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WITH OUT A LOVE LIKE A SHIP LOST AT SEA LIKE A CHILD WITH OUT HIS MOTHER LIKE A BIRD WITH OUT A LOVE SONG I FEEL LOST WITH OUT A LOVE LIKE AN OCEAN WITH OUT THE FISH LIKE THE HEAVENS WITH OUT THE SUN LIKE A FOREST WITH OUT THE TREES I FEEL LOST WITH OUT A LOVE WHAT IS MUSIC WITH OUT THE NOTES WHAT IS A SKY WITH OUT A SUN & WHAT GOOD IS A HEART IF THERE IS NO ONE TO LOVE? NO HAND TO HOLD NO LIPS TO KISS AND NO ONE TO MISS WHAT GOOD IS THIS HEART OF MINE? WHAT IF WHAT IF I TOLD YOU HOW I FELT WOULD YOU PLAY ME OFF OR WOULD YOU TELL ME YOU FELT THE SAME WHAT IF I TOLD YOU I PRAY FOR YOU MORE THAN I PRAY FOR MYSELF WHAT IF I TOLD YOU WHEN I TALK TO YOU MY WORLD SEEMS BRIGHTER WHAT IF I TOLD YOU THE FIRST TIME WE MEET I KNEW I WANTED TO HAVE YOU IN MY WORLD WHAT IF I TOLD YOU JUST TO BE WITH YOU I WOULD MOVE HEAVEN AND HELL WHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT YOUR HAPPINESS MEANS MORE THAN MY OWN WHAT IF I TOLD YOU I CAN SEE A BRIGHT FUTURE WITH YOU AND I WHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT THIS POEM IS JUST FOR YOU WHAT WOULD YOU SAY YOU MADE ME HAPPY SEEING YOU AGAIN MADE ME STOP AND THINK ABOUT WHAT WE HAD AND HOW UNHAPPY I WAS WITH YOU YOU DID NOT MAKE ME HAPPY WHEN YOU PLAYED GAMES WITH MY HEART YOU DID NOT MAKE ME HAPPY WHEN YOU WOULD MAKE ME CRY AND HAVE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS NOR DID YOU DID NOT MAKE ME HAPPY WITH YOUR CHILDISH AZZ ATTITUDE YES BABY I CANT SAY THAT I MISSED YOU I DON'T MISS YOUR SNORING THAT KEPT ME UP OR YOUR COMPLAINING THAT DROVE ME INSAIN I SURELY DID NOT MISS YOU CHEATING ON ME OR YOU LYING TO ME OR YOU TRYING TO CONTROL ME AND YOU SURLY DID NOT MAKE ME HAPPY DURING SEX I COULD HAVE HAD A V8 AND HAD A BETTER ORGASIM SO YOU SEE BABY THE ONLY TIME YOU MADE ME TRULY HAPPY WAS WHEN YOU WALKED OUT THAT DOOR! A BROKEN HEART CRY O HOW IT ACHES THE PAIN OF LOOSING A LOVE LETTING SOMEONE IN AND TO HAVE THEM TEAR YOUR HEART APART LIKE PAPER IS THE GRATEST PAIN KNOW TO MAN WHEN YOU TRY AND TRY TO HOLD ON TO A DYING LOVE WHEN YOU COMPRAMISE YOU?RE STANDARDS JUST TO MAKE THEM HAPPY AND ALL YOU GET IS GRIEF HEARTACHE AND YOU FEEL UNAPPRICATED THAT YOU FIGHT FOR THIS LOVE JUST TO HAVE THE PERSON WALK AWAY O HOW THE HEARTACHES KNOWING YOU GAVE YOUR ALL KNOWING THAT YOU TRIED TO MOVE HEAVEN AND HELL KNOWING THAT YOU WOULD HAVE DONE ALL YOU COULD DO JUST TO SEE A SMILE ON THEIR FACE JUST TO MAKE THEM HAPPY EVEN IF YOU WOULD NOT BE O HOW THE HEARTACHES FOR YOU AND YOU REJECT MY LOVE BUT WHEN IT WAS YOU WHO HAD DONE ME WORNG WHAT GIVES? IS IT THAT YOU CAN NOT FACE WHAT YOU HAVE DONE? IS IT THAT THIS WAS ALL JUST A SILLY GAME? OR ARE YOU NOT MATURE ENOUGH TO SEE THE ERROR OF YOUR WAYS? LIKE THE SONG GOES YOU DON?T KNOW WHAT YOU GOT TIL ITS GONE! LONELY NO MORE I TRY AND I TRY BUT YET I DO NOT SUCCEED I OPEN MY HEART TO ONLY HAVE IT CRUSHED IN MY FACE I GIVE MY ALL ONLY TO GET NOTHING IN RETURN WHAT AM I DOING WRONG? WHY AM I ALL ALONE? IS THIS MY DESTINY THAT I JUST WILL NOT ACCEPT? NIGHT AFTER NIGHT MY HEART REACHES OUT FOR ANOTHER BUT NO ONE IS THERE I TRY AND I TRY NOT TO LET THIS BOTHER ME BUT EACH DAY I AM REMINDED THAT I TOO AM ALONE THAT THERE IS NO ONE WAITING FOR ME AT HOME WEARING A SMILE WHEN I WANT TO CRY PLAYING THE DATING