Arctic_Moon I'm better off hiding in loneliness 'case so many folks are hightly felonius, I can't even define what a homey is. - August 14, 2010 add/view comments (0)

I need to know about something i'll never have.. What is love..

I ask because I wasn't put on this earth to be loved or to feel happiness

You see in my life where kids my age spent nights at the dinner table with family recounting the day's events

I spent mine alone in my room crying for a mother and a brother I will never see again

Leavening notes on their beds like "mom come home I miss you" or "take care of mom Neil where ever you... (continue reading)

I will all ways remember this day forever

How cold it was in the ambulance

On the ride to the hospital with my mother

By noon all close family where their

she was stable for now

I remember all the looks on my sister’s faces the watery eyes

Then my father I’ve never seen that man cry once in his life

And for the longest time I used to think some thing was wrong with me

For crying so much I wanted to be like him but I was never... (continue reading)

I look to my fingers to write out some wisdom

Maybe I can capture you in to words this time I sit and wonder

But the words never materialize

Yet their you are beautiful just like every day

Lately I've been thinking

My friends could never understand the rush

I got just from seeing you

you really are a special girl

lately I've been thinking

you look so calm in your quite thoughts

I hope I didn't... (continue reading)