Cfocusd you have shown me better yet you have told me exactly who u are and now i believe u - November 14, 2011 add/view comments (0)

Your soul was searching for a little food for thought

So you came my way only to find that my pen had run dry

I had no words left to say

No inspiration, no muse, no creativity was left inside of me.

The look on your face was enough for me to search my soul yet still coming up empty.

So i tried again to give the people what they wanted to read

but every time i put that pen to the pad I realized everything i had written really wasnt me

So i... (continue reading)

The epitomy of a queen is what

you claim to have found in me but

how can you not see

there is no queen housed inside me

a diamond in the rough

you say you see in me

but there is nothing genuine or even unique about me

dont try to make me more than

i really want to be

being that so called queen means

added responisbility

i only want to have to answer for myself

dont really care about the future generation or what they... (continue reading)

As these visions of death continue to dance in my head

they no longer bring terror but more of a piece of mind instead

These visions bring relief

These visions bring an answer to all the grief and heartache in my life

These visions of death use to only visit me in my sleep

but now they stay with me in my waking moments oh how they creep

like a monkey on my back that just wont leave me alone

God why wont they let me be?

So instead of fighting... (continue reading)

The first time we laid eyes

your aura blew my mind

in that second i knew i wanted to be more

than a passerby

more than the chick with the

phat booty that smiled and said hi

in that moment i realized i should

be by your side

part of your inner circle

but little did i realize that you were

feeling me too

couldnt quite put your finger on it

so you decided to do

more than contemplate on the possibilities

of what... (continue reading)