GAME THAT DAM NEAR DRIVES ME INSANE O BUT YET I STILL LOOK WISHING AND PRAYING THAT YES ONE DAY I TOO WILL BE LONELY NO MORE This if for someone special ... YOU KNOW WHO U ARE! IT?S MY FAULT IT?S MY FAULT IM IN THIS SITUATION I TRUSTED YOU AND YOU BETRAED ME I BELIEVED IN YOU AND YOU LET ME DOWN YOU MADE ME MILLION DOALLAR PROMISES WITH YOUR 2CENT WORDS OH WHAT A FOOL I HAVE BEEN WHEN EVER YOU CALLED I WAS THERE PUTTING YOUR NEEDS BEFORE MINE NOW MY EYES ARE OPEN I FINALLY SEE THE REAL YOU BEHIND YOUR MASK THE FACE YOU TRIED TO KEEP FROM ME SO I DON?T BLAME YOU FOR BEING WHO YOU REALLY ARE I BLAME MYSELF FOR NOT LISTENING TO THE LITTLE VOICE THAT WAS SCREAMING IN MY HEAD I BLAME MYSELF FOR TURNING A BLIND EYE TO THE CLUES THAT WERE RIGHT THERE IN MY FACE YOU MAY HAVE MADE A FOOL OF ME YOU MAY HAVE SLOWED MY PLANS DOWN YOU MAY HAVE HURT ME AND YOU MAY HAVE EVEN MADE ME CRY BUT YOU WILL NEVER BREAK NOR DESTROY ME NOW A DAYS IT IS SO HARD TO FIND SOMEONE WORTHY ENOUGH TO BE THE HOLDER OF MY HEART TO FIND SOMEONE I CAN TALK TO GROW WITH MIND BODY & SOUL A REAL LOVE NOW A DAYS IT IS SO HARD TO FIND A QUALITY LOVE SOMEONE WHO IS NOT ALL ABOUT GAMES SOMEONE WHO IS HONEST AND TRUE SOMEONE WHO CAN BE A FRIEND AND MY LOVER TOO SOMEONE WHOS STEPS ARE ORDERED BY GOD SOMEONE WHO I CAN GIVE MYSELF COMPLETELY TOO THERE HAVE BEEN MANY OF TIMES WHEN I DECIDED JUST TO WALK AWAY FROM LOVE JUST TO THROW IN THE TOWEL BUT THERE IS THIS LITTLE VOICE DEEP DOWN INSDIE MY HEART TELLING ME NOT TO QUIT JUST TO HANG ON SO MANY TIMES I THOUGHT I FOUND THE ONE SO MANYTIMES I WAS SO CLOSE TO HEAVEN ONLY TO BE DROPPED BACK DOWN ON EARTH SO MANY TIMES I CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP OVER LOVE SO MANY TIMES Welcome to my world. My name is Jason. I am going to give you a slight tour into my realm. I first and foremost a child of GOD. I am also human. Which means YES I F up sometimes, but that how we learn as humans. Now to the good stuff!! I am a resident of the 313 I am 6'2, 230lbs ( yeah I'm a THICK boy, but I carry mines well) 40w, brn eyes, blk hair (currently its braided or in a fro). I have 2 cats and a dog. I work, I like to have fun, Be silly as heck, hang out with my friends, and listen to MUSIC (janet is my girl) I am also a ARIES I LOVE star trek There are many more sides to me as well like. I luv to cuddle and stuff I'm a freak when it brought out of me( shhh) Things I don't tolerate: Grown men afraid of cats that is just sad! Liars %#&@$!s People who don't know what they want! What's going on in my world right now: Right now I am working for a major celluar phone company... guess who!!! How to reach me over the net: Aol detangelboi Yahoo thickpoet313 To view me go to http://profiles.yahoo.com/thic kpoet313 Also I will display different poems on my page as well. FEED BACK is cool. Please let me know how you feel about it. That?s right I want your 2 cents on it. As an artist I need to know if you feel it or not. Hit me up on here or aol or yahoo, whatever you feel like doing) and let me know? THANKS IT IS (REALLY) OVER NOW SO IT IS REALLY OVER NOW? YOU MADE IT VERY CLEAR THAT OUR CHAPTER IS OVER THAT DOOR HAS BEEN CLOSED THE HOPE THAT YOU AND I IS NO MORE I KNOW I SAID I WAS OVER YOU DONE WITH YOU AND THAT I DID NOT WANT YOU BACK BUT I KNEW IN MY HEART YOU AND ME