What I go through
all strained and unsure
why with love am i so unsure?
it hurts so bad
I'm still to angry to be sad
All is over and done
Our worlds collide
I explode with self pride
I don't give a damn anymore
theres nothing to hide
I'm scared so deep
all this pain you can keep
Everything is so unclear
Theres nothing left to fear
I thought this was right
But its so easy to loose sight
I don't know what to do
nothing seems to be true... (continue reading)

on the day we marry
you will give me your name
I will promised to love you
And you will do the same.

The Vows we will take
Will mean so much to me
Just knowing I will have you
forever indeed..

Years will pass
we will grow
Together in love
A family and Home!!!

he power of tears is just to strong
its eating me alive,
The power of this man on top of me
is baring me down,
I cry so much that this is not helping
I try to think about my boyfriend
being in place of this man
But all my thoughts fade.
I feel burning pain surging inside me,
I want to believe it's just a dream but
the pain is just to real
I scream your name over and over but you
do not answer
I began to cry harder n harder
The Man just covers my... (continue reading)