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The Foreword:Before you judge who I am by my appearance, take the time to look deeper and read. I take pride in what I overcame to be who and what I am today flaws and all...Hate me, love me, or both the choice is up to you. Most people judge people by what they see instead of the content of their character.. I just want to preface this by saying I am a work in progres. I'm no where near close to perfect and I make plenty of mistakes. Somehow people may think I come off as i'm looking down on people like I'm better or flawless. I may be worse off then you! I've decided to re-write this page because it's inevitable that people will change. I'm not the same person who sat here typing this out 2 years ago.


Chapter 1: What is complex?

Complex is a conceptual whole made up of complicated and related parts. But am I really that complex in the mind is what you may be asking. Not really.. My thinking patterns may be complicated to follow but I dont think I go around talking like Socrates or a philosphy professer even though I could. You can't really take life that serious or it will seem like an eternity here. I'm jus your non-average weird guy who has a everlasting thirst for life and all the best things that come from it. Is life complex? Is love complex? For the most part, things are only as complex as what you make them or allow them to be.


Chapter 2: The Understanding

This is acutally for the people that want to understand who I am. I really don't want to go in depth about who I am because I'd rather you form your own opinion on who I am. I can sit here and tell you all day about who I am but will you really believe me word for word? Will you take my word over your own? Not for a second! Some of you have made up your mind on who I might be just by looking at my appearance. So make your own opinion on me! Read the blog if you really want to get an opinion on me.
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Chapter 3: The Professional

Professionally I have done and will do many things...The biggest tasks I have at hand is establishing the music label as well as myself as a producer/artist. I also have to write and publish a book. These are things that I feel is essential for me to say I was successful with the talents God has let me borrow. I feel everyone has something that they were meant to do or some path they were meant to folow before they leave the earth. That is what success is. It's not the money, cars, houses, or jewelry.



Chapter 3: The Romantic

I'm a throwback to the modern era of men. A true romantic with a loyal and caring heart. I often run across people that say they never have been in love.. Well you should try it! Let me know how it goes! lol.. No love is a beautiful thing and when times are good it's good. When its bad it's ugly! Most people really don't take enough time to get to know people. You can't spend a month with somebody and think you know them. It may feel like you do but in all reality you can't. Right now, im just chillin'.. I've been through a lot of %#&@$!, for some I could be the blame of. If I could give one piece of advice: Don't go looking for love because you will never find it. Love will come looking for you when it's there..

Chapter 4:The Present

The present is the only thing we can be in control of. We cant control the past or the future so focusing on the present is all I do. I remember when I was a kid and I got sick and threw up. "Mommy I just threw up", I recall telling my mom. "What you want me to do about it"? Believe it or not that stuck with me. You can't cry over spilled milk. What's done is done and all you can do is react in the present and change the future! Presently, i'm trying to secure a future.


Chapter 5:The Future

Only God knows what the future holds. You can't stress yourself out about whats going to happen to you 15 years down the line because you never know. Life is a rollercoaster that is designed different for every person. Some peoples ridemay have a lot of ups and downs or twists and turns.. Some peoples ride may be mostly flat. Or maybe your ride might seem like a big climb uphill or sometimes seem like its been dropping forever. However it's designed we all have to take the ride. Just hold on and make it to the end.....



In Closing

I've learned that how you live will dictate how good your life will be to you. Hatred of any kind is an energy waste so I dont see why everybody loves to hate. But haters since you do, please hate on me! I'll mail an application to you and put you on the haters list. I appreciate the good work you do. Don't accept anything but the best because second place is the first loser.

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