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You didn't know ..... Now you do

I bet you would have never thought that tears come to these eyes, that these hands have seen work. That I don't mind making something thats dirty, clean and to those that would think something questionable is crazy, I see it as art.

I bet you would have never thought that I'm satisfied to be in the house, even though I'm due to be at an event and if given a choice I'd prefer the security of a couch instead of in the club smiling with a bunch of strangers.

I bet you would have never thought that if I was asked to do something that I knew wasn't in my nature to do cause love has me that way. Yes even you ladies say you don't get caught in that world wind but it catches you everyday and it becomes a part of you to a point that you can't come back down.

I bet you would have never thought that tears stream to my eyes cause I know that I can do so much all I need is a little support and someone their to hold and kiss or maybe that doesn't exist since I have no idea what I really want.

I bet you would have never thought that I've had it all and decided to walk away choosing my sanity and choosing the hard way instead of an easy lifestyle in which I don't have to work, just lie their and sleep.

I bet you would have never thought that I know how to grout tile, put up a fence or two, that I like the burn you get from being in the gym, and that just because you need a massage doesn't mean I don't need one too.

I bet you would have never thought that I want company someone to call or someone to care. Never would have occured to you because I have a look about me and a sway in my hips, little lip gloss and some cute body butter to quench my skins thirst.

I bet you would have never thought that I was more than a look, but now you know that so what don't I know about you that I should know, than more than what you got swinging, even though apart of me is curious I know theirs more to you so tell me what's in your mind, your heart unless no one's their.

Time passes and everyone has something to say and nothing to offer what a shame At this tim I'm trying to get my career as a model on a shot start, but I only want persons that are interested in the project, "Me" I want a team of people that like to take on small projects cause I think i"m worth the challenge so drop me a note!