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My Beautiful Daughter
I am a single, black, southern
sweetie. I am 27 years old, and a single mother. The people that I
cherish most: my daughter (Peyton) being the #1, my family and my
friends. I love to read novels, or anything dealing with
literature. History and Poetry are the two things that I am
extremely passionate about.
I am the eldest child born to the union of Bishop and Mrs. Hicks
(and I must add, the rumor about preacher's kids...so not
true...ok, so not entirely true... Hey, your girl does like to have
fun!!!) I enjoy being a daughter, a mother, a sister and an aunt
(shouts out to Keiyanna and Tina, my two beautiful neices), and a
friend.
I am returning to BP after a breif hiatus, and I fully expect my BP
family to show me lots and lots of love. So, if you send me a note,
you will get one in return. I am interested in meeting new people.
I like people with stimulating conversation, and if you write
poetry...I love you already. Now, one would assume that by the
looks of my page that I'm somewhat of a free spirit...I guess that
I am. However, don't doubt for one minute my intelligence. I am a
gracious, kind and loving person. If I call you my friend, then
that is something that I value. There are those who have chosen to
mistake my kindness for weakness. In which case, I then closed the
book on whatever type of relationship I shared with that person. I
am an emotional person. If I feel that I am being taken advantage
of, I will remove myself from the situation. In saying that, if you
want to step to me like a immature individual, then you wont get a
response from me.
My Cousin
Jada
Rest in Peace Jada Swezette Lang
07/27/88-07/09/07
A true angel has returned home.
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Here are a few poems that
I wrote...enjoy!
Malicious Exposure
By: Courtney L
2004
My mouth filters out the angry words that were meant for your
ears.
My emotions, they flip from pain to joy whenever you are near.
I'd love to tell you of all the way and days you've pissed me
off.
The monologue I've practiced reached my throat, soon after that,
its lost.
You have so much control over me, yet you act as if you don't
I have sacrificed so much for you...what else more could you
want?
I foolishly offered to you my heart, and you greedily swallowed it
whole.
My vision being blurred by out nights of passion that you said must
remain untold.
A steady stream of lies you weave, like a spider hard at work.
Never stopping to take into consideration those who would get
hurt.
Reminding me how lucky you are to have someone around like me.
Who patiently awaits for you to steal away, or call whenever YOU
are free.
You've gained access to my heart by way of your deceitful
tongue.
Understand that to me you are as precious as the air in my
lungs.
How could you not know of your impact on me?
How you've crafted my mind to fit your every need.
Holding me captive with the passion of your kisses.
Shaping and molding yourself the perfect mistress.
I could never imagine you being concerned with exactly how I
felt.
I have lived in agony while being with you, mind asking how I
dealt?
Valentine's, Christmas...holidays never spent with me.
These are the days that you take your role as husband and father
seriously.
Funny, you're never to numb not to feel me pull away from you.
Luring me back with the promises that keep me so in love with
you.
That song, "Emotional Roller-Coaster", it ain't get %#&@$! on
me.
There are days that my only peace is found in the comfort of
sleep.
And I swear I work harder to try and walk away,
Then you show up convincing me that you really need me to stay.
I'd been told that relationships end best when there is
closure,
Naw, I think that my heart has had enough malicious exposure.
"MaliciousExposure" is dedicated to someone who was once very
special to me. I won't do the dog thing, you know and state his
name, but if he ever comes across my BP Page, then I want him to
know exactly what loving him did for me.
For
Peyton
By: Courtney L.
Dedicated to my daughter
I never quite knew what love was supposed to be.
Then God sent me you so that I could finally see.
From the moment we met, I knew you were the one,
For whom I was placed here for, that day my life begun.
Strangers at first, but we knew each other's soul.
You're here and I'm glad,my treasure to behold.
We fell in love instantly, nine months I'd waited patiently.
Joy flooded my soul, while tears filled my eyes.
I'd felt as if I'd won the world's greatest prize.
See, you've given me something I could recieve from no other.
You gave me the gift of being your Mother
In all the world, my greatest fears would be not to have you safe
and near.
Not to feel your hand in mine.
To worry about you all the time.
So much has changed since you entered my world.
God couldn't have created a more perfect baby girl.
I am so in love with you, you're my reason for living.
Thank you God for Peyton...this blessing I've been
given.
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I don't expect that this outlet will
be the doorway to the greatest romance that I will ever experience,
but hey you never know how others are supposed to enter your life.
As for the men that visit me, you should know that I love an
intelligent man. One who is family oriented, good with kids, not
shallow, tall (preferably taller that I am), respectful to his
mother, you know, A REAL MAN. You can't just be handsome...I mean,
you gotta have something more going for yourself. Maybe you are
under the impression that your looks (however good they may be)
makes the world go 'round.
Past experiences
have taught me valuable life lessons and I know now that there is
nothing right about a woman who is willing to tear herself down in
order to build her man up. See, it is my opinion that a man, a real
man does not need help being a man. A woman, especially a woman of
substance, wouldn't have to do a thing like that. I believe that
together you work towards acheiving great things. A man should not
WANT his woman to sacrifice her education, children or anything
else in order to give him a boost in his ego. I am a firm believer
in the saying that you repeat life's lessons until you learn from
them. So, now I am in search a root. Someone that I can build a
foundation with.
So if your were to
ask me what I am in search of...Hmmm, to sum that up would be
something solid. See, I've
experienced what being with the wrong type of man feels like, (I
mean, how else would I know what a good man is without running into
a few bad one) I want to experience loving MR. RIGHT.
Female
Comebacks
>Man:Where have you been all my
life?
>Woman: Hiding from you.
>Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before?
>Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore.
>Man: Is this seat empty?
>Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.
>Man: Your place or mine?
>Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine.
>Man: Hey baby, what's your sign?
>Woman: Do not enter.
>Man: Your body is like a temple.
>Woman: Sorry, there are no services today.
>Man: I would go to the end of the world
for you.
>Woman: But would you stay there?
>Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy.
>Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.
>Man: If I could rearrange the alphabet I'd put u and
i together
>Woman: Really, I'd put f and u together
Now I am so positively sure by now
that you are aware that I a full-figured female. I am ok with me,
however there are those who don't like a little cusion for the
pushin', and that is totally ok. (if that's YOUR preference). But,
for every man that says he does not like it, there are ten more
that do.
You can also find me me at www.Myspace.com/LyricLuvr
My Motto: I am unimpressed by childish games. Meet me on my level
and enjoy me for the unique treasure that I am.
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