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If love is a lie
Where do I find truth
I'm a victim of pain
Where do I seek refuge
When my ignorance is overshadowed by my willingness
But my failures far exceed my success
My love is then pain
I am loves victim
I am fuel to its fire
Its reason to never get up and try again
I find refuge in pain
Because the trush is within the lie
And that is wher my heart has died
In the arms of love that so easily misguided me
In the eyes of beauty that so quickly betrayed my trust
I am yet a fool for love
With a heart that thirsts for lust
And when I have too much
It is never enough
So I fall to my feet
Never missing that chance
To fall to defeat
Love


Shaun,
It seems just like yesterday I was watching your mommy try to push your lil stubborn butt out. You always did things your way, the hard way. There were so many things I couldnt wait to do with you; play basketball, read, give you the talk about girls, fist day of school, see you graduate, get married, have your own kids, millions of things. You were my pride and joy and still is to this day. And when I lost you I felt like I lost my reason for living. I didnt want to see another day that you werent apart of. To this day I still have to find strength to go on. I remember the first time we looked into each others eyes and I knew I was ready for the job to be a daddy. And when I had to look into your eyes and tell the doctor that we were ready to let you go, I wasnt ready. I wasnt ready to give of the job that made me feel like the proudest man in the world. Words havent been created to describe the hurt and pain I feel. Daddy loves you with more than his heart can love. I just know I will see you again one day and that helps create false hope to help me get by. I'd give all that I own and love for you to see the years after me. But I guess having you here for almost 5 months will always be better than never at all. Ill always carry you in my heart, till we meet again.

Love,
Daddy
Shaun DeMarcus Weaver
8/16/07 - 12/30/07
Forever in my Heart