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Why am I alone?...

Well, it's by choice... And you may not even need to hear this but what the hell. I have been in three relationships back to back all lasting usually a few years or so, and all ending up a waste of time, and leaving me in a whole lot of tears. I'm sure all two of my girlfriends will say I haven't dated enough or I don't get out enough, but after taking some time after having my heart ran over by 3 eighteen wheelers I figured it out... And I had to be painfully honest with myself to do this. I never dated a bunch of guys or really gave myself a chance to know what I wanted because I fall in love so hard and so fast. And when I say I fall hard, I mean I'm coming for the floor from a 12 story building. No one else matters, and I truly give it my all usually never getting the same in return. Maybe I am a bit of a basket case but my theory is....and don't laugh... not to let anyone get too close, and if I keep my distance I can easily bail before my heart goes there, and in the mean time I'm making myself as unappealing to the opposite sex as possible. Not physically but relationship wise, that way when a guy meets me and I come off being either clingy, bossy, arrogant, goofy, or however the wind blows me at the moment, I can usually sift out the ones who would otherwise find me mind-blowing, intriguing, irresistible, sophisticated, and end up doing everything possible to win my heart, thus voiding this vicious cycle.