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 MY SON, WHOM I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART!, POEMS...Click here As you all know, my son has me in the 614, Columbus for all of you other folks who don`t know. Oakland to Columbus...who woulda thought??? But Columbus is much closer to Indiana than California, so for now, it's definitely worth the move *Let's keep it simple....I'm 29, single, educated, focused, and looking for something, or someone, to call my own:) *Life is good. I really can't complain. My son is 5, and the brightest in his class. My JOB is good, and I'm building an internet business many can only dream of. Yeah, life is definitely on point baby! Now....again...who can I share this life with??? I promise to update some more....lata:) Uhm...let's see, oh, kheck this out:) Sorry it's sideways, but you'll love it:) Get this video and more at MySpace.com Yup, that's my little guy, actin' a FOOL! This was over Memorial Day Weekend, like a day before my b-day. He a silly little dude. 3 years old at the time. Man, they grow fast... lol... and this one is for "Ms. THANG", as I wanna kall her FOR NOW:) She told me to "top that"...here you go:) Get this video and more at MySpace.com ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So....Here we are....98 and kounting. It's a blessing....and I thank the Lord for giving me this many years on this Planet....and here's to hoping for many more. Now...some writing.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ BE MY EVERYTHING "Be my everything...." My beginning, my end, my light, my night. Be my "everything...." Be the sun that sets on the warm summer days, And the warmth that permeates my body as we lay and play. Be the moon at night, casting your heavenly glow upon my face, And the stars that light my eyes everytime I lay within our tender embrace. Be my "everything...." Cause it's cool if you want to shower me with your loving "everything". Believe it or not, I'm ready for all you have to offer, all you can bring. I can give you the world, if all you will do is open your mind to listen. And as you hear the words I speak, we shall begin our mission. Just be...my..."everything...." See, I want to shower you with more than just words of promise, But rather, I want to make my actions spoken upon action. I would rather find your smile upon the mere mentioning of my name, You realizing all I say is true, proven, and tested....not a game. Just be my...."everything...." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Float On Love I play myself for the rights to your affections.... And yet, I'm the one left behind, questioning MY imperfections.... Is it the way I walk, talk, and glide through life head held high? Or do you fail to see righteousness with those gorgeous eyes? See, either way, trust me when I say this isn't something you want to skip... I'm not just a passing by, I'm so far from a "BLIP".... On your screen in this thing we love to kall LIFE... No, see, I'm more like the sweet smell of victory, of everything RIGHT.... The first time I saw you, I said to myself SHE's the ONE! There was no doubt, no questioning, that everything was gonna be alright... I was so positive we had been in love before, your smile bright like the SUN.... I knew I had now found perfection in an imperfect world, blurs turned to sight. But again, I was mistaken, transparent to just your TOUCH alone.... It's as if you could see right through me, and your heart said NO to possibilities! No to being loved, respected, and treated the like Queen on her throne. I guess the option to bless you with my heart was too much for you to see. So....Float on Love....Float On.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Something I posted back in January in dedication of my Nanny on what would have been her 75th B-day. She's one of the most incredible people I have ever met....I love her so much...even in death... It's been three years Nanny... Three LONG years... I've grown so much...my lil man is getting so big Nanny. And he's real smart, too! No joke...he's counting, spelling, even in school. You would be SOOO proud of him, because he's actually SMARTER than I was at his age, and I know I was a fairly smart kid because of you. Mom is doing okay, but she hurts for you, even more than I do. I know you're in a better place, as does she, but she longs for you everyday the same as if it were yesterday. I can't blame her, because I know my love for HER is just as strong as her love is FOR YOU. I mean, there is no getting over the loss of someone so important, so instrumental in shaping and molding us into the people we become...no one as strong as a LOVING PARENT. It's hard for me too, because you raised me like half my life. I mean, I don't think people truly understand how difficult it has been for me not having you. You raised me HALF MY LIFE! I have SOO many memories of you. The times I would bring MY GI Joes over to your house, and when it was time to go and I tried to pack them up, you would tell me they were YOUR GI Joes...Nanny, YOU KNOW THOSE WERE MINE! LOL:) I just wish you were here to tell