If you think what I said is to harsh, then you maybe you shouldn't have be reading it.
Let me start off by saying...' I don't like drama or bull", Now we have that out of the way let me start off with a little information about me,
Age.. 35
Sex .. Male
Profession.. Depends on the day you ask....
Income.. Make enough
Single Parent...
A letter to the woman I love, the woman whom I have yet to find:
I have spent my whole life praying and waiting for you.
The many thoughts of you, make me look deep within myself,
As I begin to look,I see something better than me.
That something better is YOU.
I really don't know where to begin, so I will straight to the end
"I want you in my til then, plus a day".
The thought of rubbing my hands across your face
Tthe sweet scent of you brushing across my nose makes me smile.
I know you ask yourself how does he know, my answer to you is
simple somethings in life as great as you, you just know when the time is right.
I will ask you again "will you please stay with me the rest of my life plus a day."
Giving me a chance to make you smile just one more day.
This is a letter to the woman I love, the woman I have yet to find.
This is for you baby..enjoy the music 
Answer to a few question I have been asked as of late on blackplanet.....
What do I look for in a woman when I first meet her - How sexy she is to me.. cause at that point I don't know her and she don't know me, let me add please don't have rough hands and ugly feet LOL
What is the sexiest thing about a woman to you - Her conversation
Why are you single - Depends on whom you ask...my personal answer is the women I have met don't know what they want or to afraid of getting what they ask for in a relationship
Are you arrogant - I am not arrogant, but I am very confident in myself
How many kids do you have - 3
I have been asked do I date big women - T0 me sexy is sexy and sloppy is sloppy not matter the size. I am not the one that cares what others think as long as she is sexy to me.
Have you ever been married - NO
Do you date - Yes, if the person I am having a conversation with interest me
Men or whatever you want to call yourself please read this... I don't get down like that.. No I am not letting you suck me and hell no I am not sucking you. I dont want to get down with you and your girl. I don't want to be your downlow friend. Do I have gay friends yes, not afraid to say that cause I am for sure about my sexuality and who I am. I let them be who they are. So again hell no my balls are not touching your balls.
Would you travel and take someone out - Yes
The other day a woman sent me a note asking me how do I get down in bed, I dont mind notes like that but please be prepared for me to ask you do you have some good head or how much more freaky do you get other than given head.
Do me a favor when you come to me come to me right.. Don't beat around the bush. As of late I have been getting notes, some freaky as notes. thank you to all that have sent them.. But please be up front and real about yours. Sex is more than a physical thing to me, it has to start with the mental. I don't care how fine you think you are..but if we never get to the mental side of it, we will never get the best of it. and don't come to me saying you have this and that to find out you have nothing. You know who you are saying you have your own place and car, to find out you stay in a dorm and no car. All you had to do was be upfront.
Have I ever had a one night stand - yes, many of them. My take on that is if two adults consent to doing that and willing to live with the outcome that is their choice
Does a woman job/profession determine if you would take her out or date - No, if a person is willing to progress in life I can work with it. I don't care if they work at McDonald's or sweep floors for a living, it is all about their hustle.
You know who you are..Please don't think cause I am on bp that I am desperate in any kind of way. AND hell no, Giving me some %#&@$! don't mean I will pay your bills. Because you think you are the finest thing going you can get your hands in my pocket, notice I said " you think".
Cause we chat and things get a little nasty with the way we talk. This doesn't mean I get down with everybody. I don't get down with every piece of %#&@$! that come my way. I know how good mine is and the worth of it. I Don't like to give it to everyone, don't get me wrong, I love to get freaky like the next. but I have to pick and choice who to give my goods too.
Remember: a piece of a. s .s come like flies around s. h. i. t.. In bunches
If you have anything else you would like to know don't be afraid to send me a note....
You know you are when you read this.. I am so sorry for the way things went between us. I know you might wonder did I ever mean anything I said.. The answer to that would be yes. Loved your smile. the touch or your lips the sound of your voice. respected your thought. and the taste between your hips (you I had to throw that in there .lol). I do miss hearing you talk cause I loved hearing about your day, I miss seeing you smile and running my hands across your beautiful face. But out of respect for us and the drama that came into my life. I had to step back. I know you are saying you let our friendship go without a fight. That is not true, the fight is knowing the next day I was going to be without you. Woke up many mornings wantign to call you, but out of respect for how I felt. I had to fight that urge, too. so please forgive when you read this, I miss you.
For those who thought this letter was for them let me put it this way, if you name does not start with an LO then it was not you.
The other day, I was having a conversation with this lady, and she asked my why she couldn't find a good man. My response was" love can only be as true as we are to ourselves. We know most of the time when we have mess on our hands but we keep holding on to the thought of what if, then we have our friends in our ear. You are a beautiful lady that will bounce nicely from this. I can't hate on him, he might be a good man but just not that good man for you. Hold true to your standards. But if you put him in the nigga status the relationship was already doomed, cause you didnt have a man to begin with.You were trying to make him something either he was not all ready or would never be. Thats like making kool aid with %#&@$! and telling everyone that the kool aid is sweet.
I think I need to change my name to "Something different man". LOL. Lately most of the women, I have been meeting came way cause they was looking for something different than what they usually date. I have to ask myself is this because they dropped their standards thus came me or did they get tired of the "I will never will become a man" boys and found me. It is just funny how thing turnout.
Don't come to me with how much money you make, the kind of house you have, or the type of car you drive. I really don't care. That's your, not mine. Don't get me wrong, I do want someone that brings things to the table, but if that is all you have to bring, I am better off not having you. I might not look like, really don't dress like it most of the time. But I am good in the money department. Once you get to know me, I am addictive. But the question would be, will you give yourself a chance to really know me, enjoy me, understand me, so we can understand us. All of those things I ask of you, I require of myself and more. I do fall short, so please forgive me in advance, but give me once to that short coming, never repeated thing.
let me ask this, why do you say you know what you want but then you run from it. Why do you keep staying you are real and 100%. Is because you are trying to convince yourself that you are not full of %#&@$!.
