ChefKesha Saying Happy Birthday to my lil angel Kameron Jamal.. R.I.P. mommy loves and misses you so much - July 21, 2009 add/view comments (0)

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I am from a little country town in AR (Arkansas not Arizona) and even if I told you most of you wouldn't know...For those of you who don't know I was married before and exactly one week after my divorce my one and only child passed away. Yes God has had a special plan for me all along. It has been extremely hard without my little Kameron but he is in a better place and watching over me every single day. I have been blessed with awesome family members and friends to help me through all of this. There are too many to name but you know who you are. In the mix of this fresh transition I thought that Love had entered my life again but after going back and forth for two years with this man realized that my Love was real and his was as fake as the actors/actresses on soaps want to know more on that just ask to long to go into any details. However, I am pleased to say that still that didn't hold me now...I am a graduate from culinary school yes I am a Chef/Certified Culinarian now and my true journey is just beginning. Since being here in Dallas I have met some wonderful friends and not to mention my childhood friends who have not turned their back on me. As far as the type of person I am...I am very loving, strong, God Fearing, friendly, kind, respectful, honest, loyal, faithful, caring, giving, tender, romantic, smart, beautiful inside and out. I have a big heart full of so much love to give and in time God will place the right man in my life until then I am going to continue to strive to make the best out of what I have and be happy. I don't like liars,if I am going to keep it 100 all the time have the same respect for me and do the same. I don't like insecure people...and for some reason there are people that are intimidated by me and why I have no idea so on that note i jus say IT IS WAT IT IS. If you are that insecure about what you have then you don't need it. If I am going to respect you I want you to respect me in return. I am the type of person that believes in second chances so if one mistake is made I won't give up. We are all human we all make mistakes if God will forgive me over and over I can at least forgive once right? I am a huge kid lover and even though I don't have my handsome Kameron anymore I have been blessed with two nieces and a nephew that keep me so young and full of energy...Yes I admit I am a big kid at heart and I love to have fun and live life to its fullest. Everyone everywhere at some point in their life is faced with a problem instead of grieveing and mourning and feeling bad or even sad I have learned that it could always be worse so I take life for what it is one day at a time. Yes its great to dream big futures but why waste time thinking on the future when you are only promised the moment that you are in and in any given second that can be taken away. Focus on today you may miss something important otherwise. quotes/thoughts to ponder on: "IF I'M NOT FREE TO FAIL, I'M NOT FREE TO TAKE RISKS, AND EVERYTHING IN LIFE THAT'S WORTH DOING INVOLVES A WILLINGNESS TO TAKE A RISK AND INVOLVES THE RISK OF FAILURE...I HAVE TO TRY, BUT I DO NOT HAVE TO SUCCEED" "AT EVERY CROSSROAD, FOLLOW YOUR DREAM. IT IS COURAGEOUS TO LET YOUR HEART LEAD THE WAY" "IT IS ALWAYS WISE TO STOP WISHING FOR THINGS LONG ENOUGH TO ENJOY THE FRAGRANCE OF THOSE NOW FLOWERING" "DO NOT THINK OF TODAY'S FAILURES, BUT OF THE SUCCESS THAT MAY COME TOMORROW....REMEMBER, NO EFFORT THAT WE MAKE TO ATTAIN SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL IS EVER LOST. SOMETIME, SOMEWHERE, SHOMEHOW, WE SHALL FIND THAT WICH WE SEEK" "GOD WILL NEVER LET YOU BE SHAKEN OR MOVED FROM YOUR PLACE NEAR HIS HEART" "THE FRIEND GIVEN YOU BY CIRCUMSTANCES OVER WHICH YOU HAVE NO CONTROL WAS GOD'S OWN GIFT" "THE SPACE BETWEEN YESTERDAY AND TODAY IS FILLED WITH ACCEPTANCE, FORGIVNESS, AND REMEMBERING TO LAUGH" "WHAT WE HAVE ONCE ENJOYED WE CAN NEVER LOSE. ALL THAT WE LOVE DEEPLY BECOMES A PART OF US" "WHAT THE HEART ONCE OWNED AND HAD, IT SHALL NEVER LOSE" "IF YOU ALWAYS TELL THE TRUTH, YO UDON'T HAVE TO REMEMBER ANYTHING" "BE CONTENT WITH WHO YOU ARE, AND DON'T PUT ON AIRS. GOD'S STRONG HAND IS ON YOU; HE'LL PROMOTE YOU AT THE RIGHT TIME. LIVE CAREFREE BEFORE GOD; HE IS MOST CAREFUL WITH YOU" "RECALL IT AS OFTEN AS YOU WISH, A HAPPY MEMORY NEVER WEARS OUT" "MAY THE LORD CONTINUALLY BLESS YOU WITH HEAVEN'S BLESSINGS AS WELL AS WITH HUMAN JOYS" "WHAT WE CALL THE END IS ALSO A BEGINNING. THE END IS WHERE WE START FROM" "THERE ARE BETTER THINGS AHEAD THAN ANY WE LEAVE BEHIND" "A TRUE FRIEND IS ONE WHO IS CONCERNED ABOUT WHAT WE ARE BECOMING, WHO SEES BEYOND THE PRESENT RELATIONSHIP, AND CARES DEEPLY ABOUT US AS A WHOLE PERSON" "A LOYAL FRIEND IS LIKE A SAFE SHELTER; FIND ONE, AND YOU HAVE FOUND A TREASURE" "THE CHALLENGE OF LIFE IS TO TAKE A SINGLE STRAND OF A DREAM AND FROM IT WEAVE A BEAUTIFUL REALITY"