my son the same thing...I remember times my mom would bring me over to your house because she had to work, or she was going on a date, or anything. Mom was a KID who had a KID, so it was difficult for her, and you became my second mother, because she had so much to still do, working two jobs take care of me and all. I remember all the Christmas' you would give me the best gifts in the world, because I KNOW I was your favorite. Not knocking my other cousins, but what other grandchild LIVED with you for the first 5/6 years of their lives. Me, that's who! I remember taping your movies for you, while you would cook, clean, and make sure everything was perfect in the house. How you would get mad at me if I didn't stop, and then start the tape in time (I hated watching USA because of those damn movies....lol). And now I find myself watching movies all the time, and remembering how many movies we would watch together...GOD I miss you so much. My heart hurts...I cried today...first time I've cried since coming back from California. My heart feels so heavy today. I went to the gym to workout and try not to think about you, but everything about ME is YOU. The way I think, my motivation, my EVERYTHING. It's YOU Nanny. I love you SOOOOOOO much, and always will. I miss you, and I wish you were HERE to see everything I have going. I'm working on building my own business in the health/wellness industry...I have a steady JOB, pay my own bills, and take care of my son. I mean, I'm everything you told me you wanted me to be, and someday soon, I will be financially free, and then I'm REALLY gonna focus on getting that book about you finished. But, I just....well, I just want to tell you I miss you...and Happy Birthday. You would have been 75 today! 75 years old! Wow...I mean, that's just crazy. I wish I would have been here in the Midwest to take care of you. In my heart, I still feel that had I been here, you would STILL be here. I just KNOW you would...and I can only take solace in the fact that the last conversation we had together, you told me you were GLAD I left the Midwest, how you wanted me to be out West, and enjoying life, and traveling, and just living life. It put such a huge space of PEACE in me, because everything in me wanted to call back to California and quit working immediately to stay and take care of you...but you wouldn't have it. I still wish I hadn't taken your advice and stayed in Indiana...but God's will is God's will, and who am I to judge it. I guess, well, Nanny, I guess I just wanted to send this to you, and say I LOVE YOU. I love you with everything in me that is good, warm, and soulful. I owe everything to you for making me who I am. You are forever missed, and I can't wait to see you again. I really can't. Be blessed Nanny... Your love endureths... Love Always... Your Grandson... JR p.s. I'ma post some pics of you when I get off work...I Love you... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Have you ever been so irritated, or excited, or ANYTHING, and you start to "think out loud"? Like, you were in a really heated argument with someone, and they were asking you a question, and you gave them the 100%, unadulturated TRUTH....even though you KNEW they probably couldn't take it? You know, you told them exactly how you felt, whether good or bad, and after saying, realized it was something you were thinking, or felt, but didn't meant to say:0-)  Have you ever felt like this? Like you wanna pull a Rick James on someone? LOL:) Haha... Well, this is MY version of "thinking out loud"...Oct. 26th, 2006... Yiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzziiii iiiiiiiiiiiirrrrrrrrrrrrrr:) Here we go... 1st off... Hip-Hop? What happened baby? I mean, it was just yesterday when I was bumping my head to 911 is a Joke, and flippin' the Cassette tape (yeah, the CASSETTE tape:) to 100 Miles and Runnin. And it was ALL GOOD! Straight up....good. Nowadays, every radio station, video, and song I hear/see is the SAME. BORING, almost. I mean, isn't there a statute to how many times you can "body" someone in a song? Or on a record? And are there any real "women" out there? I mean, according to soundscan, BET, MTV, and every other major publication/radio, all our women are bytches and hoes. White bytches, black bytches, it don't matter? What ever happened to our QUEENS? Oh, and don't get me twisted...I love me some Lil Kim, Gangsta Boo, and Trina just like any other man...but where are my Queen Latifahs? Where are my MC Lytes (MC LYTE would SLAUGHTER damn near every female MC out there...I don't care what ANYBODY says).  