i can gaze at the moon for eons. bask in its reflection of the sun. wonder how the craters are formed and what its rocks and dust feel like. i've a rocket and suit that i've never used. fear of the unknown. will i be able to make it back? after being on a place so mysterious and intriguing will i be the same? i have to be. i cant live there. cant even visit often. but its the best. for lack of a better term. closer to the stars than i'd ever dreamt. though its exactly like my dream.... (continue reading)
who am i? the bad guy. sentiments? no thank you. understanding if you will. i live in the moment. patiently impatient. sitting at the curb, bag in tow. no taxi, no bus, no ride. patiently impatient. i grow alone. accompanied by a peacock. feathers i've seen and admired as a spectator in the wild now on display for me. steadfast. headstrong. patiently impatient. i step off the curb to look. no car, no bike, no truck. i sit and play chess with my new found companion. patiently impatient. i've... (continue reading)
HOW BRASSY. THE LAST PAGE OF THE BOOK IS TORN OUT! I'LL NEVA KNOW WHAT HAPPEN. THE VERMIN CRAWLS IN. I DONT SMASH IT, THOUGH I WANT TO. GIVE ME A REASON. ITERATIVE DEATH. FROM ITS SWADDLE IT ESCAPES. STOLID AND IRE. A STARE INTO THE SUN, TURN AROUND AND THE SANDS BLOW AWAY.
personal message
anyone read profiles anymore?
well if you dont wanna read watch the vid.
quick info: im 27, stay in Compton Cali, employed, 100% lesbian, mah clock stays on 4:20, UFC fanatic.
i have an obsession with music. im in love with it. not any particular genre, just music as a whole. i love good music. from oldies to some country. YES, country! now some of yall know you listen to k-rose on gta: san andreas. on some real %#&@$!, get eclectic people damn. there's more in the world than rap and r&b. this is a compilation of some of the best...., enjoy.
im laid back. chill ya mean? not about drama. im honest. sometimes too honest. im quiet natured. like to think of mahself as a sociable loaner. im a pisces. known to be goofy. but not obnoxious. i enjoy a good debate. i hate arguments. messy people make me vomit. i drink sometimes. mainly beer. im quite fond of the Sam Adams =P. i can do hard liquor too, it just gets me way fukked upper *yes das a word*. not too much of a freestyler as i am a writer. not at all looking for a relationship here on bp, im here for entertainment purposes only *unless u wanna hook up to blaze a few*.
.......the dog days of summer.......
08 update lol
im average height and slim. complexion best described as chocolate. my being quiet natured sometimes comes off as being anti-social. i can be an azzhole when i wanna be. im mean, rude, spiteful, and i dont know how to talk to people. i've been called a jerk, an azzhole, a dyck, a smartazz, a dyckHEAD, and a bytch. (i really resent that last one) but dont be mistaken, im one of the nicest people u'd probably never meet. im a very good friend, but to be my friend u have to understand how i am.
let me make one thing perfectly clear. NOWHERE on my page does it say that i am a representation of the black panther party. dont get me wrong, i have mad respect for the brothas and sistahs who are. thats right, not were but ARE. they are still around. i just happen to take an interest in the inca jaguar. i like the animal, i even have a panther tattoo. anyways, please leave any and all negative comments in my suggestion box......
FOR THOSE WHO READ EM, MOST OF MAH BLOGS ARE WRITTEN METAPHORICALLY
thank yall for comin out. God bless u, goodnight. *yea das mah Russell style*
