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It's been a while since I've been on Blackplanet and alot has changed for me. I've got a new angel in my life and her name is Marissa born 1/27/2007 and what an angel she is. Hmm I think that's all I wanted to share *smile*.

TO KNOW ME IS TO LOVE ME; TO LOVE ME IS TO UNDERSTAND ME; TO UNDERSTAND ME IS TO FEEL MY PAIN.....



I AM A WOMAN OF MANY STRENGTHS
SOME GOOD SOME BAD; I AM THAT SOLID OAK TREE YOU NEVER THOUGHT YOU NEEDED; I AM BEHIND YOU BUT YET BESIDE YOU; I AM YOUR LOVER, YOUR PARTNER BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY YOUR BEST FRIEND. I ASK THAT YOU BECOME ME FOR I AM YOU; I ASK THAT YOU BECOME MY SKELETON AND SUPPORT ME WHEN I NEED TO BE WEAK; IF YOU CANNOT GIVE ME WHAT I CAN GIVE YOU

THEN WE HAVE NOTHING AND THERE IS NO US..........



I`ve been getting some notes from people telling me that there are good men out there. Let me just make it clear I KNOW that there are good men out there and yes I have ran into my share of bad seeds when it comes to men....Just know that I believe in myself as a woman and know that one day my King will find me......



Release.....

Release yourself from my mind and stand before me, embrace me with your strong caring arms. Devour me with your spirit and console me with your soul. In you I see my future; I see a world that will not crumble. In US we will conquer whatever obstacles come before us, for we are solid. You are the light that is leading me out of my nightmare. See me now in front of you. Look into my eyes and see that it is you that I want, you are all that I need. I give you my mind, body and soul. I give you my heart because it was you who mended it when it was broken. I give you my mind for it was you who understood it. I give you my body for it was only you who knew how to appreciate it. I give you my love for I knew you would not take advantage of it. I give you what is within me unconditionally. I hold no stereotypes in my mind. I accept you for who you are.

Only we can decide if this will work. Trust and communication are the only ingredients we need for us to conquer the world. Build with me a world that is beyond the physical world we live in now. Open your mind let me in, share your dreams with me let me help you achieve them. Accept me as your partner and your lover. I am not offering you money or material things, what I m offering you money can t buy....Beautyizmynm



If Only...

If only I could find a man who is confident that he is the right one for me.
If only I could find a man who is willing to pamper me and spoil me and not think he is being weak for doing so.
If only I could find a man who could make me feel like I m his number one priority even though I may not be.
If I could find a man who could put up with me and be all of the above.
If such a man exists I wish he would find me or allow me to find him.
For if I did find this man we would have such a solid foundation and we could create our own world within this one that no person could tear down.
No person could tear down our world for we would be strong, secure and believe in one another.

If only.....


This applies to those who actaully take the time to read my page and click on my links.

There was a trial for the death of my son(DeVon Mario Demetrie Brooks aka Lamar Jerome Brooks Jr., born 7/27/95 died 1/29/98)in 2000 and the man was given life with the possibility of parole after 20 years.The possibility of parole means that after 20years he will go before a parole board, however, because he is charged with first degree murder his first parole will most likely be denied.....For those who pray for my son and feel comfortable enough to leave me a note I thank you from the depth of my soul and please do not take offense if I do not respond, just reading what you have to say is comforting....Thanks!((((hugs) )))