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* So, Im going to try and keep this simple. Its very different out here and I love the fact that I will be graduating soon . Im a Beautiful young lady, Im currently attending ARIZONA STATE UNIVERSITY, Im in my last semester and all my classes are online since Im all the way over here. I am a Sociology Major and I love it, well I love doing something in life and having goals. I have NO KIDS.All I want to do is have fun and enjoy life WITHOUT BULLSHITTING PEOPLE.


BUt some may ask what do I want in a man. You know what I think if a girl can answer that question she is to interested in having it her way. I noticed a lot of GIRLS can name you 1000 things they want. I can only name two a man and a lover. THose two components can equal all the good things. I could care less for anything else because a person is who that person is and any type of person is cool, they were made from GOD, So why be picky.




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You are a natural born leader, even if those leadership talents haven't been developed yet. You have the power and self confidence to succeed in life, and your power grows daily. Besides power, you also have a great deal of creativity that enables you to innovate instead of fail. You are a visionary, seeing the big picture instead of all of the trivial little details. Your strength: Your supreme genius Your weakness: Your inappropriate sensitivity Your power color: Gold Your power symbol: Star Your power month: January

Reason*2*leave~Reason*2*live



Honestly, I look towards the depths of my heart to figure why.Why do I have this reason 2 live.They say GOD has a plan in stores for all of us.But what is mine??? 2 live in hell my 1st 18 years of my life. What will happen next,besides me not putting trust in nobody, even family. I once thought family was a reason 2 live and be a reason to leave. But my heart is more than i can understand. I've always been distrusted by the immediate family, even my own reason for living. I have nobody which is a reason to leave. I do the things i do because i know no better. I'm smart I know the consequence or benefits to everything I do. I just always/mainly pick the choice that exchanges my trust and faith and turn it into pleasure & sin. So doing all this what is my reason for leaving, for a girl to almost be the age of a woman. Cretainly has been configured and mentally stable to apprehend the responsibility.But yet again others have stopped this growth from fully becoming what we truly call a women...a grown adult. Its almost fantasy and the scene of death that contributes to how I thougt was a feeling. My reason to leave exemplifies this behavior and misjudgement. But why is my truth the wrong truth inside of me. My reason 2 live. Being part of a group of other zodiac natures meets me in some kind of interest.Why because it's somewhat true & understandable like cancers thinking about everyone but themselves & trys so hard to for them own selves but instead it's selfish. A selfish thing it is honeslty. That's definitely a reason I can't even intertwine to meet with my perception. Perception of reality.My reason for leaving also personifies the mere image of seeing things that arent visible. Believing in something I dont tend to understand.What is happiness??? how can I alter this stress & disappointment to turn into smiling because I want to or being truly truly truly happy because I wanted to be. My reason 2 live seems nothing but being drowned and desperate. Drown & desperate in my tears of reality. 2 most crying is happens like the wind...it comes and goes. Sounds like my happiness 2 me.My tears are metaphorically, but true, like the arizona weather no matter what the heat is here to stay.My reason to leave parallels that 2 my heart of broken scars and blotches bruises. Amazingly how no1 can see it. But others can devour it and with the aspect and desire make it only worse & bleed more. others think my heart is a yo-yo keep plaaying with it until it stops rolling or the string breaks. This world goes around due to money & sin. Over 4 billion people had 2 commit some sin that bases suicide in getting one's soul sent to hell. Hell what a place. If hell is sin, pleasure, & pain. Including all the bad things in LIFE, then what is middle-earth, truly ponder on that. But as you look more towards what I have 2 say and the innocence of my voice. Understand im simply just trying to understand my reason 2 leave and my reason 2 live.LOL...I think I just found it.



My R.I.P's and the people that I love and miss Charels Echols
Aunt Papoose
Baby James
God Mother Lawanna Jackson
My GodBaby Destiny Garza
Great Uncle Doc


* I HOPE YALL IS SOARIN INTO THA CLOUDS AND HEAVENS, WATCHIN DOWN ON US.





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I would jus like 2 say i want to dedicate this lil` message 2 1 of my homegurls that was raped and stabbed in the eye a couple years ago. I dont understand why its so hard 4 teenage women to walk down the streets in the morning or at night.Its not right 4 citizens 2 take our innocence for there own pleasure, if we never ask.

To all my homegurls out there reading this BECAREFUL out here in AZ cuz this is sum real bullshyt.And on sum real shyt if u a nigga on thys page reading thys ....Keep ur gurlie safe cuz u neva kno who`s NEXT.