Esmeralda902 faceboOk jessy bealz - March 01, 2010 add/view comments (0)

If she could only put her head on mute
the voices are screaming so loud she cant hear reality
mistake mistake your making a huge mistake as her decissions burn repeatly into her mind
she feels as if shes incorrect she discredits all positivity and focuses on the down fall
she pushes her self forward buh never sees no achievement
struggling to smile as she stares lost into her own soul
unsure of her self and majority of the the life exisisting around her
she wants to advance in life forget... (continue reading)

you may ignore me when you see me walking on the street
because I don't live inside a warm cozy house with hot water and heat
you may decide to avoid me when I ask you for a dime
but its just the extra money I may need to eat just one more final time

cold days, cold nights, with a lot of cold souls
getting off theses streets has and only been my number one goal
this is a struggle every day because I'm doing this on my own
and how um just looking for a friend because I feel so alone

I may smell... (continue reading)

I hate you; everything you do is never good enough
Why do you continue to try things you know you're not capable of succeeding at
Who made you feel important, because your not, you're nobody and that's it
Simple as that, do you understand me?
She calls out the words to what she understands as her own reality
Depression stares blank back into her eyes from the reflection in the mirror
Looking at all she has ever became
Unwanted, unsuccessful, and she struggles to make it through each day
As her... (continue reading)