Sunday morning I witnessed something I thought i would ever see in my life.I watched my brother kill himself.  I have never in my life thought that i would have to go through something like that.  I havent broke down yet.  I am scared i dont know what to do.  I have tried my best not to even think about it. Tears run down my face without me even knowing.  Ronial my heart to you i say: I tried so hard.  i really did i didnt know... (continue reading)