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From birth God gave us a spirit and the will to love unconditionally. It`s was a time in my life when I had no true love in my history.


It seems like the older a person gets, the pain of a love lost increases the doubt of ever finding a true soul mate. I know it`s not conductive to have many suitors and the thought of growing old alone is what I hate.


I have an enormous appetite for love but hard ache,unhappiness,singleness feed me,and being somewhat loved kills me not knowing which date holds my interest or my destiny.


I`m a taurus so I guess u can say I have the gift that makes my mate emotionally attached, not by my looks but the way I can look into their eyes and make their mind,body and soul relax.


I feel trapped in what society wants me to be. I`ve taken many broken hearts, I hope bad karma accepts my apology. The frustration from being loved or dating someone is not knowing who`s the right one to take your hand and walk along side of you.


Is it bad to be pulled in so many directions only to end up in a extended one-night stand? Longevity is what I`m searching for and meaningless sex can not complete the future of this woman. Time can rehabilitate negitive into positive changes or the pattern of a lost lovelife and past hurts. Not knowing who will satisfy me more, sparks the pain that I`m feeling.

Its nice to know that someone wants you, but it hurts like hell not knowing who you`re going to give your heart to. That`s my little dilemma that Im uncertain of,THIS IS MY LIFE,this is my pain of giving my love...

I am looking for MR. RIGHT.

Mr. Rightnow need not apply...had enough of you.....


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You can close your eyes to things you dont want to see.but u cant close your heart to things you dont want to feel.


who am I

Who am I ?


I am the type of love men long for but have difficulty in finding .
who am I
a woman with whom they can drop the mask and be themselves.
who am I
a woman with spritual maturity and learns her man. who stands beside him. to support him. making sure he never falls. who am I
I am the woman who knows that a mans greatest possessions are not material or physical. she knows when to embrace his heart and caress his soul.
That is who I am
I cab also be reached on yahoo at MzHoneynBlk

This next part goes out to someone.
Los,
Self discovery is really something......"i discovered love doesn`t have to hurt and when open to all the possibilities it will find you waiting in the least expected places."
. I discovered that I have have a gift
A gift that sets me apart fom most
I have a gift to express verbally what I feel emotionally
No matter the complexity of the feeling
I can find the words
My heart is a thesaurus
It holds the right words
So you can understand

Whether it be joyous or devastating I discovered spoken word shares with many stories all the same .I discovered the peace I seek is covered deep within my being.peace settles my mind which leaves me free to Love.
I discovered that "love is sometimes not fair." Sometimes you stay in a relationship because the other person loves & adores you, yet, you love another. Do you stay or do you leave?
Is love always greener on the other side of the fence? Is one being selfish for wanting to to be truly happy and in love?
Black love is something that cannot be measured. It is sweet, passionate, erotic and hypnotic. White men fantasize about touching it, Indian men want to experience it, Hispanic men want it`s flavor and everyone else craves it. Like chocolate or Cocoa, the essence of Black love from a BLACK woman is mind blowing and addictive. We come in somany shades, hues, and tints. We are strong, meek, intelligent and creative. The essence of MY Black love showed me how to appreciate all of me. My thickness and my boldness, my sophistication and grace. Why the essence of Black love? Need you ask anymore??
here is a poem.... i dont know who wrote it. but i love it .
Brothers how many of you out there know this poem is about you.
Man of Integrity

There was man I strived to be,
a man, one of integrity.
Not what I did in company,
but what I`d do when no one can see.

Now wisdom was one thing I sought,
an open mind just to be taught.
Forthere were times I felt distraught,
from mental battles that I fought.

Some battles started out this way,
to keep my word on things I say,
when times get hard, yet and still pray,
the voice of God, trust and obey.

Deep in my heart, one thing I knew,
that all my trials I could subdue.
My foes were many, my friends were few,
my faith in God would see me through.

Now I had battles with my pride,
some things I had to set aside,
to face my fears and dare not hide,
to run my race and not break stride.

To give at times I was in need,
to starve my selfishness and greed,
to listen well and then take heed,
to follow those that had to lead.

My trials were hard, I found the key,
to trust that God would carry me.
And in the end I learned to be,
that man of great integrity.

 

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****People say a picture is worth a thousand words, but getting to know the PERSON is worth so much more!!****


Love me~ (without fe@r)

Trust me~ (without questioning)

Need me~ (without dem@nding)

Want me~ (without restrictions)

Accept me~(without ch@nge)

Desire me~(without inhibitions)

This was sent to me by a wise man.

Before You Can say "Yes"

Psalm. 120:2 Save me, O LORD, from lying lips and from deceitful tongues.

The more disillusioned we are with the world, the more motivated we will be to pursue the Spiritual way. If we are not willing to face the reality that we are living in a fallen world, that possessions fail to give any lasting happiness, then we arenot going to move along the rugged road of faith with a steady tread. The psalmist seems to have made a decision to move away from the lies he has heard, and we too must make a similiar decision. We must renounce lies such as: human beings are basically good; we are not responsible for the way we are; we can find happiness independently of God. The truth of God does not begin to dawn upon us until we realize that what we have assumed was the truth - that we are the masters of our fate - is in fact a lie. It is painful to admit that we have been taken in by the world`s lies but until we accept that we have, and confess it, we are not ready to move on into what God has for us. If the psalmist was writing today he might have said, "Save me, O Lord, from the lies of those who think they know the answer to life, but don`t." We must discover that before we can say "Yes" to God we must first learn to say "No" to the world.




HERE IS MY FIRST AWARD.... THANKS


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UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BELOW YOU WILL SEE PICTURES OF MY DAUGHTERS... i AM SO PROUD OF THEM.... MY DAUGHTER IS GRADUATING THIS YEAR AND GOING ON TO UC ( UNIVERSITY OF CINCINNATI) AND MY YOUNGEST IS STILL KICKING ASS ON THE HONOR ROLL.... YOU GO GIRLS.... MY OLDEST IS THE ONE IN THE RED AND MY BABY IS IN BLK.... I LOVE YOU BOTH WITH ALL THAT I HAVE WITHIN ME. YOU ARE MY GREATEST JOY....AND I STILL LOVE YOU WITH EVERY BREATH I TAKE.... * I STILL LOVE YALL MORE THAN AIR* THEY KNOW WHAT THAT MEAN....... KEEP DOING YOU..... REMEMBER YOU DONT NEED A MAN TO DEFINE WHO YOU ARE....TRUST GOD AND HE WILL SEE YOU THROUGH.....

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