesty,arrogance , (hoeish qualities) men that are corrupt and mislead the minds of young women 1. What is your favorite word? (Yo, Ma, and Brah) 2. What is your least favorite word? (Double-dipping) 3. What turns you on creatively, spiritually or emotionally? ( Logical thinkers) 4. What turns you off? (Individuals who imprison the access of deep thought) 5. What is your favorite curse word? (f***) 6. What sound or noise do you love? (I love the sound of hip-hop free-styling, standing at a distance listening to a decipher advance his message to all listeners, I love hearing the hunger within their words especially when I can recognize the individuals potential in the future-We all have a story to tell) 7. What sound or noise do you hate? (the scratch against a definite material) 8. What profession other than your own would you like to attempt? (I would enjoy being apart of the rap industry, I feel as if I have a verse to offer) 9. What profession would you not like to do? ( I would not want to be a police officer, Effectively they arrive in the matter of emergencies, but I disagree with some of their discretions) 10. If Heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say when you arrive at the Pearly Gates? (You spread the message, you encouraged the youth)  I spent the night of my birthday in contemplation....I sat upon the floor and I reflected the following year and I noticed that I hadn't accompished %#&@$!....and it hurt...I just cried and took a pen and I wrote...i didn't care if came out lame I just needed to put down on paper.... ~Contradiction~ Only my chaseful doubts can be the biggest %#&@$! out to defeat me The rage in their stories verse my brain (I know they need me) I'll tell you like no other withholding no details I'll cuss Show tits cuz I know sex sells Even the greatest will be declined cuz even the highest was neglected Fear the thought of having kids for my actions will be reflected chick on her move but I don't know how bad I want it All I need is the drive (the moment to prove how I want it) placed in a world of heavy competition individuals stimulated with my ambitions who will give a phuck on what I say? I have no position as of today losing my high I only wonder will my love disappear when I have stayed commited for so many years co-exist in a world that cares less of your tears Taught to go out in honor fight the fears I'm letting this flow I care less of how it goes cuz this here is my song seventeen years it's been only giving in to wrongful sin not appreciating "him" for who he is loving him ( BUT I WAS IGNORING HIM) And this is my heart 2 you My words to you God I'm here I wanna come back to you I live on Crying on my birthday happiness should be bright but I'm living in the worst way I want so much from a world that has so much to offer fastidious not feeling suited for a collar selfish me an old teen hooked and confined upon me I want the pies but not worshipping the eyes small do I realize you bred me you fed me it was you who woke me on the mornings you were forgotten waking to pleasure blocking the treasure blessing you've stored are never outmeasured god I'm slipping I'm falling deeper everyday I ain't living right for this I know I'll pay mentally polluted my mode is always in sex why is the manly opposite in my eyes the best?(a thug) My fascination with brutality My reason of belief that place isn't meant for me Social distraction Niggaz and their fatal attraction only lingering me to a future of hell my way with termonology to cast my friend as a %#&@$! The jobs I thought of taking just to become rich God I need your lessons Only closer to me I ask that you hear me I want closer and this I mean If I died today I know that wouldn't be the place 2 go Manipulation and conversations I'll reap what I sow I need the chance to change to get back in your range months of complication I couldn't make you any reservation what a feeling it is when I call on you for things You always bless me and I dont know why subjected 2 how I"m living I hate asking you for stuff cuz I never lay it in return but I got you jesus for I have learned Battling against a team of me only letting them (defeat me)lost cause Sex is questioned physically I lay back and massage my %#&@$! I have no position in power as I don't desire involuntarily you conquer fighting the fires life is always promised with you the biggest sinners would admit to your decision upon the outcome of the bullet your way of a coma to come through it I'm not pleading for my survivial I;m needing a revival I need you in all ways my lord I need you now to know you good In the end I spot satisfaction the lack of I wish I could... If there is no one to know my commitment This here falls upon you only you and I both know My dreams are true but because I lack of you I live with my doubts this is what my contradiction is about" (Copyright 2006 all rights reserved) Whatz real... *(Position in Power) I guess therez nothing more striking then a man with a word and a plan. A man with verbal assassin, a nigga that ain?t afraid to put it out there and voice his opinion muthaphuck what the rest thinks. He?s a naturalized leader?what I classify as real. An Idealist, an observer?.values the interior rather than the definition outside. He isn?t just another victimized nigga that is so caught up in society he has molded himself within it. No matter what he will stand out. *(100% LOVER) I guess a nigga with a loving appetite...HUMBLE>>>STRONG>>>B UT SWEET... Music 2Pac(he is glorified for his originality, for inspiring many writers such as myself to speak that of what is real) 50cent( for his aggression and dominance ,maintaing even when he was considered the underdog-and the clarity of his perception to not give a phuck) Nas(for being the poet, the street disciple that conquers lyrically) Common(cuz he is hip-hop, his voice alone overshadows the beat) Kanye West( for spicing up our future with his overall creativity) Remy Ma( for her rough edge) Trina (cuz she shows these %#&@$!es how to do it)Keyshia(for keeping it real always   Hosted By SomeCodes.com  Hosted By SomeCodes.com  Hosted By SomeCodes.com  Hosted By SomeCodes.com  Hosted By SomeCodes.com  Hosted By SomeCodes.com  Hosted By SomeCodes.com  Hosted By SomeCodes.com Thanks for Raindrops DDzGraphics!  Get your layout at LayoutGraphics.net
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