WELL TOO KEEP IT ALL SIMPLE I AM
A MOMMY TO BE! IM PROUD OF IT...LOL! I CANT WAIT TILL I GET TO SEE
THE LIFE THAT I AM CARRYING! ITS LIKE! WHEN IM LAYIN DOWN IN MY BED
I CAN FEEL MY BABYS HEART BEATING! AND ITS LIKE, AN OVERWHELMING
FEELING, BECAUSE AS I LAY THERE IN MY BED I THINK TO MYSELF: "I AM
CARRYIN A PRECIOUS BABY...WITH THE SAME HEART BEAT AS MINE! A PART
OF ME IS GROWNIN IN ME! AND ITS ALL BECAUSE OF ME THAT THIS
PRECIOUS HEART STILL BEATS" DAT %#&@$! BRINGS TEARS TO MY
EYES...LOL ((WELL ENOUGH EMOTIONAL STUFF)) LMAO!!!
WELL I MUST ADMITT...LAST YEAR
WORE ME OUT! LIKE I REALLY FELT LIKE I WASNT GOIN TO MAKE IT! FROM
DA LOST OF MY FIRST CHILD TO A BROKEN DOWN HEART...DA STRUGGLE...DA
PAIN, DA TEARS, DA RAIN, DA SADNESS, DA ANGER! WOW! I HAD A LONG
YEAR! BUT NOW ITS A NEW START! I GET A CHANCE TO START ALL OVA,
CORRECT MY MISTAKES, AND TRY HARDER TO LIVE BY GOD! AND THATS WAT
IM GOIN TO DO!
EX-FACTOR _Lauren Hill IT COULD
ALL BE SO SIMPLE! BUT YOUD RATHA MAKE IT HARD! LOVIN U IS LIKE A
BATTLE! AND WE BOTH END UP WIT SCARS. TELL ME WHO I HAVE TO
BE....SEE NO1 LOVES U MO DEN ME...AND NO1 EVA WILL! IS DIS JUST A
SILLY GAME! DAT FORCES U TO ACT DIS WAY! FORCES U 2 SCREAM MY NAME!
DEN PRETEND DAT U CAN STAY!
ON MY OWN %#&@$!!!! I AM ON
IT! I GOTTA STAY FOCUSED! I CANT WORR BOUT DA PAIN! I CANT WORRY
BOUT DA NEGATIVITY...I GOTTA DO WAT I GOTTA DO! I AM IN LOVE WIT
MYSELF, MY CHILD AND MY FOREVA! FOCUSE...CONCENTRATE!