COULD STILL BE YEAH IT IS REALLY OVER NOW? REALITY HAS STEPPED IN WAS IT SILLY OF ME TRYING TO HOLD ON TO A HOPE AND A PRAYER? SO IT IS REALLY OVER NOW? YOU MADE IT VERY CLEAR THAT OUR CAHPTER IS OVER THAT DOOR HAS BEEN CLOSED THE HOPE THAT YOU AND I IS NO MORE IT IS REALLY OVER NOW WHAT DO I DO NOW? DO I PICK UP THE PIECES AND ACCEPT WHAT HAS BEEN LAID BEFORE ME? IN YOUR EYES YOU WERE SO COLD AND DISTANT YOUR WORDS CUT ME TO MY HEART I CAN ADMIT I WAS NOT READY TO SEE YOU I CAN ADMIT I CRIED A LITTLE SO IT IS REALLY OVER NOW YOU MADE IT VERY CLEAR THAT OUR CHAPTER IS OVER THAT DOOR HAS BEEN CLOSED THE HOPE THAT YOU AND I IS NO MORE A HUG FROM YOU DURING THIS TIME IN MY LIFE WHEN IT SEEMS THAT ALL IS GOING TO HELL AND I AM IN THE MIDDLE OF MY STORM ALL I NEED IS A HUG FROM YOU LORD WHEN FRIENDS ARE FAR AND FEW & WHILE MY ENEMIES SURROUND ME ALL I NEED IS A HUG FROM YOU LORD WHEN THE DEVIL HAS SENT HIS DEAMONS TO RUN RAMPINT IN MY LIFE TO KILL, STEAL, AND DESTROY ALL I NEED IS A HUG FROM YOU LORD WHILE IM ALL ALONE IN MY ROOM WITH NO ONE TO CALL MY OWN & WHEN THE WEIGHT OF THIS WORLD HAS GOT THE BEST OF ME AND MY TEARS ARE FLOWING LIKE A RIVER ALL I NEED IS A HUG FROM YOU LORD YOU MADE A PROMISE TO ME THAT YOU WILL ALWAYS BE WITH ME TO GUIDE ME TO PROTECT ME AND TO LOVE ME ALL I NEED LORD IS A HUG FROM YOU IF GIVEN A CHANCE IF GIVEN A CHANCE AND I GAVE YOU MY HEART WOULD YOU PLAY WITH MY HEART? OR WOULD YOU MAKE IT YOUR PRICELESS TREASURE? IF GIVEN A CHANCE AND I TOLD YOU I LOVED YOU WOULD YOU LIE ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS OR WOULD YOU LOOK ME SQUAR IN MY EYES AND TELL ME HOW YOU REALLY FELT? IF GIVEN A CHANCE AND I TOLD YOU I NEED MORE TIME WOULD YOU GET MAD AT ME AND BLOW ME OFF OR WOULD YOU UNDERSTAND THAT INORDER FOR ME TO LOVE YOU I NEED TIME TO HEAL MY BROKEN HEART IF GIVEN A CHANCE TO GIVE YOU MY MIND, BODY, AND SOUL WOULD YOU KISS AND TELL OR WOULD YOU KEEP IT BETWEEN ME AND YOU? IF GIVEN A CHANCE WHAT WOULD YOU DO? JUST BITTER THINKING BACK ON US AND HOW MUCH YOU MENT TO ME I CANT HELP BUT FEEL ANGRY BETRADED A LITTLE HELL LETS SAY BITTER I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING IF I HAD IT IT WAS YOURS I MOVED HEAVEN AND HELL TO SAVE THIS RELATIONSHIP WHILE YOU SAT THERE TRYING TO LOOK PRETTY MAKING FALSE PROMISES BREAKING ME DOWN WHEN I NEEDED YOU TO HELP BUILD ME UP SO YEAH IM BITTER AND LETS NOT FORGET THE TIMES I NEEDED YOU THE MOST YOU WERENT THERE IN THE BEGINNING IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL I THOUGHT HOW BLESSED I WAS TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE HOW MY LONELY DAYS WERE GONE AND YES IT WAS LIKE THAT FOR A MINUTE BUT I ALWAYS KNEW IN MY HEART THAT YOU AND I WERENT MENT TO BE SO YEAH IM BITTER YOU SHATTER MY WORLD AND LEFT ME TO DIE SO EXCUSE ME IF I FEEL LIKE I NEED TO CRY I PUT UP WITH YOUR INSECURITIES & YOU?RE ALL YOUR POINTLESS RULES I DID THINGS FOR YOU THAT I DID FOR NO OTHER AND WHEN I NEEDED YOU YOU WASN?T THERE I NEEDED YOU TO BE THE ROCK I NEEDED I NEEDED YOU TO BE MY LIFE RAFT I NEEDED YOUR LOVE TO KEEP ME DAMN I LOVED YOU AND YES I STILL HURT SO EXCUSE ME IF IM BITTER TELL ME? TELL ME WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO? TELL ME WHY DIDN?T YOU FIGHT FOR THIS LOVE? TELL ME HOW COULD YOU WALK AWAY SO EASILY? TELL ME WHY