Dramalesslyfe Good morning all Have a great day!!! - June 28, 2011 add/view comments (0)

When I love someone its forever even when the person leaves me there is still something in me that will still in the corner of my heart that will want better for that person. I spent a lot of time living in my hurt and I have turned away some good men because I was afraid of being hurt again. Why is it that we women say we want a good man but when one comes along we don't open our hearts to them or when we see a couple that is in love we say "Oh I want what they have", I am tired of living in my... (continue reading)

I'm begining to get back into old habits again. I don't want to be alone but I 'm not just going to settle for th first man that comes along and shows me some attention. Most men think that just because I'm a plus size woman that I'm easy or desparate and I'm not. I am better than that and until I find the man that knows my worth, I am cutting them off now don't get me wrong I am a man junkie I love the way they walk, talk, smile, smell, and I even have fun trying to figure some of them out. If... (continue reading)

Today I saw the most beautiful woman I have ever seen in my life. She had so much confidence and swagger. I watched her apply her makeup and fix her hair. I watched the way she swayed when she walked. I admired her legs, her eyes and her smile. She looked like a piece of milk chocolate real soft,smooth and creamy.I wondered if anyone else would see I saw and appreciate the woman she is......... well if they don't thank God for my mirror.

I learned something new about myself this weekend. I learned that I'm not as strong as I thought I was but, I am a bit stronger than I was six months ago. I been looking for something that no one but I can give myself and thats self worth . I know that I'm a stong person when it comes to doing for others ask any of my family and friends they will all say that I am always there when they need me and that's the way it should be. I have not been there for the one person that should matter to me... (continue reading)