Highsteppa02906 Without the signs of HURT, LOVE would not know where to find me!! - Mar 20, 2009 add/view comments (0)

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HAPPY 2009 TO MY BLACK PLANET FAMILY!! />


One of the happiest days of my life was April 5, 2008!! That is the day my "Handsome Grandson" was born!! He is my heart and I thank God for blessing me with such JOY!!

I was also blessed with 2 of the most beautiful daughters in the world! Brizzi and Nikki, please know that I LOVE YOU more than any words that I type could ever express!! I became who I am in hopes that you would always be proud of me and strive to be better, always reaching higher and higher!! Please know that "EVERYTHING that I've done and EVERYTHING that I do is out of love for you!! Over the years, as my babies, pre-teens and now adults you have always made me beam with PRIDE. I can't even believe that God chose me to bring you both into this world. What an honor and a priviledge. I am grateful for his many blessings and give him all the praise for allowing me to shine my love upon you both!! With that being said, Eb, Ne-Ne, Kendra & My Tara-Lynn I LOVE YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH and blood could not make us any closer!!

One of the hardest days of my life so far was October 1, 1999. That is the day I had to say Good-Bye to my greatest supporter, my sister, my friend. Darlene, though I know you cannot read this page, I needed to let everyone know how much I love and miss you my "Sissa"! I learned so much from you, both good and bad, but one thing I never felt was ALONE when you were here. No one will ever take your place!!

A few special shout outs:
To my sister "Dynasty" YOU KNOW I LOOOOOOOOVE YOU GIRL!! My PUMPKIN!!! I have watched you grow and mature in to a beautiful WOMAN and I am so darn proud of you!! Keep blinding them with your beauty, stunning them with your grace and holding them in awe with the amount of KNOWLEDGE you possess. You are a precious,precious jewel and don't let anyone tell you or treat you differently!! Thank you for my mega adorable niece!! In and Outside of "The Planet" please know that I am always here for you!!

PAMMY GIRLLLLLLLLLL!!! All I have to say is that YOU ARE GETTING A WHOOPIN, WHEN I LOSE ABOUT 50 POUNDS AND CAN RUN A LITTLE FASTER THAN YOU AND HAVE THE ENERGY TO FIGHT AND CAN CONVINCE MY GOD DAUGHTER NOT TO BE MAD AT ME AND AWWW NEVER MIND, I HAVE TO GO THROUGH TOO MUCH, HA HA HA!! YOU'RE JUST MY BESTEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD AND EVEN THOUGH YOU ALMOST GAVE ME A SCARE OF A LIFETIME, I AM SOOOO GLAD I WAS ABLE TO BE THERE AND TRAVEL THE JOURNEY WITH YOU!! I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD HAVE DONE IF I HAD LOST YOU!! DON'T EVER DO THAT $#*^ AGAIN, YOU BUM!! LOVE YOU POOKIE!!

To my girl "ButtaPecan" My double scoop of carmel swirl chocolate fudge ice cream!! You have been a great friend to me!!:) You were brought into my life for a reason!!! You keep me laughing and you give me alot of encouragement. Thank you!! Keep your head up and know that YOUR DAY IS COMING AND WHEN IT COMES OH WHAT A BEAUTIFUL DAY IT WILL BE!!

Oh yeah...... and to my "BigPoppa" , A true friend indeed!! Even though I didn't get invited to either wedding, I still love you!! HA HA HA YOU ARE STILL A DAMN SKEEZER!!! HA HA HA



An few original poems by me

If art is supposed to imitate life I want to be your canvas. Ready to be turned into your beautiful vision. Brush over me with strokes so intense that I have no choice but to burst with color. Use me to create a masterpiece, that hold men in awe and make women green with envy. Use your fingers to blend in texture and make my angles stand at attention. Gloss over me a shine, a shine that pales the bluest sky! Fashion me into a priceless treasure and when you are done STAND BACK and revel in my beauty!!!!

Over the last 22 years, I have realized a few special things:

1. Nothing will ever excite me more than the exact feeling I felt when my daughters were born!!!!
2. Nothing will ever touch me more than the "Unconditional Love" I receive from my daughters!!!
3. Nothing will ever cause me to beam with more pride than the accomplishments of my daughters!!
4. Nothing will ever make me feel as much pain as watching one of my daughters hurt.
AND THE FIFTH AND FINAL REALIZATION:
5. Nothing will ever put me in jail quicker than someone messing with one of my daughters!!! (FOR REAL!!!)

Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend!!"

P.S. If you stopped in to view my page, please sign my guestbook!!!

Luv Ya :)