Goodlove734

Why do we wear the adversary's clothing weaved with anger, fear, and shame? Why do we dress our children in the enemies greedy cloth? Why don't we dream of a better Land, a better life? Why must we pretend to be happy with evil results? Happiness purses me at times but then I stop. Sleep renews me and I remember I am God's Child and this is God's land. This is Heaven on earth for those who journey toward Greater Love, Truth, and Forgiveness endlessly. Cloth is a mask, a way of life. And our battle is against spirits and principalities. Clothe yourself with Truth, Love, and Forgiveness. Trinities weigh to equal and defeat the darkness. We can't kill the darkness of anger, fear, and shame. We must humble ourselves to light Greater than self to love our enemies with truth and forgiveness in the protection of something beyond violence and hate's reach. Spiritual thorns are spiritual fruit abused and bruised with intentions leading us away from Light's guidance. I use to write to defeat unholy trinities of anger, fear, and shame. I use to believe I needed the muse of anger to write and live with spice. The journey presents trials of blindness within darkness and light too bright. Faithful steps through the valley of the shadow of death may be peaceful mountain top cliffs without humility. Angels and Demons fall to meek swords borrowed from humble moments. Heaven and Hell offer secrets but only the narrow path rewards as we follow our bliss counting all joy overflowing with the radiance of fruit and thorns of the spirit.

I can't write the words to explain this attraction I have for you.

I can't express the definition of Love and adoration you inspire from me.

But since I don't have your hair and your skin to hold, I will try to put it into words.

Your sent is intoxicating, your vibe comforting.

You make me want to love you. I don't deserve you and I'm not arrogant enough to hope that you could be my lady forever. Still I'm asking begging because you got me if you want me.

I'm not fragile but please be careful because You got me.

If you need me but don't want me its ok to use me cause you got me. I'll be careful.

Say the word and we can be whatever whenever.

Don't make me wait too long in vain. I have no trouble moving on because my love is evolved and enlightened. I wish you the best unconditionally as if you were my sister or mother as if we were family already.

I don't want to be your brother or your father but I do want whatever you have to offer. And if I must love you from afar forever I will try not to pressure or manipulate with anger, fear, or shame.

Love, truth, and forgiveness are the trinity I serve with evolving humility. You Humble me. And the pain I fear if you can't love me is counted as all Joy because My Love is evolving and enlightened. My love is unconditional. Can you imagine how special we could be in service of greater love together forever? Its not what you expected but it could be everything we both wanted.

Let me know if I should love you as lovers do or as brother and sister. I try to have no preference. I try to keep My love healthy with or without you. I believe it would be fun to explore greater love together either way as friends first. But I need to know which way you prefer.

If I am asking for a decision too fast, please forgive me my friend. Pretend you dreamed this because I still don't have the words to express what I really feel. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I like you.

Love is not confusing so I guess I'm putting Love where it shouldn't be. Or maybe you wonder the same things.

Are you holding onto me or letting me go?

Are you pulling me close or pushing me away?

Or worse, not even thinking about me?

Do I like you too soon too fast or do you need more to see my true feelings?

Let me know with a glance before my gleaming warrants apology for lusting within my heart.