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7/8/2007

A good friend of mine made a comparison about me that will stick with me for ever. She said "You know Honey_Babee is a like a fortress. Inside of her is all that you will need to survive but her walls are nearly impenetrable. But once you find out how to get inside of them, and not many will, you wont have to look anywhere for anything else." This is often how I would describe my love. But after reading about some people and their lack of feelings nowadays I would say my "walls" must be made of cotton candy. Just add a little water to them suckers. I can agree and disagree with some of the things I have heard about love, but my bottom line is, not matching someones love and taking it to the next level would make me feel sad and cheated. Not only cheating myself but my lover as well. God has blessed me with the ability to love outside of myself so passionately, and although sometimes because of this gift I am pained badly, I would not trade it for anything. When I finally find the one I am meant to be with I want to be able to love hard and for BOTH of us to grow in that love. Holding some of that love back would not really be living. Life and love is not meant to be measured and it would be a sad thing for women to go through their life trying to find someone who feels a 'little more' gives a 'little more' loves 'a little more', etc. I know for a fact I wont find it. I can not be outdone I know (by the grace of the Lord) someday I will find someone who loves me just as passionately and when I do I wont concern myself with the idea of who will do more for whom. I will take that extra mile for that special someone, without wondering if they would do it for me. Thats what loving outside of myself and loving unconditionally is. Looking at some of these comments about the games we play and the measurements we like to compare I can only hope and pray that He/She wont have been so tainted by games that they wonder, "Does Honey_Babee love me like I love her?" If it was good enough for Jesus to love unconditionally inspite of its good enough for me. To break it down: If the sun ain't rising and setting on that negro for you, tell em move out the way cause they blocking the view.