Brooklyndodger why cant i sleep - October 26, 2011 add/view comments (0) |
||
|
Close your eyes... And go back... Before the Internet or the AIM Before semi automatics and weed Before playstation2 or X-bOX Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night... ..Way back... I`m talkin` bout hide and go seek at dusk. Red light, Green light. Playing kickball & dodgeball until your porch light came on. Mother May I? Red Rover four square Hula Hoops Running through the sprinkler Happy Meals Getting the privelage to sit in the front seat of the car Wait... Watchin` Saturday Morning cartoons Like Hey Arnold and Doug Recess Or what about legends of the hidden temple, global guts, double dare, bloody mary and who, ARE YOU AFFRAID OF THE DARK! Who could forget Snick Or the teenage mutant ninja turtles, scooby doo, and Power Rangers, Christmas morning... Your first day of school Bedtime Prayers and Goodnight Kisses Climbing trees Getting an ice cream off the ice cream truck (the real ice cream truck w/ cones & banana splits) A million mosquito bites and sticky fingers Jumpin` down the steps Jumpin` on the bed Pillow fights Runnin` till you were out of breath Laughing so hard that your stomach hurt and you almost peed your pants Laughing so hard that you did pee your pants Being tired from playin` all day Your first crush... Rainy days at school meant playing "Heads down 7-Up" & "King chase the Queen" in the classroom Remember that? I`m not finished yet... Kool-Aid & Icee Cups was the drink of the summer Giving your friends a ride on your handlebars or spokes Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school Class Field Trips When nearly everyone`s mom was at home when the kids got there. When getting high was swinging on the swing-set When $5 seemed like a million, and another dollar a Miracle. When your parents took you to McDonalds and you were so cool. When Toys r Us overuled the "mall" I want to go back to the time when... Decisions were made by going "eeny-meeny-miney-moe&quo t; Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming, "do over!" "Race issue" meant arguing about who ran the fastest. Money issues were handled by whoever was the banker in "monopoly" Catching fireflies could happily occupy an entire evening It wasn`t odd to have two or three "best" friends. Saying cuss words were referred to the "F, B or S - word" or h-e double hockey sticks. Being old, referred to anyone over 20. The worst thing you could catch from the opposite sex was cooties. The only real heart break you had was when your mom wouldnt buy you that new toy Nobody was prettier than Mom Nobody was cooler than Dad Scrapes and bruises were kissed and made better It was a big deal to finally be tall enough to ride the "big people" rides at the amusement park. Getting an inch of snow was a dream come true. Abilities were discovered because of a "double-dog-dare" Spinning around, getting dizzy and falling down was cause for giggles. If you can remember most or all of these, then you have LIVED!!! I hope that sincerity and generosity will win me over, but they don`t. These woman out here expect me to wait around for them while they constantly have fun with suckers they know aren`t worth shyt. Then, after they get tired of being abused by the bad boys, they run to my type for protection and security, becuase they`re wiser, and I`m good for them all of a sudden. Am I supposed to wait around for that? Until then I`m wasting my time. and money. If I shower them with affection, then I`m precived as being a wimp or gullible. If I purchase trinkets from my heart, then they`ll tell their girlfriends how much of a fool I am in their hen-clucking session. but I am the nice guy, and I`m expected to pick up the tab on the first date, long as I am paying some of these trifling b*tches can care less......To be Continued. This is a passage from a book called 6 Days in January, The Authers name is William Fredrick Cooper. The book is the true. Ladies if you have a man make him read it. fellas if you got some time on your hands pick this book up. It will help you understand yourself and some of these woman out here. I can go on and tell you about me, but that is not what this page is about. this page is about expression, Actully this website is about expression. I just have a chance to express myself on this page, just like you get too express yourself on yours. If you have any questions please feel free to send me a note and ask. If you don`t ask I will never know whats on your mind. Here are two poems that I wrote and one that I like alot that I read a few years ago. Read and tell me how you like them. Please don`t disrespect me and leave without signing my Guestbook. I promise to return the luv Stay Blessed I WILL Take these broken wings and please help my heal them Because right now you are the only one who can feel them In my life there has been nothing but heartache and pain But I know now I could have avoided the rain My life is in your hands I know that now No longer do I have to wear the face of a clown For you said you would take me as I am, there?s no other way So I give my life to you on this day Lord please take me and teach me to live in you will Because lord from now on for you I WILL LOVE FOR A FRIEND Written with a pen And sealed with a kiss If you are my friend Please answer this Are we friends Or are we not You told me once, but I forgot So tell me nowand tell me true So I can say I am here for you Of all the friends I ever met You?re the one I won?t forget And if I die before you do I?ll go to heaven and wait for you I?ll give the angels back their wings And risk the loss of everything Just to prove my friendship is true To have a friend just like you WORDS FROM THE HEART Another week goes by without you here So I lay in my bed and shed a tear Tears of sorrow and some of pain Baby only you can stop the rain Rain of loneliness and even depression My heart can not lie I have a confession My heart is yours I thought you knew, all the years of my life I just want to be with you They say love is blind, But now I see What your love really means to me. So now you know how I feel for you My undying love will prove me true. I will love you till the end, Atleast that?s what my heart tells me, But you know what? Up to this point it hasn?t failed me. Well there you have it. A little piece of me on the planet. thanks for stopping by and seeing what I am about. ............ 
|
|
