Dont_play2 Drinking makes you look older than you R; doing drugs makes you stupid (weed included) - Sep 24, 2009 add/view comments (0) |
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2008 was great! and with God's permission 2009 will be all mines; ladies I'm not here to pay your phone bill or hair do bill.....so if you're broke and in need, go to the salvation Army or Mary Jo's, and B4 you start to hate on me read the yellow text section on this page. .
I would only be interested in meeting in person....bowling, darts and maybe dancing; no expectations dating, because honestly, I have no quality time to commit to a serious relationship, , but IF there might be one who is spiritually grounded and baggage free, sexy clean and intelligent.....etc, the casual dating can expand......I don't drink or drug, therefore going out regularly is not on my agenda.... I'm easy going and believe it or not, goofy at times...meaning, I like to have fun...no baggage, therefore my spirit is light... If we are more alike than different, as human beings, what in the hell happened to blacks in America? We have allowed our culture to deteriorate into a reprehensible beating. Our young children are caught in a society that tells them that fashion, money and sex are more important then common education, not to even mention a college education. Carrying guns and selling drugs is only the cheap way out, it's not a good excuse for a 14-16 year old to sell drugs and join gangs because there's nothing else to do; why are the youth so fixed on cars, rims, bling and loud music and shun their own education? Parents are letting go of these kids too soon and too hastily. Grown %#&@$! men and women blind to the reality of human direction are unconsciously or intentionally teaching their children that being a dumb azz thug is the best way to survive; oh and they are also teaching your kids too, by example. Hustling, becoming a rapper and going to the penitentiary has become the black experience; young folks are having babies with no mom or dad around to teach them what it's like to be a parent....too many negative role models for the community. Well sometime we hear what we don't wanna hear because it's painful; but some who cover pain with anger maybe unaware or unwilling to look at true self. Fact is for me...I been down the road of despair and hopelessness, neglect and abuse on a moderate to high risk level. Oh yea depressed, suicidal and homicidal, not clinical but situational psychosis. Homeless, hungry and cracked out....now do we talk about these things? is everyone so damn highly educated and or pretentious that we put on our best faces, take a pix and post on bp and claim to be highly classed, sophisticated and financially secure individuals? I came from a place of darkness,tears, great pain and trapped in a box; tell me, have you ever went through life feeling like you were trapped in a freaking box! and in this box there was no light, no hope, no food, no money!? it looks like everyone is smiling and having a good time, but deep down inside their hearts are ripped to pieces ! their broken souls cry out for help and nobody knows because we are all exhausted with false smiles. Nobody can see you because in this box you're a nobody, the pain is so great it hurts to comb my hair, it hurts so bad I can't even take a shower..... That was my trapped experience six years ago and I was searching for something outside of myself...search fearlessly for what was hidden on the inside, but since I was searching outside of me, It was difficult to find GOD. The spirit of the living GOD gave me soft words of comfort, but the words were not really words, they were feelings, hints of light. So here I am today free from all that weighed me down...oh yea i'm free from all the lies and perpetual self-degradation...not perfect or totally healed from the perils of life; but I am not trapped in the box of thuggishness, destitute, destruction and hopelessness. I don't believe that the black experience is ignorance, rudeness and or street. The black experience is not ghetto....The black experience should be all you brilliant Bachelors,Masters, Ph.D holders going back to up lift less fortunate ppl to encourage them to do better, even the hard to reach can be touched by your tenacity and resilience to overcome negative peer pressure....but instead, the highly educated run off in the other direction trying to live the so called American dream, and nothing's wrong with that but I say for some of us who had to go through something to get where we are, pass on the knowledge. . |
