Update Feb 2011
I have hit 40 and past it, I am in school right now working towards a degree in Information Sciences. GOD willing that degree will be in my hand within the next year. It is hard to juggle the schedule I have and my social life is in shambles but heck I can party later on right now it is all about business and being a better man that will provide all the aspects that a black man is suppose to provide.
May 2009 What up BP , I am about to hit the great 40, on the 21 of May. I have also made a new website so any MAY babies who want that shout out hit me at DAGMCMACKS.COM December 2008 Educate your mind is something mainstream media does not want. I can go on and on but then you will be calling me Malcolm Farrahkan. brotha is getting ready for Christmas well I know my kids all 40 of em are happy, sic naw aint no way in Heck I have 40 youngins but I have 2 that are mine and 2 more from a relation that a brotha looks out for but on the real this man takes care of the whole community , hell they took care of me> I am not saying my life been a bowl of gravy becuase I have had the ups and down, the gunshot, the chasing of things, the chasing of feelings, now as you age you tend to get smartern on the things that are important. It is funny what was important 10 years have little or no meaning today. My sons like to kid me since I have put on a few pounds to get ova 200lbs but I have to remind them that those are my love handles and they come straight from the man upstairs I have finally found the time to settle down and I am enjoyig it but I always think damn am I ready for one lady when there are so many beautiful women out there, I want a fling badly but at the same time I have no time to cheat nor the energy, all a nucca can do is flirt his azz off and throw out dangle plenty of carrots, so are there any rabbits out there, hahahahaha, peace and HAPPY HOLIDAYS 08
May 2008 Birthday coming up next week on the 21st. I thank the good lord to just to be able to see another day let alone anotherbirthday, Last August when I got that 9mm slug placed in my shoulder from some would be robber I realized my life could have ended going to work for some organization that was not worth working for but most of all I realized that I still had things that were unfulfilled. Why is it that you read a person's page they ask that you send a note in regard to a decent conversation and nothing sexual? Why is it when that is done and it is established that you can carry a decent conversation that the same person does not even reply to say thank you. Just because some one sends a note does not mean they are trying to get married, hell it does not even mean they are trying to hit. If you really call your self a good person you should then appreciate the fact that someone took time out of there day to share with you. God told me to say that.
Being a Black man
The Washington post does it so why not I.
I am a good man but what makes a man good is different in the eyes of others. What you think of me does not tell me that I am good man. Being a good son, a good father, a good friend, a good brother, a good uncle, these are traits that shows me that I am a good man. Leaving a person better off spiritually then what I found them is the goal that we all should have. We are all spiritualy beings living in a fleshly form. Temptations of the flesh are the downfall of the spirit. At least I can say that from my perspective from my own downfalls that they all started with a thought of fleshly good. Today I do not live for the flesh and I try not to live in the flesh but the mind is my best friend and my worst enemy.
So that brings me to:
HE who conquers self is greater than he who conquers a city for thy greatest battle is the one that one fights against self. What good is knowledge without the wisdom to apply it??
There is a story in a book about a lad who asked for wisdom and understanding in order to better lead the people. He was to become the wisest man to ever walk the face of the earth because of not asking for riches, he asked for a tool to help others. This man had one problem and it dealt with his attraction to many women. That story has meaning today because it was learned behavior to be attracted to all types of women, but I have found that many women are not as good as one woman. While wasting time chasing many women one loses out on that special woman. Today I ask myself what type of man would I be if I lived unfaithfully? What type of women would you be if you did the same?
Within each and every one of us there is a spirit of the greatness from above, so look within your self to find the greatness and unlease the spirit that lies within.
You avoided my grip so far but I have also avoided your grip. It may look as I have been running too fast for you to catch me or is it that you run too fast as I run too slow. The quest for someone special is ever more hard as it is to please someone for the rest of your life. This is the hardest job I will ever have and today I am qualified for the position of SOULMATE!
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