" I APOLOGIZE" I apologize black woman for all the seen and unseen lies, for the heartache and pain that brought tears in your eyes. I apologize black woman for not being true from the start, for running away from you, leaving a hole in your heart. For ignoring your feelings and pushing them aside, because I was too damn arrogant and pumped up with pride. I apologize for making promises that I couldn`t keep, for building a foundation based on treachery and deceit. Being selfish and inconsiderate, I did what I wanted to do, making costly decisions without thinking of you. I apologize for not holding you through restless nights and stormy days, for my immature thoughts and my foolish ways. Instead of carrying your love with me, I just threw it on the shelf, after we made love I turned away, only thinking of myself. You cried your heart for me, while I was out running wild and loose, I destroyed the essence of your love with physical, mental, and emotional abuse. I gave you hell black woman by giving up when times got rough, I didn`t slap you, I pushed you, I neglected you-even that`s bad enough! Now I see why you build a wall around you, because it is me you despise, but that`s the price that I have to pay for all the times I wore a disguise. I pray to GOD that one day you will realize, That I LOVE YOU BLACK WOMAN AND I APOLOGIZE.
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