**ATTENTION ALL HOUSTON BUSINESS OWNERS**
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Hey BF Fam wassup?...guess its about that time for an update again..these last couple weeks have been a bit of a roller coaster but thank God I am back working..i am now an account manager for Gulf Media Solutions so if anyone is looking expand their business through website marketing, it is my responsibility to host conferences, marketing events, and attend trade shows. get in contact with me we do everything from leasing front pages, to SEO (search engine optimization) and PPC (pay per click), social media, etc..still no kids want some though when the time is right..what can i say i've been blessed..umm anything else you want to know..just ask..oh and let me say this one thing and maybe i can eliminate some of the trash that comes my way..i dont do the smutting around thing..in other words if you are just looking for sex or have no desire to understand me, do yourself and me a favor and dont send me a note..remember keep God first in your life..take care
Old BP Message (2005) Hey BP wassup..tell you a little about myself, no kids (but i do love them though)..I have a firm belief in God and He does come first in my life (thanx to the man further down on the page..he helped me become the woman I am today)..Now some people might say -how can you say that God comes first in your life when a lot of your poetry contains foul language- To clarify that I said that God comes first in my life, I didn`t say that I am perfect, I am still human and have human urges, thoughts, needs, and make human mistakes, but that does not mean that God doesn`t come first in my life that just means I need a little work...lol...Anyway now that we got that out of the way.. I`m 5`1 123lbs.. i enjoy reading, playing basketball, hitting the clubs occasionally, and pretty much chillaxin (chillin and relaxin).. i just started writing poetry (thanx to iisofpoetry) and i have my first and second pieces posted below...lemme know what you think... anyway i would write more but i`m at work tryin to do this so holla at cha girl and i`ll get back to you~ 1
P.S. i am slowly but surely working on updating my page so please be patient with me
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I feel like I am falling in love with you, but I don t want to
I m scared that If I tell you the way that I feel
You won t feel the same
I just want your heart
Or my heart to stop wanting your heart
I treat as though you are my man
I do what I can, and I can t stand the fact that I do love you
You are not my type, not the guy I typically like, not the one I typically want,
But there is something about You
Something that makes me yearn to hear your laugh, to see you smile,
To feel your touch, your kiss, your hug
Yearning to feel you inside me, the way you shudder before you
We fight a lot, we don t always agree
I just want you to want me the way that I want you to want me
As a friend, a lover, Your homie, Your girl
What isit about you, what have you done to me,
Why do I love you, I don t want to love you
I can t kiss you, or hug you, but I can F ck You.
Why is that?
I can spread my legs for you, but you cant open your heart to me
My thoughts are jumbled as I think about you praying you are thinking about me
I hate myself for loving you
I wish I could tear out my heart and burn the piece that you hold
I am so afraid of being hurt again
I have been hurt so many times in the past
By people who didn t want me for my heart, my soul, or my mind, but for my ASS.
This Ass that jiggles just for you, that gets excited by the very thought of you
I live for the past to become the future
The way you used to hold me
The way you used to look at me, the way you used to want me
Not as your chick, but as your girl.
Why do I put myself through this?
This pain, this hurt, this humiliation
I don t need to be your girl
I just need you out my world
Because I ve violated our Golden Rule
I CAUGHT FEELINGS
2005
MsConformity (My first Piece)
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Ok i have my second piece posted below it has a little bit of profanity in it so if you dont like that you might not want to read it...anyway lemme know what you think
Friends with Benefits
He is my undeclared man
but yet he declares that he can
walk into my house
and lay in my bed
and ask me for head
but yet instead
of telling me he loves me he says
that we are just friends with benefits
but who benefits from this friendship
where f^cking holds us together
while talking pushes us apart
unless its screamin my name
while grabbin my mane
and am i the one to blame
i guess i am
we pretend as though we are peeps
but underneath the sheets, its a different story
you push me down
while pulling me up
going in and out
my nigga what the f^ck
i know we are playin ourselves
allowing each other to actually believe this can work
knowing deep inside that in the end someone is gonna get hurt
So now i say
F^ck the hurt and
F^ck the Pain and
F^ck the way we
play these games
that go on each and every day
I cant go on liv_ving this way
Where i do for you but u cant do for me
is this the way our friendship is supposed to be
Oh yeah i forgot to add the benefits on
But how will our friendship last once the benefits are gone?
2005
MsConformity (My second Piece)
R.I.P. To the Late Great Reverand Roger P. Derricotte (October 26, 1919 - January 9, 2006) -Imma miss you grandpa...this is the picture I took the day before he died...it was his last picture
NOW PLAYING R. KELLY-SLOW WIND
