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Rhymes and Rhythms of Love and Life by Luvnmood (Jusee2) Dear Love, I miss the closeness that we once shared. The laughter, the smiles, the way that you cared. I miss you at night while I'm using my sheets, to wipe my tears from crying in my sleep. I've tried to get you out of my head, I tried walking the floor to rocking in bed. Holding myself trying to comfort the pain. Wondering how things went through this awful change. I tried to tell you that we needed to talk. But it was all on me and you took a walk. You got so distant til we seemed worlds apart, I don't know about you but I felt a crack in my heart. I've seen this before and feel I've been here too, You promised you wouldn't hurt me and I promised you. But we broke that with mistrust and wondering eyes. No calls, broken promises and so many lies. I loved you so deeply for so many years, But I wonder if you even cry any tears. I do, all day, all night and sometimes in between. I pray hard to God to just please, change this scene. I wish whatever happened hadn't went wrong. But I don't know how to stop loving after so long. I hope you miss me like I miss you. But noone can ever love you the way that I do. My Dear Love...  Friends18.com Picture Comments In A Lovinmood How was your day, Baby? Did things go your way. Take off that shirt, let it fall to your feet. Are you hungry, Baby? You want something to eat? Let me help you with that belt, just have a seat in that chair. I know a place, let me take you there. Just close your eyes and for get all your cares. Put your body in my hands relax your mind let it be. I want you to think and dream of just me. You don't have to worry about anyone else. Cause I love my seat sitting high on your shelf. I've been thinking about you all day long. I couldn't help but smile when they just played our song. You like what you see? I can tell. Did you enjoy that scent as I passed that you smelled? Lay back baby and just try to relax. No need to worry, I got your back. I'll always love you and be here for you. You and me, thats all we need is just us two. I love the way you make me feel. I just want to thank you for keeping it so real. Take me in your arms and squeeze me tight. I like the way you make everything feel alright. Do you like that Daddy?
You are the one who called that night. Sweating, feigning trying to do it right. It was cold and raining like hell. All I could hear was silence, then a loud yell. I tried to understand what was really going on, but thats when you hurried and hung up the phone. You called again but nothing was said. It started all kinds of thoughts to run through my head. I stayed up that night, it was hard to sleep. I tossed and turned, rolled around in the sheets. Wishing you'd get that urge to call again, but this time don't stop, let's begin. I remember things about you that you think I forgot. You like cool night loving and days not too hot. Rubbing your back gives you little chills and kissing your neck, gives you sweet sexy thrills. You like to cuddle and lay your head on my lap. You smile when I tip the bib of your cap. I like the way your mouth curl when you smile. For that alone, I'd walk a country mile. I like the way your butt fits those jeans. Sexy, sweet and you look oh so damn clean. I watch you always when you walk away. The arch of your back and the way that you sway. You smell like a dream enchanting and strong. How much is too much and how long is too long? I will always remember you Baby. Feel The Love My heart was given to you before I realized what I had done. You made me want to trust you with it and that made me feel loved. You called me all the time with sweet words of missing me and not being able to live without me in your life. That made me feel loved. I felt all warm and tingly inside whenever I thought about you and that was all day, every day. That made me feel loved. You changed my name to baby because you called me that all the time. When your lips touched mine I melted in your arms and dripped all down your body. That made me feel loved. Just to hear your voice and see that smile made me fall in love with you all over again. It was that special something about you that I'll keep to myself, that made being with you feel just as sweet as the last time, every time I was with you. That made me feel loved. I'm here for you baby whenever you need me, because I want you to always feel just as loved. Moving on There comes a time when we have to move on to the next pages in our lives. The familiar things have become unfamiliar, the memories of what was, has become the haunting reality of what is. The love fires that have gone out are now only smoldering ashes. Take no regrets away with, you only lessons learned. Do whatever you need to do to cleanse your soul of any anger or resentment that will keep you from moving on to a clean new page. Leave any baggage containing things from that past. Prepare yourself and get ready to receive a new love, a new beginning and a new life experience. Don't let that past control this future, unless it makes it more enjoyable. Wipe your eyes, reposition your smile and open your heart up to a brand new adventure. Move on. Are you ready? I think I'm ready. Still Waiting, But... I'm still waiting for you, but I don't know how much longer I can. You see I was standing here and there came this man. He asked me if he could stand there too. I tried to explain that I was waiting for you. But, He said he didn't mind just wanted to see If he could keep company with someone like me. He said all the right things that I wanted to hear, even that sweet nothing he whispered in my ear. Just for a second I forgot about you, and felt guilty of what I wanted to do. As he continued to talk while licking his lips, I got this feeling that circled my hips. I pulled it together and tried to move away, but he again caught my attention when he started to say, how he would always be there and never leave me alone, the things he said sounded like a sweet love song. I'm waiting for you baby, hurry if you can. It's these feelings, these thoughts and damn, its this man...
HIM... I noticed him here standing that day. He often stopped by, but had nothing to say. He stood in the same spot all tall and strong. He liked my music, He even sang along. He looked at my pics and wondered about me. He often thought who is this she? I think he liked reading my quotes, because sometimes he left me nice little notes. One day he happened to see me online, and decided he won't just look, he'd say something this time. He said hello and I said hello back and that opened the door and closed up that crack, that he had been looking through trying to see, how he could talk to a person like me, who wrote these things that made him say, did you write them yourself or did they come that way? He was impressed when I told him that I had wrote it and said he dabbled a little as a poet. I never really thought much about them, but they had caught the attention of a nice stranger like HIM.
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