Man, I still can't believe they buried your body yesterday Shawn. So many years of you being my protector and always being so genuine are all I have left now. Man, I really dont even know what to say right now. This hurts big time. I am soooo wishing Terry was here right now because I need my right hand man. There is so much on my mind and it sucks that my two 'bouncers' are no longer here to have my back. This sh*t really hurts man.....

D*mn Shawn...I just buried Terry on the 24th, and now I gotta deal with this?? What happened to not riding without your seatbelt? d*mn, d*mn, d*mn Shawn! What the h*ll do I do w/ all these memories and this d*mn pain. Jesus, I am really just speechless right now. Man this hurts, this really, really hurts. I can't question the Lord, but I just wanna scream, "why Shawn, just why him". How in the heck do u get over losin a friend that was just so loyal and a good person. how?... (continue reading)