I am now starting to be back on here. These are some of my thoughts. Take a minute and check it out
If you dont read this dont write please
This is just my thoughts and feelings about Blackplanet.
1. If you ask for my number there are 10 other people asking for it too.
2. If I gave everyone my number I would have at the very least 150 different people calling
3. Dont write me a note and then I write back then you ask for the number or when can I see you.
4. Don't tell me how "cute" et al I am when you have another female on your page and she is not a sister or friend
5. If I met everyone offline that wanted to me me I would have at least 250+ that wants to meet me
6. If we haven't been talking on here or instant messaging for a min then when you say you want to meet me that makes me nervous.
7. Yes there are some women who "jump-off" when you meet them offline. I am NOT one of them.
8. Not everyone one on here is going to meet me in real life. Thats the reality of the fact. Nothing more nothing less.
9. You have to make me want to meet you. Don't be a lame because I am not one. If I am doing something with myself you have to be doing the same thing.
10. If it takes me a min to write you back and we are not cool like that, don't be sarcastic about the delayed reply. If you writing to me, others are too.
11. Its cool to be confident but don't think I should be tripping over myself to meet or talk to you on the phone. I think I am special too but I am special to myself. I don't project it.
12. If you do make it to get the number then don't think we meeting within the next week.
13. I don't talk on the phone like that to people. I prefer texting to talking. Thats me. Doesn't mean anything about you. At times I might make an exception to the rule but if I am not on the phone with family all the time I am not on the phone with you at all.
Thanks for taking the time out to read this. I have put it out there so now I don't have to break it down any more and repeat myself
P.S. DON'T ASK ME IF I AM LYING ABOUT HAVING A PHONE. I DON'T KNOW YOU. YOU DON'T KNOW ME. YOUR NOT IN MY CIRCLE FOR ME TO MAKE A EFFORT TO LIE TO YOU. YOU HAVE TO BE SPECIAL TO ME FOR ME TO WANNA LIE TO YOU FOR ANY REASON. SO DON'T ASK ME IF I AM LYING. (5/4/07)
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Read me if you can handle it:
Sitting here, thinking of all the things we can do. The things I want to do to you. Things you can do to me, with me, for me. Sometimes I feel my thoughts are too much. But then you give me a look, that makes me think that you are thinking just like me, When you lick your lips, that makes me think of you licking my lips, above and below my waistline. When you bite your lips, its so seductive. It makes me wanna to follow your actions. As I sit here and think,I wonder what we can do, what we will do. I imagine you sitting there, looking at me. Watching as I slowly start to move as R.Kelly`s "Strip 4 U" plays softly in the background. Watching as I slowly take it off. My shirt, followed by my belt, then my pants. As I hesitate on my bra, you stop me. Your sitting there thinking on whether or not to allow it to stay on. You sit there looking at me and tell me to take it off. I do as you say but being me, I throw it at you, laughing as it lands on your face. You grin and next thing I know, I`m up in the air. I laugh with no fear because I fear nothing, knowing I`m in your arms. You lay me down on the bed. I eagerly await for the moment that is to come. You see it and smile, knowing that you will sit there and take your time. I start to reach for your shirt but you swat my hand. I try again but you hold back. I pout, you laugh. You lean back on your knees, taking your shirt off, grinning at me. I look at you, entranced by your smile. Such a pretty smile, making me more wet. I reach for your belt, and you allow me to finish undressing you. All day at work, I dreamed of this moment. Wanting to feel your skin against mine. As we sit and kiss, I feel myself getting ready for your entrance. You lay me down and slowly part my thighs. I closemy eyes, awaiting the pain and pleasure that is to come. You whisper in my ear to open my eyes. I do as you say. You check to make sure I am ready for you. You positon yourself and slide into me. I feel myself explode.
Then I wake up to realize it was all a dream. I look to my left, and see you smirking. I laugh to myself because I know I will do all I can to make this dream my reality.
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