DID YOU MAKE OUR LOVE SO DIFFICULT? TELL ME ?.DID YOU TRULY LOVE ME? TELL ME WHERE DO BROKEN HEARTS GO? TELL ME WHEN DOES THE PAIN END? TELL ME WHEN WILL I BREATHE AGAIN? TELL ME WHEN WILL THE RAIN STOP? TELL ME WHEN WILL THE SUSHINE? TELL ME WHEN WILL MY NIGHT END? TELL ME WHEN WILL THE THOUGHTS OF YOU STOP HAUNTING ME? TELL ME WHY WONT MY HEART RELEASE YOU? TELL ME WHEN WILL THE TEARS STOP? TELL ME WHEN WILL VOID IN MY HEART BE FILLED? TELL ME? WHY? IN TIME IN TIME? MY HEART WILL MEND IN TIME?MY HEART WILL GO ON IN TIME? I WILL BREATHE AGAIN IN TIME? THE PAIN WILL END IN TIME? MY SMILE WILL RETURN IN TIME? THE RAIN WILL STOP IN TIME? OUR TIME TOGETHERE WILL BE BUT A SWEET MEMORY IN TIME? MY TEARS WILL STOP IN TIME? MY HEART WILL RELEASE YOU IN TIME? I WONT BE WAITING FOR YOU CALLS IN TIME? THE ANGER IN MY HEART WILL DIE IN TIME? I WILL STOP MISSING YOU IN TIME? THE VOID IN MY HEART WILL BE FILLED IN TIME? WHO IS THIS ANGEL? WHO IS THIS ANGEL? THAT HAS REACHED OUT TO ME TO HELP ME IN MY TIME OF NEED YOU?RE WORDS SPOKEN SO SOFTLY I COULD FEEL MY BROKEN HEART STARTING TO MEND WHO IS THIS ANGEL? FROM MILES AWAY YOU COME TO ME OFFEREING ME HOPE SHOWING ME THE LIGHT AT THE END OF MY DARK DARK TUNNEL SHOWING ME YOUR PAIN AND LETTING ME KNOW THAT IN TIME I TOO WILL LOVE AGAIN WHO IS THIS ANGEL? WITH YOUR WORDS SO KIND AND GENTLE I IMAGINE YOUR WORDS AS IF THEY WERE YOUR ARMS HOLDING ME CARESSING ME BACK TO HEALTH WHO IS THIS ANGEL? WANTING TO BE MY FRIEND WANTING TO HEAR ME LAUGH DRYING MY TEARS ALLOWING ME TO LEAN ON WHO IS THIS ANGEL? Remember when Remember when? We were excited to see one another Remember when? We could talk for hours on the phone Just to hear each others voices Remember when? When we kissed we felt fire within our hearts Remember when? We mentioned each others names we could not stop smiling Remember when? We made love it was magical Remember when? Trust wasn?t an issue Remember when? People could see we were in love just from the glow in our eyes Remember when? Drama was just on tv Remember when? Tears were out of joy Remember when? I CAN NOT IMAGINE? I CAN NOT IMAGINE? A BLUE SKY WITH OUT THE SUN I CAN NOT IMAGINE? A BEAUTIFUL OCEAN WITH OUT THE FISH I CAN NOT IMAGINE? THE NIGHT SKY WITH OUT THE STARS & I CAN NOT IMAGINE? YOU NOT BEING WITH ME YOU ARE MY SUN TO MY BLUE SKY YOU ARE MY OCEAN TO MY FISH & YOU ARE MY STARS TO MY NIGHT SKY YOU ARE MY LOVE NOW AND FOREVER! What a world we live in? Shootings in the schools Planes slamming into buildings People are so quick to die But who is willing to live? Looks like no peace insight War all around us Countries making nuclear bombs Soldiers dying by the dozen For a war they don?t believe in Crime is on the rise And so is unemployment The rich are getting richer The middle class is disappearing And the are getting poorer Hate is running wild Chaos has joined in the fun too Gas prices are rising My pockets are getting smaller We only call on God when we are in trouble But any other time we don?t have time for him The government keeps on lying So we will never know the truth Lovers are feuding Ignorance is at an all time high We treat celebrities as if they are gods Family values are now myths And we only go to church on holidays What a world we live in? Thanks for stopping byeA? Ya come back ya hear!   |
