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My Cage Walk Video (prefight)- Thanks to my trainer Mike Reilly of
Team Bison My audition footage for The Ultimate Fighter
Reality Show.. My First Cagefight!! The ultimate measure of a person is not
where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where
they stand at times of challenge and controversy" -Dr.Martin Luther
King, Jr.
The Gorilla is probably the creature that best describes me. They are very intelligent, caring and nuturing but if they feel threatened or attacked by anyone or thing, their chances of surviving is minimal    This page is always under construction peeps!!! In the meantime some words for thought! Fellas take key! "It`s too many of our women that can say they`re mothers but can`t say they`re wives."- Common " I APOLOGIZE" I apologize black woman for all the seen and unseen lies, For the heartache and pain that brought tears in your eyes. I apologize black woman for not being true from the start, For running away from you, leaving a hole in your heart. For ignoring your feelings and pushing them aside, Because I was too damn arrogant and pumped up with pride. I apologize for making promises that I couldn`t keep, For building a foundation based on treacheryand deceit. Beingselfish and inconsiderate, I did what I wanted to do, Makingcostly decisions without thinking of you. I apologize for not holding you through restless nights and stormy days, For my immature thoughtsand my foolish ways. Instead of carrying your love with me, I just threw it on the shelf, After we made love I turned away, only thinking of myself. You cried your heart out for me, while I was out running wild and loose, I destroyed the essence of your love with physical, mental, and emotional abuse. I gave you hell black woman by giving up when times got rough, I didn`t slap you, I pushed you, I neglected you-even that`s bad enough! Now I see why you build a wall around you, because it is me you despise, But that`s the price that I have topay for all the times I wore a disguise. I pray to GOD that one day you will realize, That I LOVE YOU BLACK WOMAN, AND I APOLOGIZE.   A GOOD WOMAN A NICE LADY will keep a clean house, But a GOOD WOMAN will make your house a home. A NICE LADY might rub your back, But a GOOD WOMAN s got your back! A NICE LADY will look good on your arm, But a GOOD WOMAN feels wonderful in your arms. A NICE LADY will be by your side when things are looking up, But a GOOD WOMAN will let you know when you re f*cking up! A NICE LADY will comfort you when you ve been pushed to the edge, But a GOOD WOMAN can bring you back in from the ledge. A NICE LADY will look past the physical to really see the man, But a GOOD WOMAN will make you want to be a better man. A NICE LADY might catch your eye, But a GOOD WOMAN will capture your mind, your heart, and your soul  I wanna givea shout out to my Ice Cold distinguished Brothas of Alpha Phi Alpha Fraternity Inc. To my ship, we`ve been through a lot but when it`s allsaidand done ya`llgone always be my "noccas"! Keeprepresentin S.S.P.O.K. (Pharoahs of Kemit) Spr`00 M Chapter- #1 Amenhotep IV alias "Blinky Blink" #2IMHOTEP (me,Deuce Club baby!) alias "Bobby Seals" and #3 Amenhotep II alias`-"John Coffey" & "Head McMan". Of course I can`t forget about those Lovely Ladies of Alpha Kappa Alpha Sorority Incorporated, ya`ll get much love, however here in Minnesota we have some things to work on! (ya`ll know what I`m talkin about)  And to the rest of you out there in Greekdom, YOU CAN NEVER BE US, YOU CAN ONLY RESEMBLE! HOLLA I`m just playin, much love to Omega Psi Phi Fraternity Inc., Delta Sigma Theta Sorority Inc., Phi Beta Sigma Fraternity Inc., Zeta Phi Beta Sorority Inc., Kappa Alpha Psi Fraternity Inc.,Iota Phi Theta Fraternity Inc. and Sigma Gamma Rho Sorority Inc. I wanna give a shout out to my guy "DG", congratulations man, you held it down for Augsburg baby! 3 rings, not bad for being in the league for only 3 years. (smile) Keep doin ya thang, ya "shifty foot bastard!"   PRIDE- Pride, I dispise this word because pride is like a toxic chemical in the garden of love and your woman is your flower in that garden fellas, if you nuture and cherish her, she`ll return that love with the full glory of the blossoming of her fragrance but if you choke her with that weed called pride, both your love and hers, will wither and die. -In Due Time-  Struggle is justa part of my day.Many obstacles have been placed in my way. I know the only reason that I make it through, is because I never stop believing in you. Some people wonder why we`re here inthe first place. They can`t believe because they ain`t never seenyour face. But even when you pray, the next day you gotta try.Can`t wait for nobody to come down