I dare female MC's to challenge the L Y T E! DOUBLE DARE YOU! Again, I'm not trying to "diss" any of these artists out there doing their thizzle, but come on! I've said this before, and I'll say it again: For every N.W.A., there was a Public Enemy. For every Busy Bee, there was a KRS One. See, for every YIN, there needs to a YANG! Just has to...but lately, we don't have that. I mean...seriously...Where are our MC Hammers? Where are our Happy MC's? Where are our conscious rappers? Oh....I know... THEY DON'T GET ANY AIRPLAY! Yeah, what you know about Dead Prez? I think Dave Chappelle said it best, when he said "THEY" don't wanna hear that. They don't want you to hear about how the government are the biggest crooks out there...or how Katrina wiped folks out. Not just black, but POOR people in general. They don't want to talk about that. They would rather arrest Mos Def at the VMA's than get to cleanin' up the mean streets of NY? WTF!? All I'm saying is that we NEED some KRS "SELF DESTRUCTION" airplay on the radios. I really want to see Game and 50 do a song together, and actually SMILE instead of mean mugging the camera. And I don't mean SMILING because of the fine women they have runnin' through the video wearing barely NOTHING. I mean smile because you are already in the top 10% of the WORLD with the money you make...and you, with your music, can send another message OUTSIDE of killing people, slangin drugs, or "beefing" with someone else on wax. It's all fine...don't get me wrong...but there has to be some BALANCE! It's the same reason why I'll always support the Will Smith's and LL Cool J's of hip-hop...because they know how to have some fun....  Remember when it was Hammer time! They Put Me in the Mix! OH, and big ups to Puffy on his album. Believe it or not, regardless of how "wack" some people try to say Puffy is lyrically, he still makes good music, still has an "ear" to the streets, and still does his thizzle. Heard the album is somewhat of a "happy" album, so that's all good. Enough gangstas out there...make a brotha dance:) And yes, I know he's guilty of a lot of the "bling" rap that has taken over as well...but I'm saying...we still need some balance. Remember this lineup: Oaktown 3-5-7 MC Hammer Tupac KRS One & BDP Heavy D & The Boyz N.W.A Ice Cube DJ Quick Eric B & Rakim Big Daddy Kane Beastie Boys LL Cool J Public Enemy MC Lyte Fat Boys Slick Rick T La Rock MC Eiht Roxanne Shante RUN DMC Whodini Queen Latifah TOO SHORT You smell me? Gangstas, thugs, activists, the whole nine...You could hear ALL OF 'EM on the radio, or on TV. It's as if MTV and BET have strayed, and now all we think is that in order to get big, we gotta smack %#&@$!es, push weight, kill each other, and body folks on wax. That's all fine and dandy, but WE...the CONSUMERS....we need to promote MORE than that. Go get some of that GOOD music. That Talib...that Common...That Nas. HEll, go get something from your neighborhood that is on some "conscious" rap. Even it out. Go get that YIN homey...All I'm saying is go and support Talib Kwali, Lupe Fiasco, Dead Prez (they are the TRUTH in hip-hop, no matter how you cut it!), The Roots, Mos Def (big ups for Katrina Klap!), UNDERGROND ARTISTS! Speaking of which...people, support your AREA, as well as the mainstream artists. Quit BURNING your local talent's CD's, and go buy their ish. I have a homey in the Bay who refuses to buy BURNED CD's of anything by a Bay Artist, because he would rather purchase their CD in the store for $15-$20. Why? Simple... Because THEY NEED THE MONEY MORE THAN THE MAINSTREAM ARTIST. They need YOUR SUPPORT to get RIGHT. Now, I'm not telling you to download/burn ANYBODY's music...but if you're gonna do it, PLEASE, PLEASE don't do it to the up and coming artist. He/She NEEDS that love:) Okay...That's it for this BLOG of thinking out loud. Holla atcha boy!!! Me, just muggin a lil` bit...11.13.05  Another "mug" shot....who you lookin at? 11.13.05  The Big Cheesy Smile...hate it or loveit:-D right before I hit up The Cove in Columbus baby...  If this tongue kould talk...oh boy:-D..ha  You kan`t see it all the way, but I`m throwing up the W for Kali...Miss Ya`ll!  Being silly  Me and My homegirl Drea down in Miami last year  Right before I went to work out one day...wasn`t smiling like this afterwards!  Get that Kamera out my face!  Wouldn`t you like to know? Nah, seriously, I want to send a fat azz YOOOOO YOOOOO! to all of my TRU NUPES out there. Especially to my chapter, the Almighty Alpha Chapter at Indiana University...Kontinue to hold it down! Gemini, fo sho!!! 5`8" Smart azz hell:) Hold down 2 jobs, 3 when I need to:) Most important, I am a loving Father for my son, eventhough he`s in Indiana And I LOVE LIFE!!! Favorites Favorite Sport: Basketball Favorite Food: Mom`s lasagna favorite color: Krimson,of course:) favorite quote: "Good things come to those who wait, but only those things left behind by those that hustle"...Abe Lincoln (And for the record, he only freed the slaves because he had to, not becausehe wanted too...but it was a damn good quote!) Favorite TV Shows: 24, The Sopranos, The Wire, Entourage and The Chappelle Show (Charlie Murphy...Darknesses, Darknesses!!!!) Favorite Movie: Hmmm...Okay, let`s plural that to movies, because Ihave too many...here`s a few, by Genre Gangsta...Scarface, Goodfellas, Godfather Trilogy, King of New York, Menace II Society, Boyz `N` The Hood, Colors, New Jack City, Juice, Blood In, Blood Out, Belly Comedy/Action/SciFi/Drama...Ma trix Trilogy, Star Wars, Die Hard Trilogy, LethalWeapn Series, Bad Boyz I & II, Harlem Nights, Do The Right Thing, Malcolm X (Spike did the damn thing on this autobiographical movie!), Boomerang, Gladiator, Collateral (Hot Shhh!!), Coming To America (I know the whole movie word for word!), Platoon, Armageddon(favorite End of World Movie) Love...Love and Basketball, Jason`s Lyric, Best Man(yeah, it`s comedy, but it`s love too:), Brown Sugar (same as Best Man:), Disappearing Acts (Sanaa Lathan and Wesley...Damn he lucky!:), Titanic (it was kool), Waiting To Exhale (fellas, I know you probably like HELL NAH, but it`s a player movie!), Coming From Where I`m From I graduated from Indiana University summer 2002, with a major in Apparel Merchandising, and minor in Business. I lived in the Bay Area, my second home, from 2002-2005. I now reside in Columbus, Oh, for Abercrombie & Fitch HQ. On the side, I own my own Network Marketing Business, Nexxt Level Marketing Group, and I am the Executive VP of Business Relations for Newtrendz Event Planning Corporation. If you ever want to know what`s going down in the Bay, then holla at ya boy. I`m bout to get it krackinn` in the midwest as well, with Newtrendz Midwest, so be on the lookout. Or better yet, click the Link Above to see what we do... I have one son, as I stated, whose name is Khandrel Jeremiah Moore (soon to be Perry), back in Indiana, born Feb. 20, 2003. I miss you so much lil` man. You are definitely a unique and incredible being, and my heart will always be yours. I am a young, dynamic, and energetic being who has learned so much in only 26 years on this planet. Here are a few relationship learnings.... 1. You should have your heart broken AT LEAST one time in life, so you know how important it is to get to know someone before you truly give your all to them. 2. If you are going to truly love someone, then do it 100%, and behonest and real with yourself and that other person. That`s why #1 happens so much, because people play with other people`s hearts and minds by not being honest, and/or loving someone who is not honest with you. 3. Stay true to your family and friends, regardless of who you are with. If that "special someone" truly loves you, then they will love all of you, including those people close to you. 4. Treat that other person with 100% respect, whether you are male or female. Be true to them, conversate, and always let them know whatis on your mind. You only live once, so do it right:) 1. Any woman who is grounded and knows what she wants in life, and will do whatever it takes to get there. There is nothing like a motivated woman. Nothing! 2. Any woman who knows what it means to be faithful and true, and will stand by her man through thick and thin. 3. Any woman who knows how to be professional, exuberant, honest, and yet tintillating, stimulating, and incredibly sexy when necessary:) 1. Dishonest Women 2. Disrespectful Women (Especially to their parents. They gave you life, so check yourself! I know there are exceptions, but be careful. God said to obey your parents! 3. Women who aren`t about family 4. Smokers---How we gonna kiss if you taste like Marlboro and Salem`s? Why would I want to run my fingers through your hair if it`s funky? 5. Fairweather fans:) Where are you when I truly need you baby? You know...Here today, gone tomorrow. Be real to yourself andme, andwe`ll be straight. This page is mostly about the beautiful women in the world. I truly appreciate all you have done for the world. See, without you, there would be no US. A woman`s place in the world is right next to her man, to help support him when his knees hurt and his back aches, hold himwhen he feels the world is down on him and it`s oh so cold, and love him when he needs to be felt, to be immersed in your everlasting arms. And I hope and pray your man treats you the same way. He should be your shoulder to lean on when times are tough, and your foundation when you feel a little unsturdy. A woman is man`s finest treasure. You won`t find anything in the Universe as incredible as a REAL woman`s love, wtih the exception of God, of course. We spend so many days looking for all the material things to make us happy, and most of the time, what we need is right next to us.Andif you haven`t found that special someone, don`t worry, your time will definitely come. Ladies, I just want to say THANK YOU! Without your love, without your caring nature, without your sacrifice, we as humans wouldn`t exist. Look back in time, and we see women are truly the backbone of this planet. God took you from our Rib because we are ONE. I don`t want you walking behind me...I NEED you walking next to me, holding my hand as we tread through this thing called life, looking for everlasting bliss. Beautiful Woman, I know your strength, for you hold us in your body for 9 months, 9 MONTHS!!!, and then go through the pain of actually delivering us to this world!!! I couldn`t even imagine the pain, all so WE can breathe. Ladiesof the world, I say to you... I LOVE YOU, AND I THANK YOUFOR ALL YOU HAVE DONE!! YOU ARE SO INCREDIBLE!! Be sure to check back as I will have poetry, pics, and more for all the beautiful women of this here Planet... BE SURETO CHECK OUT MY OTHER PAGES. The Events page letsyou know what is going down in the Bay! Get at me for those Guest list requests! |
