BarenDreams JUS READY TO GIVE UP ON HIM..... - May 10, 2010 add/view comments (0)

Recommend this profile to your Facebook friends.

I SHALL REMAIN BAREN DREAMS FOR NOW UNTIL I FEEL COMFORTABLE TO USE MY NAME. I WILL TELL YOU ABOUT MYSELF FIRST OF ALL, STARTING WITH MY NAME BAREN IS BECAUSE I AM UNABLE TO HAVE KIDS NATURALLY, DREAMS IS BECAUSE I DREAM ALOT ON BETTER DAYS IN MY FUTURE. HEY WHO SAYS A WOMAN CAN'T DREAM. SO THATS HOW THE NAME IS BORN. I AM A 30 YEAR OLD WOMAN. I AM MARRIED BUT RIGHT NOW IT FEELS LIKE I'M NOT. MY HUSBAND BASICALLY LIVES THE SINGLE LIFE OF RUNNING THE STREETS AND CATERING TO HIS FRIENDS. I AM BASICALLY HOMEBOUND BECAUSE HE IS ALWAYS GONE. THEY SAY THE KEY TO A MARRIAGE IS COMMUNICATION AND TRUST. WELL I ABIDE BY THAT. THE ONLY THING IS I AM GETTING TIRED AS HELL. I WANNA KNOW IF YOUR READING THIS I WOULD LOVE YOUR INPUT ON WHAT YOU THINK. A MAN IS QUICK TO SAY THE WOMAN ALWAYS CHEATS  BUT HONESTLY IN MY SITUATION NO. I AM FAITHFULT O MY HUSBAND WE HAVE BEEN TOGEHTER SINCE 1996. YES HE HAS STRAYED AWAY A FEW TIMES BUT FOR BAD REASONS TOO. I WONT MAKE EXCUSES FOR HIM. I HAVE PRAYED ON THIS WHOLE SITUATION, BUT WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WHEN IM LONELY AND CAN'T GET THE TLC I NEED FROM HIM. LONGING TO BE TOUCHED OR MADE LOVE TO. SEEMS LIKE HE ONLY COMES HOME TO SLEEP AND EAT. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I DON'T WANNA CHEAT AND ITS LIKE COMMUNICATION ISNT WORKING SO WHAT CAN I DO???  OH MY I AM VENTING LIKE CRAZY .... 

WELL TODAY IS ANOTHER DAY AND THINGS ARE STILL GOING WRONG HERE  GUYS TELL ME SOMETHING WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM A WOMAN THAT COOKS CLEANS AND MINDS HER BUISNESS AND WILL DROP ANYTHING TO HELP YOU DAMN IF I DO AND DAMN IF I DONT I EVEN WROTE HIM A LETTER  HE READ IT AND NOTHING NO RESPONSE OR  COMMENT  IM FEELIN "LIKE DAMN"    WELL OFF TIL LATER WHEN I CAN