IMAN_keara aaaaaaaaaaah ! - September 28, 2011 add/view comments (3) |
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i used to love without fear , a long time ago .. when all i ever wanted was love .. when somebody came around tried to hurt me , tried to make me feel unworthy , took a pure love and tried to make it dirty .. truth was they never did deserve me . people be likee iman (ee-mon) , why yu smile so much ? and i simply reply .. because i deserve to . life is too short to be anythinq but happy . i learned to let qo of anythinq that is heavy on my spirit . i learned to separate myself from the hatred & animosity qoinq on with this world . im younq . im qoinq to livee my life the way i want to . yes , im sinqlee . and im happy with that because i know lovee is waitinq for me .. patiently .. sometimes i catch myself doinq the wronq thinqs like forqivinq just soo i can keep yu in my life or holdinqq on to qrudqes because it hurt soo bad . i refuse to qo back to that person . the one who cried every nitee .. the person who knew not what to do with herself . the qirl whoo couldnt accept thinqs as donee . but ihave closed that chapter .. faith and love helped me though it , that's why im never giving up , and im never giving in , cause ikno true love is waiting for me again <3 because of yu i am who i am today . someone who forqives and forqets . i know all the stuff i went throuqh in my lifetime , was to prepare me for this amazinq person thats qoinq to sweep me off my feet . someone thats qoinq to accept me for me . someonee who is qoinq to love me no matter my flaws & mistakes .. hes never qoinq to hide anythinq from me . stand up and protect me from all evil . someeone who is qoinq to show me love UNCONDiTiONALLY . i do believe this person exists .. because i can feel it . i put my all into everythinq that i do . if im a friend of yours im your bestfriend .. if im ur qirlfriend im the best you everr had .. i would do everythinq in my power to makee you remember me .. and thats real . i would never hurt anyonee . because i know how it feels to hurt . i know how it feels to be let down . to fall to ur feet unable to qet up .. to feel as thouqh no one is listeninq when ur screaminq .. i know . and i refuse to let it repeat itself . cryinq is a weak emotion soo i cry no moree . i takee lifee by its winqs , and fly with it . im an acceptinq person .. i lovee the people that are in my life & the ones that havee yet to come . every one has a purpose in lifee . if not then why are we all here ? we all hope for qood days and most of us qet them . it rains .. but it cant rain forever . if yu have a bad day , maybe its supposed to be that way . everythinq plays a part in somethinq .. everythinq happens for a reason . i havee accepted my purpose & im qoinq to fullfil it . add me ! yahoo messenger : imandavis1992 FaceBook: Iman Keara Davis twitter: @IMANkeara |
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