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Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com I have a Birthday coming Up.. (Pisces representing) and I continue to be blessed..and my life continues on the course.. already written..new beginnings and fresh endings.. lyfe is like that yall. Alhough Originally from the Bay Area Im now part of the Las Vegas scence..still ole-school and a poet for those who didnt know it... peace.
YOU CAN FIND ME IN ANOTHER SPACE..DA PLACE * DESIRE_4FIRE*....BTWN THESE TWO PAGES I ROAM BUT STILL VERY MUCH..BOTH R CONNECTED TO MY BP INTERACTIONS.. *ONE* NOTING ME HERE IS NOT THE FIRST CHOICE, SINCE I HAVE MY OTHER PAGE I FREQUENT MOST. You know I hold that special place in my heart for police/fire You guys who have shown so many tymes the courageous spirit and drive that seperates you from the many and makes u the few...may the Lord keep you safe always.. .  Angel.Love rides..on wings..a swift movement gliding to encapture you..Caught up and captured..bonded in rapture.. it gives no warning as it becomes a tangible thing.. I don't wont to feel that no more ..because it makes you cry.. the beauty of its coming and the loss of its passing.. just ..makes you want to die.. and then the sun begins to Eclipse and you hold..shards of your heart in your hands.. and the taste of bile.. is on your lips.. You cannot lose the moment..it..wraps and ensnares thorns around your soul.. all the while setting you up.. the smell of it..the taste of it..the touch of it.. You may think..that I have forgotten? moved on.? then I am not the only fool.. where I lurk you also belong.. Where love is both my friend and yet my enemy.. yet my friend once again.. I promise you,.... This is not the case.. I have just moved into a safe place..a chained..and guarded.. space which I cannot leave..I cannot..breathe.. it is a truth I cannot bare to face.. Forget..the memory..living the now.. I laugh..on the verge of insanity.. it is vivid ..it is naked it is raw.. it draws me near.. I hear its call.. Has it ever..touched you.. I mean to the point.. that your light became..your darkness' and you wanted to shout? ..and this is Love? I just want out. Call it what you will I just grow cold.. cause the love could not stay it grew old.. and there was not one finger ..I could lift. not one step I could take to fix..that which was broken.. beyond repair.. I could not even come up for air.. I was in total dispair Damn...it is my nemesis.. and I look out my window.. and see a future..and I grimace for out that window..that I sought.. that did not capture a view.. including you.. Leaving me..damanged..and disraught ..and then I see..a vision ..for the living.. Love comes..on a ocean wave.. as wet..and as powerful.. busting thru your defenses.. I cant imagine..what its like.. to breathe..a breath..without a thought of you.. and its depths are so deep.. it opens up..crevices.. of anothers life..that is no longer vibrant..no longer beautiful.. And a flash..of who I was before there was a you.. the somehow mistaken Identity.. has escaped..the part' of me.. that has become mixed up with you... and..it permeates..into the very epitome of what I feel you are to me.. you see..dont you truely see? Now that you are gone.. I have only one..truth. and it aint nothing I wont give.. to be proven that this one prayer.. could open one door... and one hope and one wish.. and one.. man in my world.. in truth could be anyone anyone on this planet earth.. but you. Part 2.. If you think me weak...that part..in you.. you must rethink.. do not blame it on my heart.. which you have enabled.. a strength..to manifest itself beyond the past..and transcends into the future..a new start.. beyond what you seek I am ok now.. you dont have to worry bout me.. you dont have to ridicule..me.. nor all the negative things..you believe..not withstanding the lies you spread..to insinuate the darkest part of she who you say is me.. I am..ok..you see.. everything..is prearranged.. even the part where..It was you I was supposed to meet.. and in that wink..where I gave you the stage.. you are nothing like.. the man I fell for..gave my all for.. and it truely was not the love that it was before so you see..now that I could.. make a change..and set the stage.. you don't have to worry about me.. i am ok now.. I can walk with my head lifted high....my nose in the air.. ..you given me..something to take..away someway to get by..the trap that was the snare.. from all the pain that you rearranged..how I was not your type..u put it out there so candidly no matter how you tried to turn it back on me.. I am free.. you see.. and all the love that I thought that I felt.. started to..turn me around.. and I am no longer in bondage bound..in shame.. you set me free.. enlightened me.. gave me..a sense of.. the she in myself and who is now the Queen B in me.. so.. you don't have to worry about me. I am ok now.. I am..free.. turning..in the keys.. replacing the chains..that are broken. because of words.. left unspoken. I no longer need to hear.. you see.. I am ok now... and you don't have to worry about me.. Hell no.. you dont have to worry about me.. and you know,.I will always have love for you, not denying the obvious.. just explaining..how It came to be yes I am ok now.. I am free.. and I am reclaiming a love just meant for me. you can watch me if you like what ever is clever that I need to do.. walk it out...step to the left.. scream and shout... this story..no longer has to remain..in pain.. you see you don't have to worry about me.. I no longer need to hear your name.. Boy..watch me now..I got a strength..drawn from pain.. in its most empowering hour.. you dont have to worry bout me.. Im ok now.. no longer misunderstanding.. Love I understand somehow.. and it has set me free.. I My writing inspires me in my belief that my voice is strong.. it is powerful ..it has meaning.. it shapes me and colors my world..it is who I am. Grneyescu- Poetry in motion, full of emotion, remember that life is full of doubts, hopes & dreams, up & downs, trials & tribulations.. We grow stronger & allow life to flow thru us & around us. My life is changing. knowing u has made my life complete. That is friendship indeed. peace. Poems:
Shout Outs: First and foremost a Serious Shout out for Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.. "Without him I would be Lost".. For my Son: Who inspires,motivates, keeps me focused and reminds me to live and laugh who invigorates, loves me unconditionally and yes aggrevates me to no end..lol.. I Love U. To Newby: People feel me when I say this man has rocked my world with his friendship and his steadfast devotion in Making me Laugh and Sing..To me he has Been the reason for the season. (Not with-standing theabove-before-mentioned) Fireguy- This Angel is definately Watching Ova You. To Red: You are forever in my heart and although the miles seperate us IFeelThisClose2U..U have my Love 1x. To Anthony: From one poet to another yes even kindred spirits can reach for higher planes. Your inspiration and dedication to ourfriendship has me for ever grateful. To Ron: I am not Perfect, But I will always be reminded that you had great expectations 4 me..and because of it I will never give up striving. To Ken: A real gentleman and friend even though you did not see me as the "one" you somehow instilled in me my uniqueness and that I am deserving; I knew this as well,but its nice to have it reiterated. onelove To Torry and Troy: Both of u have kept me grounded in a planet that shakes U to your very foundation at tymes.. (Thank U) To Lalaland: U are family..what else needs to be said. To Iris: My sis..born on the same day..we are bonded in friendship and love. hugz sis. TO THE ANSWER: U R DA REASON BOO..DANG AND I DONT EVEN LIKE DA WORD BOO.. I GOT IT BAD.."LUBBS ME SOME HIM"      For those of you have made my friendslist..I consider you a friend indeed. I am blessed and touched by your love.. peace 1x -GRN* And to all of U who dropped by to Extend your hand in friendship..Thank U. I am blessed. U < |
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