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Hello BP. Here I go, a new day, a new outlook on life, looking for a new friend. I have been single for quit some time now, meaning no booty calls, friends with benefits, sex partners, etc. I am tired of coming home to just me and my son everyday so I figured it was time for me to put myself out there and see what happens. Let me emphasize I am not looking for any of the things listed above. Sex is not going to make me or break me but I am looking for a best friend. Someone I can laugh with, cry with, and tell my intermost feelings. Someone who will know what makes me happy and what makes me sad. A man who can wipe away my tears with just the gentle words that flow from his lips. A man who knows the true meaning of the phrase "being a man".
To tell you a little about me so that you do not waste your time or mine. I am 36. I reside in Vineland, NJ. I am a single parent. I have 4 children, and if chidren are not your thing you can stop reading now. I work at wal mart. I am presently a dept. manager there and am working hard to work my way up in the company. To me it is not a job but a career. I do intend to go back to school in the very near future for optometry. For those of you who do not know what that is it is an eye docter. But I also plan to continue with wal mart in that field as well. I feel with today's economy wal mart is one of the few companies guaranteed not to go under. I am a strong believer in God and I do believe with him all things are possible and without Him every thing I touch will crumble like the great wall of China. I do not attend church though because I so disagree with the fakeness of today's "church" and I was always taught the true church is the body not a building. God said in the Bible "Where there are two or more gathered in my name I will be in the midst", so I do not feel it is necessary to go to church and join the "fashion show" to truly feel God's spirit. One day I do want to have or be a part of a street ministry. God has given me a story to tell and I would one day like to have the opportunity to share that story with the ones who need to hear it the most. On a personal side I am a very sensitive person. I share what I feel with very few people and I consider very few to be my friend. A true friend will cry with you when you are down, laugh with you when you are happy, and just be there when you really need them the most. Very few people live by that these days. My heart is humungous but you have to work hard to earn a spot in it. The best people can sometimes turn into the worst when their heart has been broken. I am not Tyra Banks, or the Ebony Jet beauty of the week. I am just a plain jane. I like wearing jeans and a t-shirt but when it is necessary for me to put it on I can do that too. I love me though and that is very important. A person will never learn to love anyone else if they do not learn to first love themselves. I do want to be in love again, but I want it to be a two way street. It's hard to be in love alone and I refuse to walk down that one way street again. Life is too short to waste on nothingness. I don't need a brother who works for Nasa. Rich people are the most miserable people in the world. But at the same time I am not into the thugs or the drug dealers either. Well that is pretty much all I have to say for now, but please feel free to send me a note if you have any questions. i am an open book. Secrets only cause drama and right now my life is drama free and I plan to keep it that way. 
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