out the sky. You`ve got to realize that the world`s a test, you can only do your best andlet him do the rest. You`ve got your life, you`ve got your health. So quit procrastinating and push it yourself. Just keep your faith,don`t act impatiently. You`ll get where you need to be in due time. Even when things are slow hold on and don`t let go. He`ll give you what your owe in due time. C.L.Green  SLOPPY-(better heard than read) Sloppy, you can always find me my people are noisy,can`t keep the profile down. Perpetrate the low post forever flash card get my goodside, let me show you. Never secret gotta tell somebody bout what happened kid, yo I was there yo, first the fly guy said and spotlight read the name brand, give me two pair nobody got the yellow ones wear the tongue out, my people walk slow to check for scuff marks; I care what you think, what would you say if you saw me? We fight for principle no matter who died but get the detail, he aint apologize. Sloppy, you canalways find me, my people are noisy,can`t keep theprofile down, Arranging dialects into symphonies, sighted by boroughs conduct emotions with- hand gestures and eye contact- hear my next move, cuz I walk off kinda catchy though, like a bass line at different volumes turn me up kid- you can, feel me before I say sh*t- T.V. blows my proportion, consumers exaggerate me I live on the reputation easy to impress me, I can wanna be like you, people use me patch my back up and stillrespect yours. It`sthe images man, they make me, dream loud, Ican, see yours-rubbin my face I wanna be there but I don`t manipulate mind well so I, stimuli the false thoughts Ican`tcontrol theimplode which keepsthe angerfresh, I look like my father, we look like conflict without reason but love like children shoot at nightmares and scream for lap time; horny-sexual, hetero-violent, homo-intolerant but terri-fabulous, And who am I to criticize, when I`ve, shifted less at times when, people needed me most- given more man than God to the believers and my word before I believe the rap I kick second hand to the situation that made more sense- for me to tell it to them- than for me to hear that sh*t. Maybe we`ve been tampered with. This was as bad as watching Mike Tyson get his a** kicked! It broke my heart to see both of them get victimized! 
This don`t make no damn sense!Lord, Why Did You Make Me Black? Lord ...Why did you make me black? Why did you make someone the world would hold back? Black is the color of dirty clothes, of grimy hands and feet... Black is the color of darkness, of tired beaten streets..... Why did you give me thick lips, abroad nose and kinky hair? Why did you create someone who receives the hated stare? Black is the color of the bruised eye when someone gets hurt. Black is the color of darkness, black is the color of dirt. Why is my bone structure so thick, my hips and cheeks so high? Why are my eyes brown, and not the color of the sky? Why do people think I`m useless? How come I feel so used? Why do people see my skin and think I should be abused? Lord, I just don`t understand..... Whatis itabout my skin? Why is it some people want to hate me and not knowthe person within? Black is whatpeopleare"Labeled" whenothers want to keep themaway. Black is thecolor of shadows cast. Black is the end of the day. Lord you know my ownpeople mistreat me, and you know this just ain`t right. They don`t like myhair, they don`t like myskin, they say I`m too dark, too light! Lord, don`t you think it`s time to make a change? Why don`t you re-do creation and make everyone the same? God`s Reply WHY, did I make you black, you ask? I made you in the color of coal from which beautiful diamonds are formed. I made you in the color of oil, the black goldwhich keeps people warm. Your color is the same as the rich dark soil that grows the food you need..... Your color is the same as the black stallion and panther, Oh what majestic creatures indeed! All colors of the heavenly rainbow can be found throughout every nation. When all these colors are blended, you become my greatest creation! Your hair is the texture of lambs wool, such a beautiful creature is he..... I am the shepherd who watches them,I will ALWAYS watch over thee! You are the color of the midnight sky, I put star glitter in your eyes..... There`s a beautiful smile hidden behind your pain..... That`s why your cheeks are so high!!! You are the color ofdark clouds from the hurricanes I create in September..... I made your lips so full and thick, so when you kiss..... they will remember Your stature is strong, your bone structure thick to withstand the burden of time. The reflection you see in the mirror, that image that looks back, that is MINE! So get off your knees and say Black is indeed Beautiful. |
