LadyRedRose7 Happy Holidays every! - December 21, 2011 add/view comments (0)

SOMEWHERE IN THE DARK CORNORS OF MY MIND, THERE LIVES A SHADDOW THAT YOU WILL NEVER SEE. SHE RUNS WITH HER FRIENDS, HURT AND ANGER, ALL THROUGH ME. EVERYONE KNOWS SHE'S THERE BUT, THEY CAN'T SEE HER, ONLY HOW SHE MAKES ME FEEL...SHE MAKES ME RUN AND HIDE AND KEEPS ME FROM LETTING ANYONE INSIDE. THIS SHADDOW IS MY WORST ENEMY AND MY BEST FRIEND...HAVE YOU GUESSED HER NAME, YET?...IT'S FEAR!

THERE WAS A MAN WHO I LOVED MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF, HE WAS SOMEONE I PUT BEFORE, EVEN MYSELF. IN THE BEGINING, THINGS WERE WONDERFUL AND NEW, BUT, BLINDED BY LOVE, I COULDN'T SEE THAT DRUGS AND ALCOHOL WERE MY ENEMIES TRUE. ARGUING AND FIGHTING ALMOST EVERY WEEKEND. MY FRAGILE HEART WAS TOO BROKEN TO MEND. I TRIED TO SAVE HIM FROM HIMSELF BUT, HE WOULDN'T LISTEN, WALKING ON SATIN'S PATH. AND THEN, ONE DAY, HURT AND ANGRY, I HAD HIM ARRESTED AND LOCKED AWAY. I TRIED TO BE THERE FOR HIM IN... (continue reading)

I WONDER WHY I FEEL SO EMPTY INSIDE, AS IF NOTHING COULD EVER MAKE ME WANT TO CRY. WHERE HAVE MY EMOTIONS GONE AND WILL THEY EVER FIND THEIR WAY BACK HOME. I WANT TO FEEL SOMETHING MORE, THAN THIS FEELING OF AN EMPTY HOLE...EVEN SOMETHING SIMPLE AS HOT AND COLD. WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME? MAYBE TO COPE WITH LIFE, EVERYTHING DIED WITHIN ME...

SOMEWHERE IN THE DARK CORNORS OF MY HEART, LIVED A PAIN THAT WAS TEARING MY SOUL APART. A HURT FROM LONG LONG AGO THAT I COULDN'T SEEM TO EVER LET GO. I COULDN'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAND, WHY SOMEONE I LOVED COULD CALL HIMSELF A MAN, WHEN ALL HE DID WAS HURT ME WITH HIS OWN RIGHT HAND. NOW, HE'S LOCKED AWAY, NEVER TO WALK FREE ON A BEAUTIFUL SUNNY DAY. AT FIRST, I LET HATE EAT AWAY AT ME, COULDN'T SEEM TO FORGIVE, UNTIL I REALIZED, THAT WAS THE KEY...TO LIVING AGAIN, I HAD TO FORGIVE, NOT ONLY HIM... (continue reading)

MY HEART IS AN OPEN WOUND, BUT STILL IT SHINES BRIGHT AS A FULL MOON. MY MIND IS A CONFUSED PLACE. ALWAYS RUNNING AROUND IN HASTE. MY SOUL IS HURTING DEEP WITHIN LOCKED AWAY IN AN EMPTY PEN. SATIN IS TRYING TO TAKE AWAY THE MAN I FELL IN LOVE WITH ONE LONG AGO DAY. WHAT THE LORD HAS GIVEN ME, THE LORD SHALL TAKE AWAY. SATIN HOPING I'D TURN MY BACK ON THE LORD THIS DAY, BUT MY HEART AND SOUL KNOWS EVEN IF MY MIND DOESN'T, THAT JESUS CHRIST WILL CARRY MY BURDENS IN TOW... I LAY MY LIFE IN THE... (continue reading)